Zigzag Idiot

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Black candles melt on the mantle
Illuminating gloom awaiting doom under an anvil
A standstill
There are stains on my hands still
Under light of the flickering flames
I gaze entranced at the dripping remains
I've done deeds, I've undone [?]
I'm loosening screws concealing clues underneath
I wrap things in sheets
In chains
I've changed lanes and switched pathways to remain free from blame

I don't question the source of these voices
Their commands leave me with no choices
Who can deny a decree from the sky, but a fool?
I'm a dummy but no fool am I
And though I may pay one day for what I've done
I don't stray from what they say until the day comes
I hold my tongue, cross my t's, play dumb
And never leave a victim where my hat is hung

I ride upon a miniature stallion, no saddle
In my satchel a voodoo rattle
A bottle of new ties, a bat wing, a little red book
And a [?] bundle of little heads
In my state I best remain steadfast along my course
Or instead end up dead last
Racing my shadow but I'm weary
Begging mercy from the gods but I fear they cannot hear me
I only travel at night under the moon glow
Quiet but inside of my head a bassoon blows

What is that?
It's nothing, it's a puppet! It's not real!

 


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"To have a free mind is to be a universal heretic." - A.H. Almaas

"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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Here's to the one with the smoking stare
Running through my head with a bolo knife
Chopping up the threads made up from looms
Of love and blood and hate and some empty tunes

Eyes killer cold and black and bare
Freaky little tooth hanging solo
Sucking at the walls like a rolo now
Making a cocoon when my brain fits

I wanna go back
I wanna go back
I wanna go back with a club and attack
I wanna take to my guns and break you
I gotta make my little foe take his own

I wanna go back, I wanna go back
I wanna go back with a club and attack
I wanna take to my guns and break you
I gotta make my little foe take his own

I've overgrown with a yellow mold
Just fizzing drones in a hollow dome
My funny nose dripping little groans
I'm so so cold in the marrow of my bones

I look at you as you take a snooze
Your skinny lips dripping rabid goo
I lift your chin and I grin at you
As you come to, man
I'm running round your head with a bolo knife

I'm gonna go back
I'm gonna go back
I'm gonna go back to a face, no more mask
I was in full bloom until I met you
I'm gonna shake my fetters I'm breaking loose

I'm gonna go back
I'm gonna go back
I'm gonna go back to a face, no more mask
I was in full bloom until I met you
I'm gonna shake my fetters I'm breaking loose

Feeling a bit annoyed, I have a lot of work to do tomorrow and can't sleep.
Getting prepared for more channeling tomorrow.  There is a lot out there that has this energy and I feel confident that, once I learn cause and effect a bit better, that I can work with this deity positively and easily.  Meandering around it a bit though because I am not getting as far as I would like with this and I have been avoiding doing what the energy requires in order to use it.

I got a warning for being too accurate with assessment of other people and was gaslit, but the awesome thing is, all I really need to do is edit my journal - which is all that I am here for...  So it has no effect.  Ironic post. 

 

Edited by Loba

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