She came back, I won my bet

[F A B]

Solo inner work, integrity, no contacts, having fun with others and... she came back.

But I don't want her anymore so I kindly left her.

It feels like a little revenge, nice how it works this role reversal game. 

[NoSelfSelf]

@F A B You are doing it in non concious way you think if you hurt other person you will feel better..you are on self actualizing path shes probably not so i expect more of you

[ajasatya]

13 hours ago, F A B said:

It feels like a little revenge, nice how it works this role reversal game

watchout! it's a trap!

[Annoynymous]

@ajasatya why is it a trap?

[F A B]

2 hours ago, NoSelfSelf said:

@F A B You are doing it in non concious way you think if you hurt other person you will feel better..you are on self actualizing path shes probably not so i expect more of you

Yes, probably, subconsciously, I feel better with this "revenge", but I have done all my best not to hurt her.

I told her I won't forget hour moments, I told her I still love her, but we are too young and too immature to keep a long distance relationship right now... let's have our experiences and maybe in the future... who knows...

Edited January 6, 2019 by F A B