Mikael89

I have struggled. I'm sorry. I get it now. I Love You, and Myself (of course).

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I managed to say everything I wanted to say in the title :P

But I'll just repeat it..

I have struggled. I'm sorry. I get it now. I Love You, and Myself (of course).

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Amazing :) 

💛💙💜💚❤️

 


Form is emptiness, emptiness is form.

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3 minutes ago, zeroISinfinity said:

@Mikael89 Feels great, does it. Now actuaulize it. 

It's not quite that simple. It feels terrifying, but sometimes it also feels good.

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I need a answer to this question which I asked here: 

 

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I hope I didn't terrify you with my video. I understand the fear, but also apologise if I did frighten you.  

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@Elsegundo97 I was already terrified, so I don't know if the video made me much more terrified.

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Posted (edited)

I saw the video immediately after my awakening, it's obviously not a coincidence.

I'm kinda trying to stay sane and focus on Love. But I still need answers to my existential questions.

Edited by Mikael89

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I believe the fear is from the repression of our ego. Love and understanding is very important! I want to express my love and understanding towards you and the experiences you are undergoing right now. You are not alone in this. What brought about your awakening? 

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8 minutes ago, Elsegundo97 said:

I believe the fear is from the repression of our ego. Love and understanding is very important! I want to express my love and understanding towards you and the experiences you are undergoing right now. You are not alone in this. What brought about your awakening? 

Thank you so much.

I don't know, I was sleeping. And then in the dream or whatever I tried to figure out Reality, and then I succeeded, and then I woke up into an awakening, woke up here.

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2 minutes ago, Mikael89 said:

Thank you so much.

I don't know, I was sleeping. And then in the dream or whatever I tried to figure out Reality, and then I succeeded, and then I woke up into an awakening, woke up here.

Wow, that sounds like quite an intense experience. I had been meaning to make that video for a while as I feel it may serve some kind of purpose for others, but then again, that's probably just my ego talking. 

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Amazing, I knew you would do it!

I love you too!!!! :x


Light on Earth The power of love came into me,
and I became fierce like a lion,
then tender like the evening star.” - Rumi

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Posted (edited)

Great so happy for you

Edited by seeking_brilliance

My Imagination is a Monastery and I am its Monk- John Keats

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Awakening can be very scary and destructive. It strips away everything that you consciously and unconsciously thought was real. I made a post yesterday about some experiences I had when smoking weed, where it was shown to me how deeply terrifying it can be to let go. If you wanna check it out:

 

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Well..

This is absolutely crazy. This is too much..

There's no doubt anymore that this nonduality stuff is real.

And I think I have to stop seeking.

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7 minutes ago, traveler said:

Awakening can be very scary and destructive. It strips away everything that you consciously and unconsciously thought was real. I made a post yesterday about some experiences I had when smoking weed, where it was shown to me how deeply terrifying it can be to let go. If you wanna check it out:

 

Yes, nice thread.

Yes, lots of fear about death comes up... in various ways.

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@Mikael89Continue with practises. Until "Truest Face" get revealed.

Awaken ing is not, I woke up one morning and realized something. It's massive It's infinite.

So meditation, soul medicines is the way. ❤️

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42 minutes ago, Mikael89 said:

Well..

This is absolutely crazy. This is too much..

There's no doubt anymore that this nonduality stuff is real.

And I think I have to stop seeking.

Mysticism is very real.


We must not cease from exploration and at the end of all our exploring will be to arrive at the place where we began and to know the place for the first time.       --T.S Eliot

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