Esoteric

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  1. @Gabriel Antonio I agree. I also use rapé daily and currently using it to try and a heal a cannabis addiction actually. It's also great for clearing blockages. To just sit and focus on the spine. I am blessed to have Aya and rapé enter my life.

    Tobacco is addictive though. Some get more addicted than others so I can understand why that can put some people off. I don't have much problem with nicotine addiction though or going off it, thankfully.


  2. 15 minutes ago, Preetom said:

    If you see a Bubba, go fishing shrimps with him

     

    Anyway, like I was sayin', shrimp is the fruit of the sea. You can barbecue it, boil it, broil it, bake it, saute it. Dey's uh, shrimp-kabobs, shrimp creole, shrimp gumbo. Pan fried, deep fried, stir-fried. There's pineapple shrimp, lemon shrimp, coconut shrimp, pepper shrimp, shrimp soup, shrimp stew, shrimp salad, shrimp and potatoes, shrimp burger, shrimp sandwich. That- that's about it.


  3. 2 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    @Esoteric You're gonna have to snort a massive amount of it to get somewhere deep. Like 1 gram of it. It's gonna be painful, aweful, and gross. But you can do it, as the natives do:

    Pure 5-MeO is far, far more pleasant.

    @Leo Gura Yeah that's what I figured. I am used to it being painful and gross but tripping on top of that will be an experience. I will probably try it this weekend. Thanks for the vid. Have you worked with rapé, Leo?


  4. I agree to stop doing the practice and try something else. Find something that clicks for you. Maybe it will be amazing for you later down the path. Just because a technique gets a lot of praise doesn't mean it is right for you right now or even ever if it doesn't suit your temperament and person. Find out what really works for you geniuenely, not what should work for you.


  5. No. Anyone can write up a story so nothing is exposed. Like winterknight wrote, it is poorly written and it uses non-confirmed stories taken from forums. It tries to shock people that people call him "master" not even acknowledging that this has been common in guru/disciple relationships for thousands of years.

    I am not saying anything about what goes down there in Portugal, but I do know that if you want to taint someone's reputation you go for sexual accusations. Easy damage. Happened to Yogananda and Osho aswell. Nothing new. 

    Look at OP's reaction. No evidence and you already have another view of Mooji imprinted in you. That's how powerful it is. 

    It only takes one hurt soul. Someone with borderline could easily have fallen deeply in love with Mooji, gotten rejected and now he is the worst person on earth. So you throw accusations out there because it is so simple to do. You can remain anonymous, people will react and damage will be done. So throwing out a possible scenario.

     


  6. 25 minutes ago, Widdle Puppy said:

    So I go J.C. Stevens book and I'm a little confused. How many lessons am I suppose to do at a time during the week? What's recommended? Should I just read one a day for the preparation exercises then once I reach the first Kriya start integrating new lessons at my own pace?

    Just learn mahamudra as fast as you can and go directly the first kriya pranayama is my advice. It also says in the book how long it is recommended to do each lesson. His book has an overwhelming amount of lessons though. So check out SantataGamanas books as well.

    Also I find Ennio Nimis free book to be far superior to Stevens book. So as far as a "pick and choose techniques that resonates with you" book (which is how I view them), I'd highly recommend checking Ennio's out as a complement to Gamana's books.


  7. @Samra What dose did you take? Lower the dose and focus on just opening up the body completely then work your way up slowly. Just an idea.

    Another idea is to switch to another psych like LSD. Mushrooms can be quite chaotic.

    Or maybe take a break and work on those attacks because if you are not wise with these substances your anxiety might get worse. Psychs takes a lot of work on your end to be efficient. Its not gonna be an easy fix. So work smart


  8. 17 minutes ago, Sockrattes said:

    I didn't want to write this text because it's not in my nature to belittle someone or something. But it's about time that somebody expresses serious and valid criticism of this nonsense, because currently I see in the forum only sycophancy. And I see that easily influenceable young people feel strongly attracted by Leo's contents and almost unconditionally accept him as a role model. That's dangerous and that's why I have to give it some air.

    The title of the video already announces what will happen in the video. Self-explained "overbrain" looks down on everything and everyone and explains to him the world (and God). He builds up a lot of cardboard dummys, who he can then attack with pseudo arguments. He assumes that God-fearing people are superstitious and rationalists are too stupid. Everyone is, of course, equally incapable of understanding what he has understood. He assumes the "superstitious" to believe in a grey old man in heaven and that rationalists can only attack that one. He manages to stretch a video with content from 15 minutes to 2.5 hours and to lead the same platitudes over and over again just to distract from the fact that he hasn't had anything new to say for months. All this would be funny if it wasn't just extremely sad. What he believes is that all religions are equally wrong if they do not conform to his ideas and experiences. At the same time he tells that God and existence are infinite, but completely overlooks the fact that infinity also implies that there can be infinitely many ways to God-realization. Leo has been blatantly weakening for quite some time, but this video was his coffin nail. To show so much arrogance and so much ignorance isn't funny anymore.
    From now on, it's no longer just a guess, but a sheer fact that he just wants to keep his business running, but has already said everything he has to say. That's why he has to produce this low-value-content permanently and always do exactly the things he accuses other people of. He attacks everyone he finds in the forum who tries to explain God with the statement "you can't understand", but now he makes a 2-part video about it himself in which he talks a lot but basically says nothing. Whenever he starts a sentence with "well Leo but" you can be sure that he is now again pulling some false counterargument, which absolutely nobody has made out of his nose to present his own point of view as especially thought through.
    None of this has anything to do with God, but only with his ego, which he allegedly already killed with psychedelic drugs.

    I don't know what it means to walk in your shoes. And I don't know what kind of problems he went through. Probably he himself is just a victim of his circumstances and tries to stay alive somehow. And that he is so successful (seems to be so) deserves my respect. But it is something completely different to disparage everything and everyone and to present oneself as the radiant and venerable figure. This is a very strong sign for a lack of empathy and a very strong indicator that he hasn't completely mastered the realization of God yet. Therefore, it would be better if he were to again make contents on other topics and rather leave spirituality to the monks and saints instead of giving dangerous tips ("take drugs") and values to innocent people, gullible people and young people.

    If he just wanted to sustain his business, wouldn't it be smarter to do "how to get a lot of pussy" videos instead of videos about perception, cults etc?


  9. 7 minutes ago, Just the mage said:

    Umm, ok where to start. I had a vast amount of the symptoms that come along with Kundalini for years, but didn't feel any energy riding up my spine at first. Although had the hot flashes and the pressure in my head and body. Now I really don't know all the terms for the miridians and canals tgat the energy flows through and all that, but when i started doing Kundalini excorsizes, which I have done a few times. The first time made my whole body tremble and shake, the energy rising up my spine feels mostly the same at different times, but differentiates in notes and tones of different feelings. Mostly it feels like a numbness,coolness and heat that flows up my spine and sometimes almost like the feeling you get before an orgasm, but it can permeate your whole body unlike sex for males. My body would buzz with intense energies afterwards but I had felt like i hadn't opened it up all the way so i kept doing it, the next time, I got it all the way up to my crown which when i did, it was as if someone turned a bright white light on in the room with my eyes closed and a floating sound of frequency like someone hut a tuning fork all around me. Now I have been hearing frequencies starting two or three years ago which started way before I started playing with my Kundalini, they slowly grew in intensity throughout these last few years and would get stronger as I layed down to go to sleep. After I raised it in my body the last couple of times. It leaves my body tingly and almost euphoric for a few minutes afterwards. But now it has gotten to tge point where it won't shut off, way more intense and accompanies burning skin, crackling in my crown chakra. All my insides buzzing like I am bathed in a bunch of vibrating atoms or something. I can feel the sensations in my spine everyday now, most of the day and for the last four days the pressure has been all the way at the top of my spine into my skull and feels like it's pushing the top of my skull outwards. It feels fuzzy and prickly in the same area in my skull near the middle back and the pressure gives me migraines when it is around for too long. 

    Thanks for answering.

    Have you gone and seen someone that specializes in this? It might be a good idea. If you can't find a competent yogi then maybe someone in Reiki? Maybe even find a local kundalini yoga school and see if they can consult or know of someone that can help?


  10. On 2/2/2019 at 10:24 AM, Just the mage said:

     Hey everyone, hi leo, love your videos! 

     Ok so where to start. I started looking for a forum lately to find anyone that can relate to what I'm going through. 

     This has been a 12 year and counting Kundalini trip full of elaborate symptoms that most doctors confuse for other diseases, though the proof of any one disease always eludes them cause doctors aren't trained in psycho-spiritual undertakings and the symptoms have such a wide range that Kundalini awakening can mimic the symptoms of many diseases and syndroms. 

     I spent these last few years going from doctor to doctor in frantic pursuit of a cure, treatment, or at least a peace of mind, grasping on to the hope that one of them would catch whatever the elusive disease was. Kundalini can very in intensity for anyone undergoing it, Ranging from spontaneous awakening with mostly psychological symptoms that only last a few months to just a few short years and others like me that go through years of soul and body crushing, bed ridding, debilitating illness, with symptoms even including not being able to hold yourself up to even shower, in-ability to take care of the least of life's basic needs like feeding and clothing yourself, ect. I'm not going to go through a whole list of symptoms cause that would make for an overly lengthy long boring post. The point is, I was hit with the latter, spent years thinking I was on the brink of death, contemplating all the diseases that doctors had likened it to like lime disease, or some sort of muscular degenerative disease and many others. 

     While this has been going on i have also had the sense that my life was being drawn into a heavily orchestrated spirituality. The feeling that something "special" was happening but it wasn't until I had been meditating for a few years that i realized what was happening to me. I still hadn't even figured it out until after I had started Kundalini meditations and all of the symptoms I had been trying to mask for years became more intense and after a came across I peticular story of someone else who had gone through the same intensity of what i had gone through and what i still am, it hit me like a tone of bricks. All of the energies: feeling like I was walking through life in a microwave, heat flashes, intense pressure in my spine and in the crown of my skull, vibrating sensations, feeling like I was being crushed by thousands of pounds, so intense type of pressure that I would lose control of my body as if I were expanding outside of my body, not to mention all of the psychological symptoms and some of the other mundane ones like electrical surges and shooting pains everywhere in my body, numbness, nueralgia ect. 

     The point in writing this is that I have not only spent years feeling like i was going through life alone for years, I have never had an outlet or guidelines for all of the symptoms and deterioration of ego that has abound, but even more importantly after I started Kundalini meditations and figured out how to move the energy up my spine, it has gotten to the point where it never turns off now, I have had minor tremors for years now, but I cannot even be in public around crowds most of the time without all of the energy around me making my body tremble, I have a hard time sleeping with energy running through my body, the pressure and buzzing in my head has become so intense at times that it gives me migraines, the burning skin,buzzing chakras, this is all rendering me useless. I know it all has a payoff in the end, but it's too intense, far more intense than any psychedelic I have ever taken and i want to know if there are any other individuals here that have or are going through the same situation. Is there any way to subside the energy that has worked for you? Any practise or style of eating or anything? I have tried laying down when it's too intense, I have tried grounding excorsizes, it never shuts off anymore and I feel as if I'm going to have a psychological break. Any help would be appreciated! 

     

    Sorry to hear about your problems.

    When you move the energy up the spine, how are you feeling then? Ennio Nimis wrote about a guy in his book that focused on his crown chakra for years and years until kundalini shot. It did a lot of damage to him. He was convinced it shot through either the Ida and Pingala channels and got it back into Sushumna channel which apparently helped. Though who knows what really happened. But it might be worth investigating further. His book is available for free on his website http://kriyayogainfo.net/Eng_Home.html

    He also answers mails.


  11. 1 hour ago, Joseph Maynor said:

    This is easy to say and your Ego-Mind said it.  Yeah Joseph is a jerk.  Ok.  So now what.  What about you?  Are you such a nice person?  I don't think so.  See, this kind of pot-stirring is useless.  You guys use the word devil.  Well use it on yourselves.  Of course it would never apply to you, right?  That Spiritual Ego you got is a menace because you're not even fully conscious of your own Ego.  And yet you castigate my Ego in the most unfair light that your Ego-Mind can creatively muster.  I talked about being able to pass the laugh test before; this one doesn't pass the smell test.

    I have to be honest.. Not that impressed with coral.

    Also if you read my post I am struggling with my spiritual ego. I try and see it when it shows up. It's one of my main priorities on the path. I have plenty of self-deception, and I witness and acknowledge it, and yeah I probably get fooled by my ego a lot.

    But anyways.. You are full of shit. You've built an identity around a spiritual persona on an internet forum as a desperate attempt to get approval and attention (and perhaps to mate?). It's incredibly obvious. And you NEED to get called out on it, it will be good for you in the long run.

    People like that irritate the shit of me, and it's something I have to work further on, definitely. Good day to you.


  12. 31 minutes ago, Joseph Maynor said:

    In what sense?  I'm not gonna let your Ego-Mind drop a rhetorical bomb without clarification.  You guys are getting too clever with the rhetoric on here.  Just be straightforward in your language.  Operate above the table, above the belt.  We're not trying to win here, we're trying to learn and to teach.  This is a discussion, not a fight.  I'm not a bad guy I promise.  I can be reasonable and prefer to be so.  We can operate from a calm, grounded, above-board place.  

    Imo, if you are beyond turqoise you wouldn't spend so much time on a message getting offended and getting into debates with people. You would not be bragging about how you are moving into coral. You would be busy doing useful things.

    Imagine if you had put those 11 000 posts into conciousness work?

    But what the hell do I know. I'm still at a point where I struggle with my spiritual ego.


  13. 1 minute ago, Esoteric said:

    That's great. Hope everyone sees this so they can get instantly enlightened. That's what happened to Spira, right? Or no, he spent 20+ years doing mantra/concentration meditation. I like Spira, but it's easy to say "just be aware". His prior concentration practice for sure had a part in why he could benefit so quickly from his advaita practice. And advaita is great but sometimes it takes work to be stable and interested in being aware, and this is where psychedelics CAN help to speed up this process.

    You are already enlightened :)

    ^^ Making this post now before someone else does