DPT is bad for the soul (THIS WILL SHOCK YOU)

[stevegan928]

I'm the worst, my dearest apologies for the clickbait. I'm probably going to be trying DPT soon and for some stupid reason I feel like I shouldn't, like it's "unearned wisdom" as Jung would say. So in some respect I'm hoping to have a really bad/challenging trip, I just want to feel like I've earned the growth I receive. Have any of you had these issues? 

How does one reconcile these odd thoughts? Hard mode: don't reply with some cliche ass "oh that's just your ego defense mechanism at play because it knows that this drug could spell the end of it's lifelong devilish deceit" that's probably true but I'm scanning for a fresh perspective on the issue (one I haven't considered already).

[Leo Gura]

No clickbait