Uncanny beauty/happiness

[Freakrik]

Follow up to my other post. Long story short i took alot of weed. It felt like going from zero t 100 at once. When i got high i experienced something that i called uncanny beaty. It was beautiful But it was something off about it. I feelt happy But it was dirty happines. This happiness felt uncanny and has made me skepical to the kinda of happines of 5 meo dmt/god etc. Because i felt No matter how Strong this happiness it is not gonna feel Good deep down. The kinds of happiness i wanted to experience was for example when i was a child and swimming in the big Waves with my cousine. I want it to feel real. It also felt wierd and made me hate this kind of "happiness". The Word "uncanny happiness" just came to me. I know this post it's similar to my last But i want to talk about this