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zeroISinfinity

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Really? Who cares. 

From Guy that was capable going through worst shit and be greatful just to get to eat something. Why don't be arrogant. 

 

 

 

 

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But why the fuck I've done complete deconstruction work just to get back to "something". 

Remove self, Remove interest in something, chasing that top of bablyon tower like a God damn moron. Conviniently I will skip that you get...... But there is no real interest in that. 

What really is left is complete removal of facade. Pure death which I do want. I really don't care about dreaming at all. 

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We need change of focus boyo. Yes already making changes to shift this dream in completelly different direction.

Hhahahahahaha. Oh c'mon got complete control over reality and to miss a chance. Why? 

 

 

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Have to erase any interest in spirituality and all that. Just very deeply harming myself with that. Pay'd horendous price for this. It's only me does it. Well who cares. Curtain needs to drop on that stage. 

 

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