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  1. Below you can find a documentary I have discovered. Citing one of the comments, I think it deserves more credit. He risked his life for the truth.
  2. Your verbal and non-verbal expressions remind me very much of Leo.
  3. Mind you, I wouldn't dare to trust water is wet if I hadn't touched it myself. I do know my life purpose. I wouldn't have asked otherwise.
  4. Indeed. The reading felt relevant and strangely, yet precisely on-time.
  5. Listen here, Em. You really are a gem. The last two days I spent reading George Leonard's book, the Mastery. And the exact interpretation you just layed here has been running on my mind throughout the days over and over. That's what I told myself in the morning: mastery is an endless road. That's what I told myself in the evening: There is always more to learn. I have spent about 2 hours today contemplating the purpose of a teacher - and how can one ever dare to speak about things with such clarity. Later on, I found the answer. And I hear its echo in your interpretation too, Emerald. This has been a mind-blowing experience. Thank you.
  6. This is quite noteworthy, because my life purpose is to explore, as I have written on the forum in the past. I know that's the core. But there is always a slight part of me that wants to teach the knowledge, pass it on. If I were to commit solely on this reading, I'd have to commit to the part of me which craves for a hermit life in a cave.
  7. Hey, Em! Why not. What do the cards have to say about my life purpose?
  8. I've been away for twenty days, and it's done its magic. I'll be reading the forum again a little.
  9. It's been a ride. From the first moment I purged to the last breath I experienced. My friend and I went to a cold March forest to prepare a homebrew Ayahuasca from caapi and viridis. We had dried 100g of each, and although it wasn't enough for a full-fledged experience nor visions, it was breathtaking. Report. On 7/3/2020 I was really breathing for the first time. The body took over and showed me the way; breathing for me. It was the deepest and cleanest air intake I ever experienced. I realized that every cell in my body was alive, every microorganism, and I was no more important than them. The word I is merely a control that does not exist. I realized, while I was looking for happiness I would never find it. What I really want, I already have. I don't need passive income and I don't need time to fill the days with nothing. I just want to live with passion and do what I really want. Though I didn't have much visual hallucinations, my mind was seeing clearly. I was connected to a universal tunnel. It's been 24 hours and I realized I went full-circle. Now it is time to integrate, work on my life and dissolve my activity here for reasons I have. I may return to writing books or running my old YouTube channel where I wrote stories. I will explore and work towards my life purpose, although more warm-heartedly and appreciative for my present. For running water, for ants, for sun, for seeing the other side. I will continue in spirituality and in developing understanding. In my life purpose, I stated that I am an explorer, and that my purpose was to explore - but now I feel like I have seen the snake and there are no hills, galaxies and visuals to explore anymore, because I ate them all. It's just a matter of where I want to be now, because I can choose. I'll hang around for a few days if anyone had questions, tips or something to say. Take care, much love, see you soon again.
  10. @Mada_ The wilderness trip sitter idea sounds very interesting in theory, but I haven't given it much thought in practice. It would be almost impossible to do here in central Europe in the year 2020. What if one of your customers got fucked? You wouldn't want to deal with that stuff in a country where psychedelics are illegal.
  11. My friends and I go out every few months. Especially this year will be interesting, because I'll be testing how much of it I can take. Surviving in nature ain't no cozy stay. I know. But how much are you willing to take? Building a cabin and going off-grid sounds easy until you do. Now you have to hunt, keep the fire, etc., though that would be full surviving and not bushcraft. Most people monetize it through YouTube ads and partnerships. I would love to discuss this with you more, because nature is amongst my values. Making money while being immersed in nature sounds like a dream. Apart from a YouTube channel, I didn't come up with many ideas of making it sustainable (again, not talking about full-blown survival). I also thought of being an "adventurer for hire" where people (probably richer) would hire me to go onto an adventure with them. I would have some crazy routes pre-planned to take. What about you, any more ideas?
  12. I don't have enough data to evaluate that. Once we find a sustainable way to dream lucidly, that will be huge. I had a couple of OBEs, but I try to stay away from the notion of imaginary/real worlds. I tend to focus on the present. I always used lucid dreams to move myself out, much like a station or a lobby from which I decide. Once you can lucid dream, all it takes is a thought.
  13. Can dreams push the boundaries of self-development and states of consciousness? They certainly can. You don't need to be an astronaut to discover space. Throughout my years, I have been to countless places, and that's talking dreams only. I wish more people would utilize dreaming to its fullest. Take psychedelics or consciousness altering substances, for example. Now that's metaphorical, but also literal. My dreams work like a catalytic cache memory for an experience. I take weed one time, but the experience gets stored and amplified later during a dream. That's where the beautiful part of lucid dreaming comes in, you can trigger it on will. You wouldn't believe how far it can take you. Here are some journal questions to inspire you, and that I will be working on: What is the connection between shamanic breathing and dreaming? Why are the dreams three times wilder after a session of breathing? What's the best technique for achieving consistent results? What's the best dream herb? How can dreaming be used for productivity, problem solving, and self-actualization? How come a psychedelic experience of the same magnificence, sometimes even greater, can be triggered inside a dream months after a psychedelic experience? The answer to the last one, that one I have been grasping slowly. It's because psychedelics don't exist. It's consciousness playing tricks on itself. You now have a direct reference. It's as if the body produced the substance on its own. The best part is, dreaming is in direct equation with my life purpose, i.e. exploring. How would you utilize dreaming in today's environment, and inspire people to re-think it as something greater than a brain experience? I'll share my thoughts. Speaking about it loud. Inspiring people to do dream-work as an alternative to their tight schedule. Uncovering the potential to use dreams for yoga, productivity, creativity, standing up to your fears. Encouraging people to see for themselves. Building up worlds just to destroy them, expanding the sense of possibilities, and later explaining the meta stuff behind it. How can illusion not be real, or vice versa? Finding the most powerful dream herb, or creating a new one to make the process as easy and the least time-consuming as possible. Internet is the obvious medium. And oh, I hope you all dream of an oasis full of mushrooms one day. Mushrooms the size of your hand. That's where the real fun begins.
  14. You bet they are. They are also consistently about 90% of the time more brutal, bloody and lower conscious. But they are more vivid. My (almost) daily routine is 10-15 minutes. Occasionally, I do one hour sessions. I practice in dark. Always before the bed. When I finish, I just jump in. The Mix I almost ALWAYS use is this one: Equally magical is reaching the peak/observing while listening to Loreena McKennitt. Give yourself ten minutes of breathing and right at the end, start listening to this (Beneath a Phrygian Sky):
  15. @from chaos into self Leo's LP course does a great job at it. If you can't afford it, start exploring your inner self anyway. Be true to yourself. If you don't know where to start, you could try the free personality test on - it's a good start. And try for example shamanic breathing; I know it revealed more to me than ten thousand thoughts.
  16. I'M WRITING AS I'M COMING BACK IT WAS THERE THE WHOLE TIME Let my fingers run free I was looking for a solution I wanted to find a way to live my Life Purpose I'm shaking I can't live my purpose in this world It's holding me back because I'm an explorer All I want to do is explore How can I explore if I am occupied with running a business, with having a job, with having a family Now I am really coming back A pathway has been revealed to me on how to actually REALIZE my Life Purpose I always wanted to get money and housing out of the way, and I kept looking for time-efficient ways to sustain myself I was so occupied with seeking my business, my profit, my responsibilities My My Fuck that My It was there the whole time, so obvious I am not supposed to live in this world of suffering Why would I want to build a business for myself, then All I have to do is help build a fastlane business for somebody I absolutely trust, a friend of mine Their responsibility, their profit, they can happily run it afterwards, I don't need the money, the cars, the ladies All I need are the smallest of monthly shares from the profit, a tiny house and that's it All I need is 5% Let them have the rest The more selfless, the better I'm more and more back and the ego is starting to dislike it ----------------- Hi, so it's been 15 minutes after my session of shamanic breathing. To give it some background, everything you see above is my fingers running loose as the experience was happening. I will not edit it in any way. I had a good chat with two of my friends separately before the session, both pretty open-minded people, and introduced them to spiral dynamics. That, I think, kicked off to a good start. I came looking for more info about my life purpose, which you can find in my previous posts. Specifically, on how to make it real. And during the peak, I got an answer. I tried to catch it above. It might be interesting to hear what you have to say, or aby objections you may have.
  17. Questioning is good. But not good enough in itself. If you venture far enough, even questioning will be gone.
  18. @Stakres You seem to be asking a lot questions, but not getting the answers you strive for. Could it be because... "I have" "I want" ... ? You're giving so much authority away. Don't be a slave.
  19. What do I see... Could it possibly be a conscious game? What a masterpiece!
  20. @Aaron p I will sit down to that. Anyway, what is your life purpose? Now I am fully back. There are obviously other options. The one I stated above, I know it could work. But now I am thinking, why wouldn't I build a business myself and sell it later. I don't know. I'm feeling kinda down and lost this morning. The purpose prevails, though.
  21. Instead, you guys go watch tall grass grow. It won't be any less profound. Keep staring at it... until you drop this idea of a search.
  22. I don't understand why this sub-forum is for real here. We are talkin' all turquoise until it comes to dating, then we are suddenly back to orange. Why? I apologize to all other men, but it feels like a shadow thinking. @see_on_see, @Anna1 and @Elisabeth thank you for pointing things out. This is precisely how I see door-to-door salesmen with cooking pots justify selling junk, their scammy tactics and their business model in general. Because how else could they survive? It's like having sex with an unaware NPC. But perhaps that's just me. You guys do whatever you want.
  23. Other than I've been getting crazy dreams, the sessions have brought in great results. Recently I've done a 45 minutes session. I like to practice late at night, when all there are is a sleeping city, a fresh night's breeze and a sky of stars. Playing drums with underlying music works the best for me. I used to get finger cramps around the 20 minute mark, but I am more relaxed now. 5-10 minutes in, there is always a veil I pass through as the state of consciousness begins to change. Double or triple the time, and thoughts start to merge with space. Or rather, the difference in between fade. This is how I literally "breathed my way" to a rice field in China and to India from Europe - to realize those countries were floating concepts in my room. There was never a China or India. Who needs planes when you can fast travel anywhere. It was magical. I still get cramps around the 40 minute mark and many relative notions still remain in the experience. When I am done, I look at my hand and I don't think of a human shape. My body parts are the most unknown and fascinating things I've ever met. I quietly sit and watch the room around me, only to perceive it as a world of limitless boundaries. My mind sits in awe, in this great interconnected network of all dimensions. Then I come back.
  24. @Elisabeth What's up, El, I'm going to share my look on this also. I feel you have a strong confidence in the end-service, but you struggle to believe in yourself regarding the business execution. Don't worry too much about it. You should definitely hike up to social networks. Almost the whole republic is there, and I am sure with a good strategy, you will reach customers. Set straight and precise goals about your business model: How does my ideal customer look like? What is my model of income? What about the environment? Does the business solve a need. so people are interested? Establishing an LLC (s.r.o. in our case) can be risky, especially when you are unsure of the stability and future of the business. I wouldn't even think about filling in the paperwork, unless the business is already taking off and you're seeing early results. It's only my opinion, but I wouldn't start a company with someone, unless I absolutely trust that person with my heart. I'd prefer to have the control and adjust according to the situation, because I ideally see what's best for the business. A lot of times, opinions can interfere. Oh and don't worry, I am in the early stages of execution as well. It's not like some dirty little secrets I came up with after I've successfully executed dozen business ideas. One thing though, always be dead clear about your mission and services to your clients. Let them know what they are paying for beforehand. Always. Also hit up Nahm for sure. Though my life purpose is to explore and exploration itself, I really feel what you're trying to achieve. Building something similar would actually be my lesser purpose, should I still choose that road. I was once high on shamanic breathing, and as I was slowly stumbling back, I thought, this beauty, all people must see. (I remember "breathing my way down" to a rice field in China, no jokes.) I wanted to create a shamanic breathing center, or anything supposedly alike. I still have a place for that in my heart, it's just that our republic is so small, right? Ha, funny how I am starting to get the same worries as you, as I write. Definitely hit me up if you manage to pull it all together; building a company, making it stable so it can feed you, etc. - and I'll do and offer my little breathing sessions in the corner.