levani

if you were to die tomorrow...

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2 minutes ago, modmyth said:

To die in a building does not spark joy.

xDxDxD

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@Gesundheit bro it's SO powerful no ? i just discovered the real power if it yesterday, not the principle but some typneof realization that if you continoulsly live like that it's META AF.

 

do you think this feeling burns out ? i don't think so

 

@modmyth i think i'd rather die alone tbf

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4 minutes ago, levani said:

@Gesundheit bro it's SO powerful no ? i just discovered the real power if it yesterday, not the principle but some typneof realization that if you continoulsly live like that it's META AF.

 

do you think this feeling burns out ? i don't think so

 

@modmyth i think i'd rather die alone tbf

lol:D:D:D

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@modmyth  I hope you have a long long life.. 

Now don't say "same to you" because I don't want a long life. :P

 


INFJ-T,ptsd,BPD, autism, anger issues

Cleared out ignore list today. 

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@levani At first it feels meta af, but then the meta becomes the baseline level. Effortless meta so to speak.


If you have no confidence in yourself, you are twice defeated in the race of life. But with confidence you have won, even before you start.” -- Marcus Garvey

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23 minutes ago, Gesundheit said:

@levani At first it feels meta af, but then the meta becomes the baseline level. Effortless meta so to speak.

thank you.

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@Gesundheit but still meta and sort of a habit even though it doesn't feel meta

 

so in other words a good habit to install if you act on it "correctly" from the beginning

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id have to have it happen to experience it. it would be a true test of my spiritually maturity... 


 "Unburdened and Becoming" - Bon Iver

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1 hour ago, levani said:

@Gesundheit but still meta and sort of a habit even though it doesn't feel meta

 

so in other words a good habit to install if you act on it "correctly" from the beginning

Good vs. Bad is a duality.

Sorry. Force of habit lol.


If you have no confidence in yourself, you are twice defeated in the race of life. But with confidence you have won, even before you start.” -- Marcus Garvey

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1 hour ago, Thought Art said:

id have to have it happen to experience it. it would be a true test of my spiritually maturity... 

this sounds nice too...

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16 hours ago, blackchair said:

lol, been there done that, didnt help. lol.

ok no cigarretes

I've never smoked so I thought it would be cool

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15 hours ago, modmyth said:

I would spend time with my boyfriend (though I would anyway), then I would find a beautiful spot in the woods (perhaps by some water) and lay down and allow myself to dissolve/ be catatonic until I die. I'm very simple/ straightforward in this way.

This made me think of this painting for some reason (Ophelia by Millais):

ophelia.jpg

There's a kind of surrender and serenity to it. Anyway, not sure what I was trying to convey other than my spontaneous thought.

 

 

 


All stories and explanations are false.

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1. I would get some LSD + some Weed

2. I would MTB for 3-4 hours

3. I would hire a couple of prostitutes spend a couple of hours with them

4. Visit my mom and enjoy that last meal.

5. Go home, get high and wait it out listening to some music.

 

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@modmyth what a gorgeous death that would be. You can nearly taste the stillness and gloom.

If I know that death is coming, shouldn't it be simple and beautiful?


All stories and explanations are false.

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Binge gaming, I like me some Dead Cells, attempt to complete as many runs as possible before the Reaper cometh

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