Heroic Notes

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge Day 5

Worked on mind, did not work on life purpose or body

-3 points

 

-3/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

POSSO FARCELA AND THE CLIMB

These are my two go-to life purpose songs. If I'm having trouble, one of these often help me. I love to sing along.

Posso Farcela is the Italian version of Go the Distance. I like it just as much as the English one.

Posso Farcela!!! CE LA POSSA FARE!!! ?

There's not a single time I went to this song while feeling down on my LP and it didn't bring me back up. Not a single fucking time.

Keep the faith!!! IT'S ALL ABOUT THE CLIMB!!! ?

Edited December 4, 2018 by Robert

[Robert]

Just now, Robert said:

POSSO FARCELA AND THE CLIMB

These are my two go-to life purpose songs.

Actually, no. These are not just my go-to life purpose songs. They are my two favorite songs of all fucking time!!!!!!

[Robert]

Days left for The 200-Day Challenge by month:

29 days for December 2018 (including today)

31 days for January 2019

28 days for February 2019

31 days for March 2019

30 days for April 2019

31 days for May 2019

30 days for June 2019

31 days for July 2019

25 days for August 2019

TOTAL: 266 days

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge Day 6

Did not work on mind, body, or life purpose

-3 points

 

Today was a horrible day. Something really scary happened. I hope it doesn't make me fail this challenge. ?

 

-6/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge Day 7

Worked on mind, body, and life purpose

+1 point

 

-5/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

I'm scared for 12/13/18. We'll see what happens. Maybe it'll make me fail The 200-Day Challenge. I fucking hope not. All I can do is hope at this point... 

[Robert]

Even if you don't find the treasure or the Holy Grail, you still have your memories of journeying through the woods. You still have a story to tell! You're one of the few people who were brave enough to even try to search The Dark Woods, and you have experienced things which will stay with you forever. Experiences that made you stronger, experiences that you can still be proud of. Don't feel bad.

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge Day 8

Worked on mind, body, and life purpose

+1 point

 

-4/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

On 12/4/2018 at 11:30 PM, Robert said:

I'm scared for 12/13/18. We'll see what happens. Maybe it'll make me fail The 200-Day Challenge. I fucking hope not. All I can do is hope at this point... 

It's actually 12/12/18 that I believe is the deciding day. I will probably end up with -22 points by then and decide to quit the 200-day challenge.

And maybe I'll die on that day. ?

Edited December 6, 2018 by Robert

[Robert]

12/12/18 ?

Fear Him by Vulpes-Ibculta on DeviantArt.

But who is to fear? 

I am responsible.

[Robert]

Even though I will probably lose almost 20 more points, I don't want anyone to think that I will just be sitting around doing nothing. I'm still here in The Dark Woods! I will still be working on my life purpose heavily, and I also will be remaining hopeful for the 200-day challenge. I don't care if I end up with -20 points, it would still be possible for me to make them up. I might still have a chance! I might still have a fucking chance!!!

There is always that small tiny little chance!!!  ?

[Robert]

I don't know exactly what lies ahead of me but I will keep fighting the good fight!

I am 100% responsible for this universe, after all...

[Robert]

2 hours ago, Robert said:

 

Please, bring me good fortune tomorrow. ?

I need it... Tomorrow...

[Robert]

There are 2 big obsticles I'm facing right now. One is about tomorrow, the other is about December 12th. I HOPE I overcome both obsticles, and soon. I HOPE!

However, hope may not be enough. We all know this story. We wish and dream and hope only to be let down in the end. That's why I still have to be taking action, of course. But also prepare to be let down regardless of how hard I try. 

And I guess I have to admit that I created these obsticles. I was negligent. Earlier in this journal I wrote that I rarely fuck things up, but what I'm going through right now is due to me fucking things up. I'm disappointed in myself... I can't believe I made such stupid mistakes...

Maybe I'll have to find an entire new strategy to navigate this "place." Maybe I'll have to leave with no treasure or Holy Grail. Maybe I'll die before I get out! I don't know!!!

We'll just see... ?

Edited December 7, 2018 by Robert

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge Day 9

Did not work on mind, body, or life purpose

-3 points

 

-7/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge Day 10

Did not work on mind, body, or life purpose

-3 points

 

22 hours ago, Robert said:

Please, bring me good fortune tomorrow. ?

I need it... Tomorrow...

No good fortune today. I took action but I guess not enough. Now it seems the issue will carry on to the next day. I guess I'll have to try again tomorrow.

 

-10/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

Everything is back to normal.

[Robert]

The 200-Day Challenge: Day 11

Did not work on mind, body, or life purpose

-3 points

 

-13/200 points earned

3/3 free days remaining

[Robert]

Today is day 12 of my challenge and I will lose another 3 points. I will also lose 3 points tomorrow, but the day after that I intend to be back on track.