Why do I have to like my life?

[Barna]

Concept and imagination. Look at your hand!

I agree with the things you're saying, but the way you're saying it sounds disharmonic to me. It has truth but little love. Maybe I'm wrong, but I feel like you're using your knowledge as a weapon, and you fight for your self development. 

In any case, whatever your beliefs are, those are exactly what's keeping you from evolving further.