A Note to myself - POWER is back.

[Striving for more]

POWER. 

Nononononoo. POWERRR. 

I kept fucking doubting myself, hesitating, indecisive, "can I do it?" "Is this really realistic?" "Maybe the normies are just smart? Maybe "realism" = anti-delusion?"

Noonononono. Fuck listening to everyone else... and I mean ANYONE. 

I KNOW WHAT I DESIRE & I'M NOT ASKING FOR IT, I'M TAKING IT. 

BECAUSE I'M POWERFUL. 

I HAVE INNER POWER. EVERYTHING I DESIRE IS COMING TO ME. COMING "FAST", BECAUSE I'M NOT WAITING LIFE IS SHORT. 

I'M NOT GETTING RICH IN 10 YEARS OR 5 YEARS, I'LL BE "" RICH "" IN 1 YEAR MAX.

Of course I won't be a millionaire by then. But I don't even need to be, especially that I'm moving to 3rd world countries, paying fucking 3-4 Less than 

 

I'll put in the work, of fucking course, what I need is power. 

"Need to move country, lets move wait ah which country which city, how do I go which place is best?" 

JUST PICK ONE & GO WITH IT. TAKE THE LOSS & DEAL WITH IT. 

ONLY WRONG DECISION = NO DECISION. POWER. 

https://www.tonyrobbins.com/stories/unleash-the-power/be-decisive/

POWER. 

FIGHT. 

MONEY, SEX, CHARISMA, SUPREME CONFIDENCE, SWAGGER, TAILORED LINEN SUIT & QUALITY HAWAIIAN SHIRTS, COMFIEST FUCKING NIKE AIR VAPORMAX PLUS AND $400 RUNNING SHOES, $1000 WOOL BED SHEETS & SUN SET BOULEVARD ON PARADISE FUCKING LANE. 

STAGE ORANGE, STAGE GREEN & STAGE FUCKING POWER. 

LEVEL UP MARTIAL ARTS TILL I'M A BLACK BELT. NO ONE WILL CONSIDER FUCKING WITH ME EVER. POWER

THIS IS THE YEAR OF POWER. I AM TRULY BEING AUTHENTICALLY MYSELF. 

SPARTAN BILLIONAIRE. WHO THE FUCKS GONNA MESS WITH ME THEN HUH? NAH SCREW YOUR LAW SUITS.

"It is better to live life being delusionally positive than to be realistic ... so long as your delusion is grounded to reality, but only to the extent necessary". 

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Edited July 17, 2021 by Striving for more

[Striving for more]

Oscillation of power occurring. 

Pendulum keeps swinging. 

Environmental & logistical issues pulled me back down, disturbed sleep and got some brain fog, strugllingt o use my mind and right now I need to make quick decisions to save me money & act fast and arrange my journey. 

I'm going to paradise city. 

Focus on soultion, not problem. 

Be willing to use brute force. 

May have to stay up all night, may even take a Mod if I need. 

Gotta move quick this week. Quick decisions. 

Gotta start acting like a man again, not giving in to weakness 20% - 40% of the time, I NEED 100% COMMITMENT TO DISCIPLINE.

Emotional Masculinity. Cinematic Music. The movie starts now. The fight continues. 

Focus, one thing at a time, burn myself out & use brute force until I have changed the no.1 strucutral problem of my life, very simple I just have to be decisive "when do I do it but I could save money here & there blah blah "..

Look. I'm gonna be millionaire soon anyway, so who the fuck cares about wasting $100, i need to do this. Time is the most crucial. 

Fuck it, I'm gonna be a billionaire. 

"Ah but why would you want that Neo, why man that's not spiritual?" hahahah. You'r hot yoga wife's gonna me mine anyway bitch fuck off with your spirituality, I'm getting my billions, whether I have to leach it or earn it, or do both, I'll find the fucking way. 

This music is fucking perfect. Perfect like the perfect girl I visualised meeting today. 

I'm never stop listening to this music. I'll never stop with my affirmations until I genuinely believe in myself. 

Uttter belief to the point of delusion. Too many people on this forum are so realistic "just work a 9/5 for 5 more years", lol look if your from china or india I get it you got no choice, but from america with no kids or obligations? are you crazy 5 more years? 

So much gold everywhere. So much fucking gold. GOlden pussy, gold bars, golden fountains, golden air. 

Ima breathe golden air, paradise of the kings lair. 

Edited July 19, 2021 by Striving for more

[Striving for more]

No more time on this forum this week. 

The occasional journal note ... but only if I do something noteworthy. 

If I don't follow through on my goals then I don't deserve to even be on here, like a fucking parasite of mediocrity. 

Fuck that. I don't wanna be like some people on here who just merely come here to avoid their goals and be medoicre. 

NO. I WONT DO THAT. IM POWERFUL.

I'll be back in a fucking week. Tense right now. GOtta save every second,

Action time.  

Egotism & lack of results is ugly as fuck by the way. 

So now I live up to my own egotism. 

I FUCKING HAVE TO ARHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. 

FUCK!