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    hi guys, i have this false belief thought which randomly pop multiple times a day about being gay. the quote is "i'm gay". i'm not quite sure how this belief came to be but its annoying since i'm straight and like girls. honestly i even dream about girls and what not. i remember as a kid this one event where a friend of my dad asked my dad what about if your son turns out is gay something along those line and hearing my dads response 'is he crazy' why would he be gay. hearing this talk scared be a i was terrified if i would turn out gay, remember i was a kid. i have not had a girlfriend yet and i'm in my twenties.this did get me to doubt my self  if im gay or not even though i know i'm straight.

     

    what should i do about this false belief?

    i have tried contemplating this and where it could of came from and also tried Byron katie the work by her and gotten some results from it with other belief.

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    i just finished listening to an audio by freemantv.com and the guest was Jerry Marzinsky. the talk was about schizophrenia (psychosis). what Jerry Marzinsky said was the voices were entities and not actual hallucination.he goes into pretty interesting details of the story he tells and how he came to the conclusion.

    what do you guys think?

    also how can one deal with these entities?

    you guys if interested in schizophrenia you should visit the website and have a listen.

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    i have this intuitive feeling that i should stop taking my psychosis medication. ive had this feeling since last year. i feel it on my chest that taking the medication is not the path for me. i know that not taking the medication could make me relapse but its whats meant to happen is what i feel. 

     

    during leos latest video (My Deepest Awakening Yet - Becoming Infinite) when his talking but him having intuitive feeling not to take a certain path and how he followed it it triggered me and urged me to do the same.

    what do you guys think should i follow my heart?!

    im not scared to relapse and actually looking forward to it. right now in my life i feel numbed i don't know  if its the medication or the headache i have.

    i'v  had dreams about not taking the medication

    i'm scared to tell my parents and the doctors because their all worried about me and want me to take the medication

    i really want to follow my heart as its the best path to take and better long term outcome.

     

    thank you for taking the time to read my post. peace 

     

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    right now, with my life im kind of stuck. im around 20 turning 21 soon. im thinking of becoming a counsellor because i love talking and listening and the idea of just talking about your problems is fascinating to me. i want to pursue it but in my head i'm making counselling seem like you need to be perfect to do it and not have your own problems and need to be confident. i have a mental illness known as psychosis and i don't know if i'm cut out to pursue it. i will do it because it could be my life purpose or lead to it. i would like feed back on counselling! 

    is anyone a  Counsellor here, i would love to hear what its like being one?

    or even leo  your feed back would be appreciated when you were a life coach!

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    death is easy.. living is hard. sometimes i also think is it worth all the trouble but i find the few things that keep me going and imagine it all been worth while. i like to imagine this been part of the big picture of my over all growth in my journey as a consciousness being. have you tried to find your life purpose or done leos course? or even thought about your passion because all the trouble will be worth it if its something your passionate about. 9-5 jobs can be meaningless and realizing that will be even harder to do or life a good life. 

  13. Posted · Edited by daniel695

    my question is can you recover from psychosis episode with out medication. i have currently had 2 psychosis episode and had  2 ECT (Electro convulsive therapy) to bring me back to consciousness. during the episode i dont remember anything its almost like being in a dream state. i'm currently on medication and will soon go of them because their causing me pain.

    if i have my next episode i want  to be left alone without any medication and let the process happen. i'm in a lot of fear and paranoia during it but its something i have to face head on. I definitely believe its possible and feel like i can recover from the episode without medication. i honestly believe it with all my heart that i can do it face my fear and get  over the fear of death.  

     so once again has anyone recovered from psychosis without medication from an episode?

    how long would it take? 

    can it lead to enlightenment?

    i am doing my own research, this is part of it.

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