Hello Darkness My Old Friend.

[Lord Bwyra]

Back in the dungeon.

Hell.

I want to surrender to God but there are demons in my skeleton that feel like everything is burning.


I need to commit to liberation from all this pain and obsessive behavior.


I need to treat my body as the temple it is.


And serve others with light and love.


These are the last words of this dying avatar that was never meant to be.



Starting next month I will start reading the bible.
Going to the gym.
Eating vegetables.
Quit drinking and porn and coffee and greed and hatred.


This will be the most difficult thing I have ever done.


But Jesus was nailed to a fucking cross and left their to rot.

The cross is a symbol of unity, where two lines join and become one.


Jesus is a symbol of sacrifice, of the the suffering Buddha talked about.


Jesus = Buddha


Same dude.



This is my path.



I'm very sorry to have caused you confusion and wasted your time with my angry rants.



Sorry Leo.


I will leave your community in peace and wish you all the best.



Take care my brothers and sisters.

One day we shall meet again


 

[Visionary]

I think your rants were needed in this community, as everyone's darkness tends to bubble up during this process. We learn together. 

Wish you all the best and love in this world. 

[Nahm]

@Lord Bwyra you're being honest, working through some things, and showing up in your Iife. Nothing there to be sorry about bro. Keep rockin. 

[Erlend K]

Best of luck on your journey.

Your insightfull, provocative posts will be missed.