Witness The Unthinkable

[ivankiss]

I like being on the country side. I love the silence, the peace, the emptiness. But it's just so fucking far away from the city. I need a solid hour to get to work from here. It's just not practical. 

But... It costs me half less than staying in the city... So... 

[ivankiss]

I don't fucking know, ok? 

Give me a break. 

[ivankiss]

Fine. Until Monday it is. Staying 3 more nights. Mainly because it makes most sense financially. Also, not in the mood for moving halfway across the city just before work. Enough with the over the top macho heroism for a while. 

[ivankiss]

This job is an absolute joke in comparison to what I was doing last year at this time, for half the money. But I'd still rather be anywhere else than here haha! 

[ivankiss]

Yes, I honestly think that a genius such as myself should do nothing but travel around the world, first class of course, smoking good weed, making epic music and having crazy monkey sex. 

But for some reason, someone decided that I must do all these backflips and airkicks before I can get there. 

What a dumb game. 

 

[ivankiss]

The game is so fucking rigged, that if I didn't invest into this shit 20 years of my life, and if I didn't awaken back when I was 6, I wouldn't even give it shot. I'd join the herd and eat all the crap that's being served on my plate. 

The only reason I can pull this off is because I started preparing for it while I was still in the womb. 

 

[ivankiss]

That's right. I can remember what color of bra the nurse was wearing on the day I was born. 

[ivankiss]

I'm 30 now but I swear I was a prodigy child back in the day. And no one could give any less fuck about it. 

That's why I'm forced to hate the entire world now. 

Negligence. 

[ivankiss]

Indigo child, starseed, alien squirrel, Pleiadian ninja turtle and Ra the almighty sungod... I was all of it. A perfect hybrid. 

Still no one gave a fuck about me. 

[ivankiss]

That's why I decided to become the biggest wannabe enlightened Rockstar in the existence. 

It's my only chance to be seen, to be heard. To finally get all the attention, love and adoration that I so desperately crave. 

[ivankiss]

Solid plan. 

[ivankiss]

It's all said and done already. For real. 

I just need a little bit more money and a little bit bigger muscles. That's it. 

[ivankiss]

In many ways, the work I do here is more real than the work I do on the field. 

[ivankiss]

Hearts will burn come what may
With lessons learned along the way
To free myself, I make a choice
Just to be heard I lose my voice

Finding strength in solitude
I fight to fly with much to prove
Is this the way it's meant to be?
I risk it all, I will not fall

[ivankiss]

Fight to survive 
Succumb to The Path 
Conquer the fear 
And nothing will fail 

The quest to define 
This struggle of mine 
Gravity defied 
I climb beyond heights 

Carry the weight of the world
On my shoulders
Rise to the challenge I set myself

[ivankiss]

Absolute dominance at work yesterday. Basically pulled off the impossible. Can't say luck wasn't on my side, but I also pushed myself hard. 

Let's repeat.