zeroISinfinity

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What you do now.

Very much taking rest and not doing anything. 

Allowing Conciousness to Just be. 

Why I am waiting for this life to pass? 

Because Very much I feel like I am 80 years old ready to die. 😂

lost all egoic wants and desires. 

Finished my LP. 

 

"You have to live fully?" 

But what if you are tired? Like really tired. 

What happens when movie director torture movie character that He doesn't even want to play anymore 😂. Some carrots should be pulled in front of his face so he should chase them. 

Really wondered who failed here? 😂 

 

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Why I am not allowed to Just return to Absolute state after becoming Truth fully. 

How it is like not to be God state of Consciousness is really just a charade now. Not important and boring. You are under pressure to perform as devil while your devil once tought it existed and it is real person in world. But devil killed himself of. 😂

 

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Lets enjoy. Dark room, silence, no possibility for distraction for ego. No game played. Peace. ❤️

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Hahaha tried and my brother came by. Yeah clear stage that's for sure. 😂

Not even half an hour. 

Can't wait vacation and to remove all "others" from life. 

Curious what Will happen then. Entire universe Will conspire to prevent "me" from doing it. 

Why, I don't know. 

God knows how many times I Will "die" "return" and so on. You can't stop God you Just can't. ❤️

 

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There is no one and that's the solution to paradox. 

As long there is even slightest desire for existance it will create you or YOU Whatever. 

You can transcend person into Awareness. You can transcend Awareness into Pure consciousness. 

But you can even transcend Pure consciousness. 

 

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Transcending pure consciousness is act of ultimate Separation. 

So Consciousness is not Reality in full sense of the word it is more like veils masking non existance. 

What you really are is Singularity (Full massive Beyond any infinity Void) with written Veils upon you. 

 

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Why most spiritual teachers tell you that you see yourself as awareness is because they themselves didn't go all the Way. 

But some are and they still tell you this with a Very good reason. 

 

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Why I think Consciousness is hoax and lie for the Source. Quite simple at Pure level of Consciousness you get knowledge that you can be do or experience everything that you desire. 

But who is the One desiring. It is Source itself. Which by definition means that Source is above and deluded/mesmerized by Conciousness. 

You are that Source. 

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May I get my fully enlightened certificate? 

Like some enlightened master type of thing. Want my cookie. 

Forgot to me toin Conciousness is your creation and it is made perfect and it is infinite Love so that you can exist eternaly in awe. 

 

 

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Dear Lord. How to not be worried.😔

He will make it. Hell he already decided but he doesn't know yet. 

God always chose Love and Life. 

I really hope he won't teach this stuff because Very few people have stomach for it. You have to be extra ordinary and you are. 

Cmon, just can't fuckin beleive it. 

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