AlldayLoop

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  1. 15 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    Love is a distinct awakening that one must have. Some people, especially masculine men who tend to skew towards autistic may have a limited ability to realize love. Many men have closed hearts or avoid emotional expressiveness.

    For example, I'm not sure if a clinical psychopath can realize Love. My guess is he can, but he's just not very likely to.

    As someone who has high functioning autism, I can say that I used to really close myself off from love (not as a child, but afterwards). However, one of the things that really changed for me was when I watched your “How To Be A Man - Part 2” episode where you talk about owning and accentuating our feminine qualities. I started getting more in touch with that this past year. Just last month, I became friends with a a girl. I can express all my emotions to her and she can really relate to them. We don’t judge each other and accept each other for who we are, but especially the flaws. She even opened up to me about how she is constantly suicidal. She was contemplating suicide one day; the only person she could open up to at that moment was me. 

    Is this one example of love?


  2. 3 minutes ago, Shadowraix said:

    Managing both can be a puzzle indeed. I'm having to go back through orange myself because I skipped straight to green values. 

    Yeah, I can relate. I need to get independent with my financial situation. For example, I love buying eco friendly products, but they’re obviously more expensive than big brand. My family mostly supports buying them since I still live with them, but there’s no way I could afford that if I lived on my own. 


  3. @Shadowraix I’m planning on being high af, but still aware while doing therapy sessions (I’m obviously gonna let them know first). Will report back with my discoveries in the future. 

    I’ve never done this before and every time I’m in therapy I’m still very much in my head and trying to “figure things out” about myself. So this experiment should be an interesting one. 


  4. 12 minutes ago, Mikael89 said:

    @AlldayLoop I don't remember. Maybe 3 years ago or something.

    Oh, nice! Have you noticed improvements with how you relate to life?

    3 minutes ago, Keyhole said:

    Yeah I had to stop for about a year to ground myself during a psychotic episode.  Things are about 30 percent more stable so I have started again.

    If you don’t mind me asking, could you share a bit more about that?

    I would say I’m not taking a a full break from it. But I am focusing more on my personal life to get that part stable. It goes hand in hand for me. 


  5. 1 hour ago, Serotoninluv said:

    @Meditationdude Are you ok taking a cannabis edible? Edibles can have a quasi psychedelic state. And I had a cannabis edible in a sensory deprivation tank that was on par with a full psychedelic trip.

    I took way too much weed than I could handle a couple times and yeah I had a state like that. For example I observed my dad’s body walking, but instead there was no “me” looking at “him”. Just movements, man.  


  6. I am just curious if any of you (or know someone) that has ever decided to just call it quits after you’ve heard about spirituality, enlightenment, and the practices such as yoga, meditation, psychedelics, listening to satsangs, etc. Either completely stopped or took a break.

    Not just because you became enlightened and that was it, but you just changed your mind and decided to go back to ordinary everyday stuff like focusing on your job, family, vacation, etc. 


  7. On 8/16/2019 at 9:58 AM, vvv2k12 said:

    I was laying in bed early afternoon (awake but eyes closed) and I feel this pressure in the middle of my forehead so I concentrated onto it and a small white circle formed flashing open feeling like the sensation you feel when you open your physical eyes.

    I have this sensation every time I meditate and it’s also on my forehead. I’ve asked here about it before, but only a couple people responded and didn’t know what I meant. 

    Do you recommend I focus on the sensation when it arises or let it go? I focused on it today while meditating with eyes closed and things were becoming white-ish.


  8. @kieranperez Thank you for your well thought out statement. I could really relate to what you said. Maybe Actualized could extend its reach to those with traumas/mental disorders so that they don’t feel left out (perhaps a teacher hired by Leo to work closely with the current Actualized content and have its own channel). 
     

    As I’ve said before there are many of us who do want the help and are willing to do the work, but we aren’t being guided properly.


  9. 35 minutes ago, winterknight said:

    Not to mention that you can do both. Many do. I did. They are potentially complementary. There's no reason to have to choose.

    This. But Leo seems to be strongly for just psychedelics as opposed to both, which could be dangerous advice for majority of people. I understand that his teachings are for advanced practitioners, but I’d bet a good number of his followers are “newbies” and will fall into a trap of thinking they’re more advanced than they really are. They’ll follow the advice blindly and probably do more harm than good to themselves. Just hope Leo understand that his teachings are powerful, but at the same time have a high risk factor. “With great power comes great responsibility”.