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  1. Posted

    On 3/11/2021 at 6:42 AM, The0Self said:

    ^^ !! Glad I'm not the only one who has found dissociatives to be just as powerful as psychedelics. Ketamine is very fruitful, at the right dose -- too high can produce amnesia and sometimes psychosis-like states. When k-holing it's necessary to lay down on the floor ASAP. Cannabis + ketamine has been one of the most powerful 2-substance combos I've ever used -- insanely powerful mystical experiences. I hesitate to say this publicly, but I've added MDMA and LSD (often substituting mushrooms for LSD) to that same combo, and even when all 4 are at very low doses... Man... I wouldn't need any trips for like a month or 2 because I'd still be trying to integrate the experience.

    The more I develop in meditation and spirituality, the more intense psychedelics seem to get. I used to be able to casually walk around tripping balls on 1000ug LSD... Now, 110ug is basically a life-altering event. This phenomena... It seems to go double for dissociatives like ketamine! Even small doses cause the bottom to drop out of experience.

    On 3/11/2021 at 4:10 AM, Javfly33 said:

    I think you might very right. My most intense experience so far of Oneness was on Ketamine, and I think it was because it came a point where I couldn't basically think at all. 

    Interesting that no lsd, shoorms, DMT or 5-meo-dmt have put me nowhere close where Ketamine put me. And it wasn't a big dose at all , which make it even more special.

    This also might explain why they say never it's a good idea to combine weed with dissociatives because of the ashtonishing intensity of experience it produces.

    Yes Ketamine is insanely effective for non-dual insight and super underrated for it, it probably is one of the best for these purposes especially because you are much less likely to panic in the midst of it which the ego loves to do when it's threatened in any way, and there isn't as much visual phenomena to distract you. Ketamine+cannabis was mind blowing for me as someone who's done a decent amount of LSD well before trying it. The ego death happened almost instantly, and yet the transition felt more seamless and less chaotic than LSD. I also think the "enlightened" state Ketamine produces is closer to what meditation induced awakenings are like. @Leo Gura THIS is definitely one psychedelic that I think would surprise you. 

  5. Posted

    11 hours ago, acidgoofy said:

    I see no problem with recrational use of psychedelics. There is basically no down side to it and they will make you a better person even if you just do them for fun, at least that happened to me and all of my friends.

    I actually got MORE benefits from LSD when I stopped trying to "find all the answers man" and all that egotistical bullshit; the recreational attitude can be more appropriate if you're someone who tends to be uptight which I was back then. Just letting go of expectations and NEEDING anything from it paradoxically lead me to learn more. Granted I was still hoping for something spiritual but it wasn't done with a seriousness that I think some people in this forum have. A massive insight psychedelics teach you is to stop taking yourself and life so seriously; it makes the ego games people like politicians play become hilarious. 

  6. Posted

    3 hours ago, Heart of Space said:

    I think you're making a massive assumption in regards to his spiritual progress.  

    He's a spiritual person I'll give him that much and he has his own unique path. 

    However, he is a baby in terms of the time frame he's participated in this stuff.  Meditation alone as far as my personal understanding tends not to enlighten people in such a short time frame.  

    On top of that, he comes from a philosophy of glorifying extremely unconscious behavior.  And on the surface still exhibits extremely unconscious behavior.  

    And even though he intellectualizes his spiritual philosophy with relative competence, he still shows holes in his understanding and comes across as a bit of a spiritual ego narcissist.  

    That is my perspective, your welcome to it.  Or not.  I wish the guy luck, truly I do.  

    he's used 5meo and other psychedelics, he just isn't doing them right now. He has been diagnosed bi-polar in the past so that probably complicates things. I don't deny he's had massive awakenings off meditation alone, but I'm sure his bi-polar influences this. It seems they are in fact at an advantage over "normal" people when it comes to awakening, however it doesn't seem like a healthy expression of it that's for sure lol.

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    The Universe/God is a single infinite consciousness experiencing itself subjectively through many different forms and finite minds. The end. 

    Imagine thinking what you're currently experiencing through this finite mind is all there, not only is this incredibly boring but quite literally means all your past psychedelic awakenings didn't actually happen at all thus you've been wasting your time. Just.....lol. It's both unverifiable, boring and helps no one, all it really does is create more confusion around something that conceptually is ridiculously simple.  

    Like Martin Ball says it's ultimately the ego that wants to deny this simplicity to instead try and be super conceptual. 

    So one can debate this endlessly if they want but at the end of the day they are wasting their time. 

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    1 minute ago, Preety_India said:

    True love lies in giving and not in receiving. 

    Don't complain when the woman cheats on you. 

    You guys want a girl to be nice to you. You want her to be loyal and loving. And when she is loving, you also take that for granted.

    You can't have your cake and eat it too. 

    Don't want a loving woman? Then don't bitch about women who don't love you. 

    You try to slice it both ways. 

    You've clearly had some horrible relationship experiences, so I'm sorry about that. Moral of the story: Men and Women are cunts. Finding peace within oneself will engender a kind of giving that's not excessive and needy; the idea of this being true love is a Disney style lie. Men don't like it, and women CERTAINLY don't like it either, understandably so. Like all things in life, it's about balance.

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    18 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

    There is no woman in the world who won't love you if you love her truly. 

    Oh I'm certain there are women who won't give a fuck no matter how much the man loves them. 

     

    20 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

    In my personal experience, the men that I had, I was very sweet and loving to them, I gave them everything I could,  yet they got bored of my love and took my love for granted and treated me like video game and threw me away when they got bored. 

    Women do this to men all the time, "I gave them everything I could" sounds extremely needy and neurotic, people can't handle that kind of energy. No offence.

    3 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

    to me an asshole is someone who is disrespectful, doesn't care about other's boundaries and is manipulative and abusive and too selfish to love anyone. 

    Yea see most people would associate that with some clinical form of narcissism possibly stemming from a personality disorder, not just being an asshole. And from that description hearing you say you gave everything to a narcissist sounds like a codependent-narcissist relationship, if one doesn't fix that within themselves they will always attract these same destructive characters into their lives whether they realise it or not. It's a vicious cycle. 

  16. Posted

    4 hours ago, Lyubov said:

    An asshole to me is someone who is selfish to the point of abnormality and abuse. 

    I think narcissist fits that definition better, in my eyes an asshole is simply a dominant man who also speaks very bluntly and doesn't really give a fuck about the response, if you constantly cared about not offending anyone you'd just turn into a timid pussy, which is what most "nice" guys are. A lot of the time the nice guy act is just a facade stemming from selfishness with insecure overtones, which is why they are the most in denial about their selfishness; the "asshole" who just blurts it out usually has a lot less to hide; they can embrace the shitty side we all have instead of suppressing it. Just from my experience. 

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    @Snt_lk Don't focus so much on dissolving "others" without having first dissolved the one who is having experience. Once you awaken to your true self as this boundless empty infinite consciousness you will see this very same essence/soul in everything you experience, thus the belief in "others", "self", "objects" and "matter" is realised to be nothing more than this singular consciousness; the relativistic world is seen as merely a dream conjured up by it. I like to think of this illusory splitting into dualities as a means of the universe knowing itself; God is Love and Love can be seen as a shared dance. There's really nothing more to it than that other than to experience this directly for oneself; let go of all the stories you tell yourself, all thoughts and concepts will pull you further away from this ineffable Truth.

    “Never forget that the universe is a single living organism possessed of one substance and one soul, holding all things suspended in a single consciousness and creating all things with a single purpose that they might work together spinning and weaving and knotting whatever comes to pass.” Marcus Aurelius. 

    I probably overly promote Adya's work in this forum but post my LSD awakenings this has been the best means to return to this eternal state, so it may work for you. 

     

  19. Posted

    Ketamine can cause powerful ego death, but if you have an addictive personality be careful in that regard. That being said it's psychologically easier than most psychedelics so you shouldn't have to worry about freaking out and traumatising yourself. It can be hedonistic in lower doses (although better that than alcohol imo) but the higher ego dissolving doses I wouldn't consider so hedonistic. 

  22. Posted

    Mushrooms are amazing, my last trip took me out of my head and into my gut where these spirits came over basically doing soul surgery on mexD, radiating this healing energy towards that area that I now realise was a lot of stuck energy I was holding onto due to trauma, and opened that wound to healing that made me feel much more open.  A lot of stuff came up and I was able to face it all; very cathartic. Coming out of the experience I felt brave, cleansed, open, present and deeply connected with nature. 

  23. Posted

    26 minutes ago, Aaron p said:

    Those drugs are too dangerous. Maybe once every 5 months or so but it's not a good habit to get into..slowly deteriorates the mind 

    Plus if you can push past the breakthrough point on 5meo, you quickly realise...you have not experienced euphoria on those drugs. Lol

    hahahaha damn, haven't had 5 meo yet... although I did go into a white light on LSD. Haven't been the same since (thank God....literally xD)

  24. Posted

    9 hours ago, BipolarGrowth said:

    I’ve lived at ridiculously high baseline levels, and it can easily fuck your life and even be physically dangerous in some cases. 

    You sure that isn't just mania? I guess everyone's idea of what that baseline state looks like is different. I'm sure there is much more healthy expressions of a different baseline state.