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The sword of the truth is but one archetype that can come forth from channeling, there are many other archetypes that can come forth as a result of channeling.  Channeling is multidimensional and complex.  I've been focusing too much on one archetype and not on channeling itself, which is a mistake I think.  I want to use the sword of truth only if wild horses couldn't stop me and I'm receiving psychic green lights.  Otherwise, it's just all distraction.  


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Focus

  • Background triggers
  • Regular meditations
  • No Archetype idolization

Note to self:  Intuition told me 10 minutes every 4 hours of intense meditation is the magic ticket.  More frequently if I can. 


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15 hours ago, Proserpina said:

I've experienced this compatibility during mystical experiences and you both aren't 'human' anymore.

Astral sex😳😳


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8 minutes ago, thisintegrated said:

Astral sex😳😳

I have no idea what you mean by this.  But I'm pretty sure I'm not interested in finding out more either.  Please keep comments like this out of my journal.  It's disruptive.  If you ever get a job I wouldn't be surprised if you get busted for sexual harassment. 


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20 minutes ago, Proserpina said:

I have no idea what you mean by this.  But I'm pretty sure I'm not interested in finding out more either.  Please keep comments like this out of my journal.  It's disruptive.  If you ever get a job I wouldn't be surprised if you get busted for sexual harassment. 

What?  Well that's what people normally mean by such mystical experiences..  A merging of souls in realms beyond the physical.  Has nothing to do with sex, that's just what it's called🤦🏻  That's the official name given to what you describe.  I assumed you're familiar with these things, but I guess not.  You speak of psychic abilities and knowledge of the non-physical, yet have never heard the term astral🤦🏻🤦🏻

You kinda give mixed signals as to how much you know about the topics you talk about.

 

And I'm self-employed btw

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1 minute ago, thisintegrated said:

What?  Well that's what people normally mean by such mystical experiences..  A merging of souls in realms beyond the physical.  That's the official name given to what you describe.  I assumed you're familiar with these things, but I guess not.

You have to become aware of how you make people feel. Sometimes it's not good.  


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17 minutes ago, Proserpina said:

You have to become aware of how you make people feel. Sometimes it's not good.  

I don't even talk about meditation/consciousness to most people.  I'm selective about who I talk about these things with.

If I trust someone a lot I may talk a bit about solipsistic ideas.

If I really trust them I may talk about remote viewing.

Beyond that I may talk about psychic ability.

And if I fully trust someone, I may talk about the astral.  And if I suspect they may be more than a layman, I might use less well-known terms to gauge how deep I can go with them.

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@thisintegrated Astral sex makes sense.  I remember sitting down in my garden feeling um...penetrated.  On another level.  By a woman.  It transcended gender and gender roles.  But it was holy and sacred, I was a wife and mother.  And she was a divine masculine.  I remember being on my knees at her radiance.  Such was her authority. 

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Deconstruction work means to deconstruct the dream to where you realize reality to be a dream using either the feminine or masculine, intuition or intellect, respectively.  Deconstruction happens automatically as a result of spirit.  You don't have to try just means intuition is a fruit of the spirit in the sense that it results from communion with God and that intuition, the feminine, can be used for deconstruction work in conjunction with intellect, the masculine.  You can use contemplation work for deconstruction.  That would be using the intellect, the masculine.  Or you can rely on your intuition.  Ideally, you would be using both.  The masculine and the feminine as they work with each other, not over and against each other.  

Surrender

I have one 'downside' (it has pros and cons) trait which I picked up from my mystical experiences which is suggestibility.  It's difficult to describe, but I am easily 'hypnotized', I bend easily, and I melt easily.  I am sweet and open and melting in the palm of your hand.  I was taught to SURRENDER.  Completely and utterly.

Distractions

Unless wild horses couldn't stop me and I'm having psychic green lights I won't be using my 'sword of truth' in the future.  It's the ultimate and last distraction by the ego as far as I'm concerned.  Beginner's path stuff.  It's a distraction.  I know it in my heart. I'm not going there anymore.  I don't feel good.  This is not the kind of person I want to be.  Anything that you have to clear as a 'barrier' to the spiritual path then is NOT a distraction.  The monk lighting himself on fire. Its all a distraction from my spiritual path.  I have to be single-minded. 

Spiritual Compatibility

Spiritual compatibility, even in friendship, will turn that relationship otherworldly.  I've experienced this compatibility during mystical experiences and you both aren't 'human' anymore. You both become many different kinds of archetypes (the feminine taps into the mother, the wife, and the maiden). It taps you into what I call the well-being of the collective and you both glow with radiance like no other, especially the masculine, a radiance like a lion's mane. 

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In my experience, there was only one major instance when I had to pick up my sword directly when wild horses couldn't stop me.  There have minor instances but no major instances like that. The collective will notify you basically through premonitions and sharp energies that something isn't right and needs to be balanced by the 'Word'.  The aftermath wasn't pretty.  Definitely, it won't look like you are in alignment on the outside in the aftermath.  During it, you will feel in alignment.  You'll be stripped of your power.  Using the 'Masculine' or the sword is brutal.  Always make sure you are doing it inspired by spirit because the aftermath isn't worth it otherwise.  Otherwise, you can shift the collective in the background through concealed energy work.  A more feminine approach with the 'Word'.  Depending on what spirit is inspiring you to do. 

Witness

The feminine is surrendering, she gives herself up.  She is melting in the palm of your hand.  When all is said and done. Masculine can take advantage of that fact.  He will shut down displays of vulnerability and transparency, or ignore it entirely and plaster his preaching, bulldozing her into oblivion. 


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ExTx types

I have been taken advantage of and bullied by many ExTx types in the past.  They have a way of pushing you into a corner and then kinda 'making' you surrender to them.  You will try to appease them, because you are vulnerable and they are strong, usually.  You feel unsafe and vulnerable.  And when sometimes the ExTx types (in the past they have) take advantage of that position I'm in I feel especially unsafe and uncomfortable.  I mean a part of me is programmed to like it.  A part of survival.  Stockholm syndrome or something.  To like your captor. disclaimer: not talking about Joseph. 

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The Alpha

My entire life my best friend has been the alpha (pure yang). I had the realization that I was an alpha as well, the feminine or yin equivalent, in one of my mystical experiences.  Which just means I'm over 80% yin, despite my emotional regulation.  The alpha (pure yang) and I (pure yin) share a soul bond, in combination with a spiritual connection and it is fire. 

 

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Underappreciated

The above post may seem simplistic but actually, it goes deep.  The feminine is essentially underappreciated by this so-called alpha (should be called a beta, no offense betas).  They are old, ancient friends, these archetypes.  She is his heart and soul and home.  She is a 'king who forgot her crown'  and in his acknowledging presence, she remembers, it cascades into all her interactions.  He is her missing key.  If he would only recognize her, which he rarely does.  


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ISFP vs INFP

I could be a limited INFP or an ISFP.  It could be either interpretation.  It's honestly very difficult to tell.  I relate to the intuitive nature of the INFP.  I kind of make things up on the spot and brainstorm in a similar fashion as an INFP but my cognition is not up to scratch, physically.  I have illness.  I come from certain genetic material.  Where as I do also relate to ISFP as well.  I don't chase down and absorb naturally theory in a similar fashion as other intuitives.  Perhaps my nature is more indicative of a sensorish tendency, I like to live in the moment.  I like to be spontaneous.  That is a hallmark of my personality.  


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Breaking of the illusion

I remember the illusion would break during my mystical experiences every single time I would be one on one with an individual or close in that kind of nature (small group setting).  The spell would break and 'we' would come to our senses, whether subconsciously or consciously (on my end).  Perhaps their radiance wouldn't wholely cease but mine certainly would and I would return to the human realm, return back to 'rags' from riches. 

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Gift

Being a pretty dumb person on the path who knows almost no theory, I was gifted with the spirituality that I have from birth.  But I have to 'exercise' it (synchronicity) with meditation.  The presence of God will leave unless you care for it.  It goes to the background.  Sometimes I think God chooses the dumb and lacking to teach the strong and intelligent humility.  "But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty".


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Purple

I get this feeling that the feminine is being labeled as INFP and Green on this forum out of mistype. Heck, my best friend labels me purple as a mistype for the feminine. Not everything fits into neat little boxes. I'm over 80% yin according to a mystical experience a few years ago. Awakening also influences my personality structure, it results in a very odd personality structure. Surrendering, almost suggestible.

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