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24 minutes ago, bejapuskas said:

every single day is the best day of my life, I burst out laughing and cry out of bliss on daily basis.

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42 minutes ago, Nahm said:

 

Can you elaborate? Angels or people referred to as ‘angels’? 

I'm talking about investors in entrepreneurship. An app may be too expensive for an individual startup to fund all by himself/herself. I said it to you because you're into businesses.

(The life purpose can be an early stage startup.)

Hmm... interesting. It could be two separate apps in one. You know, part 1 and part 2? Anyway, this is all speculation on my part. I gotta walk the walk. It's gonna get interesting.

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@Key Elements  I kind of figured that’s what you meant but just wanted to be sure I was understanding you. No I have not pitched, but I have invested in start ups. 


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@Nahm thanks. Well, like I said, I still have a long, long way to go. I need to become a sustainable self-employment business first. Although, currently I am, it needs to have some growth. The startup itself has to go through an organic growth phase. It's highly recommended by any entrepreneur. 

Once I'm there (if I ever get there), do I need to watch out for anything before I sign the due diligence? I suppose I need to see a good IP lawyer first, huh? Anything else that I need to watch out for? 

(I just hope that if I ever reach that point, it's going to be fair game, esp when the person is a new early stage startup.)

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I was at my breaking point a little over a year ago, I was in both physical and mental pain daily, some days I could barely walk

I started this just wanting to get out of hell but it's led me to so much more - I've had ups and downs too where I thought I lost everything and that all the mystical stuff was fake but I rise back up each time...

so I'm not enlightened and I don't even really know what's going on but at least I enjoy it now - sometimes I just stop and stare at a tree and I think my god what a beautiful tree

without practicing meditation and trying to understand what people like eckhart tolle are talking about - I would never have seen that beauty, I would have walked right by really fast thinking about how I have to get home and do this and do that...

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42 minutes ago, isabel said:

so I'm not enlightened and I don't even really know what's going on but at least I enjoy it now - sometimes I just stop and stare at a tree and I think my god what a beautiful tree

@isabel You also have to admire the conscious awareness that makes that possable in the first place. :)

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@Nahm I'll let you know something else. It'll only make sense if someone read the whole thing. I think doing this in an educational / bilingual startup as a life purpose is worth ppl's time.

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@Nahm there is another insight that I want to share. It would be really interesting if actualized.org is a .com instead of a .org . @Leo Gura Right, Leo? :) I mean, the viewers would be very different. Marketing has to be taken into consideration. And, Leo would have to try much harder to prove that enlightenment is real. His insights better be extraordinary, meaningful, and profound, and is capable of being applied to this life so that it will make sense to the average viewer. At the same time be discrete so that the mugglers won't hear it. I'm just sharing my thoughts, and I'm not trying to say something bad here.

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Posted (edited)

As a little child I lived in a timeless world of joy and awe.

Around the time I went to school the cultural indoctrination hit me hard. I started loosing my authenticity and innocence.

Around the age of 18 I found myself in a very bad place. Addicted to basically everything - alcohol, weed, drugs, pornography, food. Angry, fearful and resentful. Fortunately, the Truth did not give up on me and creeped into my life disguised as just another drug - I discovered psychedelics.

Psychedelics became the area of interest in my life. I was finding what I craved in these experiences, but as I had no context for it, my life stayed unaffected.

May 2016, I was 20 years old. There was an Easter party going on and a girl I liked and sort of dated, hooked up with another guy. As I had taken a lot of MDMA that night, this event did not plunge me into further depression, but instead commenced a deep surrender. A surrender of this dysfunctional relationship, a surrender of the victim attitude and much more than I realized at the time. A surrender of my whole way of life.

In about a week's time a couple of things happened. The universe introduced me to the teachings of Abraham Hicks and Alan Watts, and with that new understanding and two tabs of LSD in my belly, showed me directly that it is I who is creating and experiencing existence at the same time. This sent me down the rabbit hole of awakening.

I quit university, left home to become a full-time traveler, started meditating daily, learned about nonduality and took sick doses of psychedelics.

The following almost three years were hell. I awoke to the tragic situation I was in. At the same time, I was getting glimpses of the magic I knew so well as a child.

January 2019 (3 months ago), I was 23 years old. I had a talk with an awakened teacher. Her pointings were excellent. The next morning when I woke up, I noticed something was different. The constant anxiety and confusion about life was not a problem anymore. An unchanging dimension of peace was discovered and was not lost since.

My life is not perfect by any means, there is plenty of human problems, but none of that effects this peace. It is undisturbed, stable and ultimately unknown.

My addictions are mostly gone. The seeker is giving up day by day, as there is no more energy feeding it. My main goals are bringing this peace into every aspect of my life, and boy, is that a challenge. But as this loving consciousness is available at all times, shadow work and emotional healing is much more possible now. Personal development makes so much sense now. The focus of this life shifted to living love and compassion inside and outside.

 

My message is this: it is absolutely possible to awaken to what I have awoken to! I am a simple guy, I don't even understand much of it. And it is such a joy and relief! Don't stop seeking! Seek, until something pops! Life can be such a beauty! :)

 

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I have been doing various self -inguiry techniques for 7 months and what I saw for me (all this consciousness) .... guys.. neverending f.. 'rabbit hole'. 

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@Nahm Ego is still fighting and its really beast (it suggests the worst things). But now I can recognize that it can be tamed. Before this it was only theory/belief for me. 

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@Nahm How old are you now?


"It’s a good one, it just isn’t real.” — Byron Katie

 

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