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Being a Tyrant to Myself

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Crying into the pillow 

The shit that I do 

I feel soft all the time and I'm fed up.

I act like a soft teddy bear who always needs a hug 

 

 

This thing isn't working anymore 

I can't live like this 

 

 


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I need to act stricter with myself.

I keep postponing things.

 

I feel soft and comfy comfy all the time 

 

I never say anything strictly to myself and this old habit just doesn't die .

I have taken the whole hippy hobo liberal thing too seriously..it's fucking me up.

All I want to do is sit in a corner and smoke weed. THIS IS NOT LIFE.

 

GET THE FUCK OFF YOUR ASS AND START WORK..

 


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Even when I do any work, it's usually after I have pushed myself too far.

 

It's like this 

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This "helplessness" and "crying into the pillow" is not going to work anymore.

I need to be Braver.

 

Not just stronger. .

 

 

 

But braver 

 

I need to take the leap that I'm always hesitant to take.

 

I always feel like - I can't do this. I can't do this 

 

 

This seriously becomes a handicap.

 


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I want to use Leo's pictures as inspiration to work harder.

These pictures are simply impressive and a quick way to get instant motivation and reminders 

 

I can use them as instant reminders.

 


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I want to each one of these pictures to convey a statement with emphasis like a strong reminder.

This is fun

His thumbnail expressions are perfect to make it motivating for me.

 

 

 

 

 

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