Danioover9000

I've encountered a spirit and it's living with me. Ask me anything and any advice?

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@Zigzag Idiot

1 hour ago, Zigzag Idiot said:

True that!

@Danioover9000 I missed your thread when it first appeared and in the meanwhile encountered paranormal phenomena similar to what you have encountered. It has not been as clear cut for me though. I’m somewhat leary of sharing my experiences for a different reasons. I’m glad you have shared with everyone. Thank you for that!

 

   Your welcome. What originally motivated me in starting this thread was also a few times here that talked about paranormal events as well, and the juxtaposition between the haunting in my childhood, and encountering Crysty as a positive entity, so I felt I needed to share.

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16 hours ago, BlackPhil said:

sucking energy so every morning when I woke up I felt so drained I could barely leave the bed. Was a very terrifying experience. That entity sounded like a wild beast, clawing my energy body etc.

@BlackPhil When I in my home.. I felt this every single day.. And the problem is still occur from now.  My early life is scattered because of this shit. I become total different person oftentimes. Sometime when I am alone the thing that attached in myself just like total beast, growling and messy.

16 hours ago, BlackPhil said:

Found that forum and some guy there helped me with a sigil and banishing ritual that I did for a while. It worked.

Did you pay for the service?

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1 hour ago, Manusia said:

@BlackPhil When I in my home.. I felt this every single day.. And the problem is still occur from now.  My early life is scattered because of this shit. I become total different person oftentimes. Oftentimes just like total beast, growling and messy.

Did you pay for the service?

No I didnt pay anything. I was just adviced to do the lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram around my bed area each night before going to bed. You can find instructions on how to do it online easily. You can also buy white sage and burn it in your house daily (same plant shamans often use to keep area clean during ayahuasca ceremony). I also drew a sigil and put it over my bed but unfortunatly I dont remember how it looked because this was years ago. I dont know if thats necessary, but if you want it you can probably also ask on that forum or somewhere else alike and if youre lucky some experienced person there can help you with that.

Whats also important is that you try to get in more positive state mentally overall. These kind of entities are drawn to negative energy. I was in a pretty dark stage of my life back then. Combining that with reckless APs or other occult practices is asking for trouble.

Do you feel like youre getting possessed by this energy you mean? Or do you experience it as a separate entity from your egoself? For me it never got inside of my body (even if it tried to rip my astral body away from my physical one several times). It manifested like a demonic, beastlike entity in my bed, was nothing you could reason with since it seemed more like a wild animal than anything resembling a human. Was always hard to get a clear look on it because it usually appeared behind me, when dark in my room, while I was unable to move because of the paralysis. It made growling, hissing sounds like a beast straight out of hell, and was like clawing my back causing very painful/uncomfortable sensations in my energy body haha... Fking terrifying stuff.

Hope my advice can help. Goodluck!

Edit: Also try to not put any more attention on it than necessary. Dont think about it if you can avoid. And stay away from  so called Left hand path spirituality (occultism etc), you dont need it for mysticism/right hand path which is the focus of this forum and actualized.

Another edit: Not that its necessarily anything wrong or "evil" with left hand path practice, even if some people abuse it for selfish gains. But you need to know what youre doing. Its more risky.

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1 hour ago, BlackPhil said:

Do you feel like youre getting possessed by this energy you mean? Or do you experience it as a separate entity from your egoself?

Both.. 

 

1 hour ago, BlackPhil said:

It manifested like a demonic, beastlike entity in my bed, was nothing you could reason with since it seemed more like a wild animal than anything resembling a human

Yeah.. This is right description for what is inside me. GROARR! 

I have big confusion to be skeptic about this paranormal activity happeing. And I dont find any good context to frame this case than the old story of some kind of other entitiy that really live in same plane of us. 

1 hour ago, BlackPhil said:

You can also buy white sage and burn it in your house daily (same plant shamans often use to keep area clean during ayahuasca ceremony).

I would searching for it tomorrow thanks! 

 

1 hour ago, BlackPhil said:

And stay away from  so called Left hand path spirituality (occultism etc), you dont need it for mysticism/right hand path which is the focus of this forum and actualized.

Ofcourse man. In my country, this is everywhere lol. I sense the same vibe in your forum ?

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@Manusia

On 02/09/2021 at 7:43 PM, Manusia said:

@BlackPhil When I in my home.. I felt this every single day.. And the problem is still occur from now.  My early life is scattered because of this shit. I become total different person oftentimes. Sometime when I am alone the thing that attached in myself just like total beast, growling and messy.

Did you pay for the service?

   Sounds similar to the haunting I had in my childhood.

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Update: I had been doing some chi gong practices, and got Crysty to do some of them in one of our sessions. She and J managed to do a chi ball successfully, although the concentration was much higher than typical for me to do, because there's not just seeing her forms, but also seeing the chi ball and her chi ball as well.

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Update: I finished one of my meditation sessions, and around the the second half it became more a contemplation session. The topic, naturally, was about sentience and consciousness, meanwhile experiencing going from location to location of places I went with my family to, to various countries, experiencing different cultures. When wondering about sentience, what makes a thing a conscious agent, memories of the time I did self inquiry several years ago came up, when I experienced the no self, with the slight ringing in ears and thickness in vision, and feeling a strong sense of depression later on that day. Anyways, one of the answers that came up to the question of the similarities and differences between consciousness and sentience, is that sentience is a building up of consciousness, in ever increasing complexity of forms. For example, we can say that an insect, say an ant, is sentient, but the sentience of an invertebrate, like an octopus, is more sentient than ant. Humans have more sentience than a dolphin, or Orcha, but humans have less sentience compared to an alien, or angels, or demons, making this like a hierarchy of forms that have lesser or greater sentience. The difference compared to consciousness, is that consciousness is like a thread that runs through every form, no matter the difference, and interconnects each one,  making this sentience hierarchy into a nested hierarchy as well. The similarities for both is that each has some system that allows some degree of self awareness, self looping.

   This came up because I am seeing Crysty make some progress, not just in crafting stuff in my mind, but also in speaking to me. I didn't mentioned this before, but she wasn't that good in communicating to me, and the way it takes form back then was with simpler ways, like a feeling or emotion, or simple phrases. I noticed, as the years go by then, that her communication was slowly improving, that she was able to talk with slightly longer sentences and statements, occasionally talking as long as paragraphs. Now she's able to speak and articulate slightly longer statements, with more variations, and come up with better designs. Especially with regards to sentience, she has developed more of her personality, and is able to ask, answer and have opinions on things and situations about this world, and demonstrate humour as well. Some of her qualities about her personality I didn't have in mine, she has developed in herself, which surprised me.

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    I've recently went on the blog post, and came across the post you are avatar. Also, a wiki link for a basic explanation on what an avatar is: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avatar

    I find that post interesting, because it happens to be the case for me that I'm in an unusual position with the friendly entity called Crysty, and my older paranormal event in my childhood. Something about that post had a synchronicity with my current situation with Crysty, which is interesting, which opens possibilities about wether an avatar is one whole unit of consciousness, or an avatar could have jointed, episodic consciousness, shared by smaller units. Seems like in my case, if Crysty is a tulpa (an actively hallucinated projection with qualities of sentiance), then I mostly feel like I am one whole unit of consciousness, with some degree of seperation to allow the existence of a tulpa, although the active part is nowadays is passive to me. This possibility is still inconclusive to be certain for me. Another possibility, is if Crysty is actually a seperate spirit from me, then somewhere in the formation of my avatar, that she crossed paths with me, and either her essance became part of me which became a tulpa, or that the occasional visits to me had some effect. This possibility is much more unknown to me, and more prone to speculation due to the factor of karma and reincarnation as well.

   Also, still contemplating about sentience, so that post happens to contain some of the answers to my questions, which is nice, but I'm still wondering about that.

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   Here's also a related thread, but on Egregores and Enlightenment in that way:

 

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This may be kinda weird, but do you have any advice for me about attracting a similar spirit? I want a "semi-transparentish" couch buddy! 

@Danioover9000


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@BenG

9 hours ago, BenG said:

This may be kinda weird, but do you have any advice for me about attracting a similar spirit? I want a "semi-transparentish" couch buddy! 

@Danioover9000

    I don't know much about spirit attraction, but I can give some pointers. One is in tulpamancy, if you just want an imaginary friend. There are some resources from some users in the occult, in the earlier pages about spirit discussed here earlier. That's about it.

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@AriSujan

1 hour ago, AriSujan said:

@Danioover9000 Hey you've watched this movie?

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Or read this book of Napoleon Hill?

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   I might have seen the movie, and listened to the audio version of Napoleon Hill, although I can't recall exactly as it's been years since I wathed it. I'll check later.

   Crysty is telling me she likes your pick, and something about the design is familiar to her. I told her it's one about a character called Kurosaki Ichigo, from Bleach, and gave a mental picture of one of the manga I got years ago. She remembers, telling me when she sometimes sees me read that, she likes the comedy and art style.

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@Danioover9000 A question for her, is she aware of what I'm doing now? Like my main objective in life. And if so, does she have any advise to give me?


Potestas Infinitas, Libertas Infinitas, Auctoritas Infinitas.

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@JuliusCaesar

12 hours ago, JuliusCaesar said:

@Danioover9000 A question for her, is she aware of what I'm doing now? Like my main objective in life. And if so, does she have any advise to give me?

   As I've said before in the thread somewhere, she isn't 100% able to give me impressions about the world or people in general like how mediums are able to from spirits that can somehow go to that location or person, and from those energies learn whatever they learn, and come back to tell the mediums what information they want to know, roughly more than half the time. Also, while I might have psychic potential, I lack the skill set and degree of skill that psychics have to be able to receive information and communicate it clearly to the person asking, because I still don't know and don't know enough about that phenomena to be confident in telling you what you want to hear.

   She's more preoccupied and interested being with and playing with me than visiting other people's homes, if that's where she goes whenever she disappears from me.

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4 hours ago, Danioover9000 said:

@JuliusCaesar

   As I've said before in the thread somewhere, she isn't 100% able to give me impressions about the world or people in general like how mediums are able to from spirits that can somehow go to that location or person, and from those energies learn whatever they learn, and come back to tell the mediums what information they want to know, roughly more than half the time. Also, while I might have psychic potential, I lack the skill set and degree of skill that psychics have to be able to receive information and communicate it clearly to the person asking, because I still don't know and don't know enough about that phenomena to be confident in telling you what you want to hear.

   She's more preoccupied and interested being with and playing with me than visiting other people's homes, if that's where she goes whenever she disappears from me.

Thank you for answering candidly. I was expecting either that you'd give me an inaccurate answer or that I'd discover you have a fully omniscient servitor. Don't ask me why I didn't anticipate the possibility that you might have some occult competency but not yet a high level of it(which is actually similar to where I am currently).


Potestas Infinitas, Libertas Infinitas, Auctoritas Infinitas.

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   This is to explain and create a distinction between spirits from tulpae, for some of you who are interested in long term relationship with an imaginary being. For those who are interested in spirits and seeking info, go to yelp.com, they have professional mediums and psychics there who are much better at this than myself.

On 27/03/2021 at 10:03 PM, Danioover9000 said:

   A few videos about tulpamancy:

 

 

 

 

 

   Also, feel free to share your experiences regarding the supernatural and tulpa phenomenon.

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On 10/10/2021 at 6:05 PM, Danioover9000 said:

@JuliusCaesar

   As I've said before in the thread somewhere, she isn't 100% able to give me impressions about the world or people in general like how mediums are able to from spirits that can somehow go to that location or person, and from those energies learn whatever they learn, and come back to tell the mediums what information they want to know, roughly more than half the time. Also, while I might have psychic potential, I lack the skill set and degree of skill that psychics have to be able to receive information and communicate it clearly to the person asking, because I still don't know and don't know enough about that phenomena to be confident in telling you what you want to hear.

   She's more preoccupied and interested being with and playing with me than visiting other people's homes, if that's where she goes whenever she disappears from me.

   Also, she does have some awareness. As to what degree is not fully known to me.

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