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suffering

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this suffering,

this separation, this pain,

being bound to time, fate and a truth...

wanting to cry for help but being afraid

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Everyone is waiting for eternity but the Shaman asks: "how about today?"

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@roopepa yes I feel the same way sometimes 

Like I want to cry for help especially when I feel alone. 

But crying for help brings a strange fear. 

 

 


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Never be afraid to ask for help.


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1 hour ago, Preety_India said:

@roopepa yes I feel the same way sometimes 

Like I want to cry for help especially when I feel alone. 

But crying for help brings a strange fear. 

 

 

What do you mean by "strange fear?"

It is ok to cry for help if you feel like you need it.  Is that how you feel a lot?

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1 minute ago, Heart of Space said:

What do you mean by "strange fear?"

It is ok to cry for help if you feel like you need it.  Is that how you feel a lot?

It's hard. Not comfortable opening up. I just keep it within me. 

 


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31 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

It's hard. Not comfortable opening up. I just keep it within me. 

 

You should find a way to express yourself.  Sometimes it's best to do that by talking to someone.  Do you have someone like that in your life?  ?

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@Heart of Space no. 

(I'm alone )

 

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48 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

@Heart of Space no. 

(I'm alone )

 

Well have you thought of finding someone to express yourself to?  There are probably a lot of people here, including me, who you could talk to.  ?

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3 minutes ago, Heart of Space said:

Well have you thought of finding someone to express yourself to?  There are probably a lot of people here, including me, who you could talk to.  ?

It's not about having a person. I'm too introverted to ever open up. I feel like I am incapable of it. That's why I write in my journals so much. Because I can't talk to anyone about my problems. 

But it's easier for me to write about my problems, it's like I'm talking to myself, and that's what I usually do. 

So writing is like talking to myself. 

 

 


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1 minute ago, Preety_India said:

It's not about having a person. I'm too introverted to ever open up. I feel like I am incapable of it. That's why I write in my journals so much. Because I can't talk to anyone about my problems. 

But it's easier for me to write about my problems, it's like I'm talking to myself, and that's what I usually do. 

So writing is like talking to myself. 

 

 

Oh ok, I understand.  But if you ever need to talk I am willing to lend an ear.   No pressure. ?

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8 hours ago, Preety_India said:

It's not about having a person. I'm too introverted to ever open up. I feel like I am incapable of it. That's why I write in my journals so much. Because I can't talk to anyone about my problems. 

But it's easier for me to write about my problems, it's like I'm talking to myself, and that's what I usually do. 

So writing is like talking to myself. 

I often feel kind of the same way.

It's quite hard to really open up to someone because the stuff inside is very hard to be put into words and to be expressed.

I have this deep longing for meeting someone who truly understands. Someone you don't need to explain the suffering to. Someone who is truly present and unconditional. Pure love and compassion.

I would like to just cry in the arms of a person like that.


Everyone is waiting for eternity but the Shaman asks: "how about today?"

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When I feel any "suffering" I never want to find someone to talk about it to.

Poor me!

Let it go. So you're going to be alone, so what? Agree to live alone, know you can handle it.

Why seek help? You want someone to commiserate?

 

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3 hours ago, freejoy said:

When I feel any "suffering" I never want to find someone to talk about it to.

Poor me!

Let it go. So you're going to be alone, so what? Agree to live alone, know you can handle it.

Why seek help? You want someone to commiserate?

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Everyone is waiting for eternity but the Shaman asks: "how about today?"

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4 hours ago, Nahm said:

Meanwhile a multi billion dollar industry competes to be someone someone can talk to and express to. 

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