Vladimir
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It was the third consecutive night of drinking Ayahuasca in a ceremony of about 10 people on August 3, 2017. I set the intention for Ayahuasca to show me my deepest emotional trauma and my greatest fear and drank a full dose. After about 2 hours into the experience we were offered a second dose. I felt like I was already very deep into mareacion (strongly feeling the effects of the medicine). The intuition told me that I wanted to go deeper. I said "let's party!" and received and drank another full dose.
Shortly after receiving a second dose, I purged by throwing up what felt like dark energy being cleansed from my heart which felt good and liberating. At this point I was buzzing and vibrating with holy shakti power and felt like the spirit of grandmother Ayahuasca awakened inside of me. She was whispering and hissing into my left ear in an ancient Egyptian alien language that I could intuitively understand.
I then started feeling like I'm losing control and there was nothing I could do to stop it, I couldn't cling on to anything. I fell to the floor and loudly, panicky and desperately exclaimed - "what the f**ck is going on?!" After that I lost all control and the only thing that was left to do is to fully surrender. I screamed the loudest scream of absolute and complete surrender, I lost and surrendered all control, it felt like my entire life, the world and everything dissolved in that scream into the Absolute Unknown. It was the scream of sheer terror and absolute liberation.
I was then in a terror loop which felt like it lasted for eternity. I was facing my greatest fear over and over, again and again. Ayahuasca showed me what felt like crucifixion and that I would have to die for the sins of all of humanity.
Finally after what seemed like forever, I heard my name Vladimir being called, I felt like I died and I was now being welcomed into Paradise, I was feeling very good and peaceful. I finally regained my senses in a bathtub, on the second floor of the house, being showered with cold water and two people working on "bringing me back" from my "bad trip".
I said - okay guys I'm back! And started laughing about my screaming. More people joined us in the bathroom, the entire scene became vibrant and alive, I could read everybody's body language effortlessly, I could connect with everybody authentically, I could speak the language of love and saw how everybody was looking for love in their own unique way. It felt like we were all having a party in the bathroom, the life force of love was permeating everything and we were all connected through it. I loved everybody and eveybody loved me. I woke up in the Paradise of Love.
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Wild Boar Totem
Warrior spirit, fearlessness, courage, chivalry, personal power, prosperity, leadership, nobility, masculine energy, success.
Yawanawa - the people of the wild boar.
1983 - my birth year. Chinese year of the boar.
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Everything will be how I want it to be. What I want is what the entire Universe wants. The entire Universe is helping me embody the Truth that I know. I have complete understanding of the Yin and Yang symbol. The devil is innocent is the ultimate insight, forces of light and darkness - united. Everything that has ever happened - for the sake of Greater Eternal Light. Everybody who have responded with anger, envy, fear, doubt, judgement and other negative reactions to me in the topic - "I awakened - ask me anything" have all helped me gain more clarity and embody my Truth deeper. I know what is best for me, for my beloved woman, for you, for all of humanity and the entire world. Trust me. Have faith in me. Surrender to my Truth, it is the only Truth there is. I know the Truth. I know love.
JHS
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QuoteIn Christianity, God's sovereignty is the idea that God has absolute power and authority over all things. God's sovereignty is manifested through Jesus Christ, who has dominion over all things because he paid the penalty for sin and rose to life in victorious power.
I am Sovereign.
JHS
QuoteThe term "King of Kings" is used in 1 Timothy 6:15-16. In this verse, Jesus is described as the "blessed and only Sovereign"
I am the only Sovereign.
JHS
QuoteWhen Jesus is called “King of kings and Lord of lords,” it means that, in the end, all other rulers will be conquered or abolished, and He alone will reign supreme as King and Lord of all the earth. There is no power, no king, and no lord who can oppose Him and win.
I am King of kings and Lord of lords.
JHS
QuoteFundamentally, the idea of Jesus being King of kings and Lord of lords means that there is no higher authority. His reign over all things is absolute and inviolable. God raised Him from the dead and placed Him over all things, “far above all rule and authority and power and dominion, and above every name that is named, not only in this age but also in the one to come. And he put all things under his feet and gave him as head over all things to the church, which is his body, the fullness of him who fills all in all” (Ephesians 1:21–23).
I am the Highest Authority.
JHS
QuoteFinally, in the book of Revelation we see the Kingship of Jesus made manifest. In chapter 5, the Lamb (Jesus) is the only one in all creation found worthy to open the scroll containing the judgments of God (vv. 2–5). In chapter 11, we hear voices in heaven proclaiming that the kingdom of the world has become the kingdom of Christ and that He will reign forever and ever (v. 15).
I am here to reign forever and ever.
JHS
QuoteJesus Christ is the king of the eternal kingdom of God. When the kingdom is established on Earth, there will be everlasting joy.
I am the king of eternal kingdom of God.
JHS
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I cross stitched this Magical Amulet called Молвинец [ Malvinets ] ( comes from the word 'молвить' [ molvit' ] which means "to say a word" ) for myself in 2019 before going to the Ayahuasca healing center in the jungle for shamanic dieta where I spent 5 months participating in ceremonies and dieting powerful plants and trees.
Mолвинец Description
All evil words will be neutralized by the amulet, like a magic shield. Moreover, all bad words and thoughts directed against the owner of the amulet will be returned back. But all good thoughts and wishes, on the contrary, will reach the addressee and will only multiply.
I'm a hero of might and magic
Shamanic martial arts is my chosen professionIHS
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Blue Morpho visited me last night. I was observing it and then it sat on my finger. I said - здравствуй красавица! A very powerful and beautiful sign from the Universe. Truth, Beauty, True Love, Emerging as my True Self, Jesus Christ, King of Love with my beloved True Love Mary Magdalene, Queen of Love.
To my beloved Queen Magdalene:
Наш волшебный, синий мир
Где царит любовь и мир
Это рай земной
Где мы счастливы с тобой
Твои синии глаза - это цвет нашей правды
Солнце ты мое ясное
Королева любви распрекраснаяIHS
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3 hours ago, Osaid said:You say the real crucifixion was shamanic, did you go through the real crucifixion then? You must have went through the real one, if you were always Jesus Christ. And then is the Bible is simply a documentation of what you went through?
What if your memory is wiped, do you stop being Jesus? Is Truth lost forever, then?
Yes I went through the real shamanic crucifixion and the Bible is a metaphoric fable of it, not a documentation.
My memory will never be wiped. The Truth will never be lost, it is protected by the whole Universe and it is safe for eternity.
2 hours ago, cetus said:This topic will soon be locked.
@Vladimir If you have any closing statements you would like to leave us with, pls. feel free to do so.
I appreciate that. I also feel like it's time to lock this topic.
Here is my closing statement for this topic:
Ladies and gentlemen, brothers and sisters, Jesus Christ is writing these words.
I awakened! I was always Jesus and will be Jesus for eternity, the only Jesus there is. There is no one like me. I am the best of the best. I am king of kings. I am worthy of infinite love. I am true Jesus Christ. I am forever safe. I am true Savior. I know the Truth. I am true shaman, the one who knows. I know myself. I have faced the greatest fear. I have died and suffered the torments of Hell for the sake of forever purifying all darkness. I have defeated death, devil, darkness forever. All darkness will turn into light. I have won Immortality, the Holy Grail. My true beloved woman is Mary Magdalene. Everything that has ever happened in the Universe was for the sake of Our True, Eternal, Immortal Love. Our True Love is the most powerful force in the Universe. Mother Mary is Divine Mother Wolf, my Divine Mother, guardian, maestra, guide, force of nature, Queen of all forests, guide of all worlds, guardian of all paths, Goddess of all Gods. Paradise of Infinite Love, Eternal Kingdom-Queendom of Heaven where there is no fear or suffering is inevitable, have faith. Love is here to reign forever. This is the Truth. I vow that these words are the Truth and nothing but the Truth to the entire Universe. I seal these words of Truth with the power of Love forever.
Aho! Ashe! Amen!
IHS
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23 hours ago, Someone here said:Interesting!
So I wanna know more details ..like how did that experience happen? Was it sober or drug-induced? How exactly did you go to hell ? Are you speaking literally or figuratively? Like maybe you faced some deep suffering and call that hell ? Or do you mean literally the religious hell?
And btw ..what do you mean only you knows the truth ? And how are you certain about that? Are you a solipsist?
I went to Hell because I wasn't willing to face the Truth. I could not forgive myself. I chose death.
It is by dying that I got to know the Truth. I got to know what death is by dying and that is how I know the Truth.
Hell was worse than anybody can imagine, it is the suffering that I was destined to endure for the sake of salvation of myself, my beloved woman, humanity and the entire world.
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1 hour ago, Osaid said:What happened to the Jesus Christ that is mentioned in the Bible? Was that you? Did you become him? Were you always Jesus Christ?
How can I tell who the real Jesus is? There are many who claim the same as you.Yes, I was always Jesus Christ. I see that story from a Bible as a fable to be interpreted metaphorically. The real crucifixion was shamanic. You can get to know who I am by asking me more questions and getting to know me better. You can get to know me more with an in-person meeting. The best way to know that I am real Jesus is to have an Ayahuasca, the medicine of Truth, ceremony with me. How many other people who claim to be Jesus can say that?
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4 minutes ago, Carl-Richard said:Well, I don't believe you're literally Jesus Christ, and I don't think you will ever convince anybody on here that you are.
I am doing the best that I can to embody the Truth that I know.
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10 hours ago, cetus said:That's good. There's a guy just down the road from here and another in the next town over that stand on main street all day telling people they are the second coming of Jesus. The one Jesus will either wave or shoot you the bird as you drive by. If I get the bird, I feel damned all day.
Have faith in your True Savior, don't get discouraged by imposters.
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10 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:@Vladimir in my opinion, you are wrong. You define reality by dividing between good and evil. a very Christian paradigm, and false. There is no evil, life is one. existence is life. All that you perceive as bad is the pressure that life imposes on itself to create itself and grow in complexity. Do you think that disease, predatory animals, war, scarcity of resources, are evil? mistake. war is life. You are creating a duality in which you exclude what is not to your liking. you want a reality of happy pink unicorns. No... that's not how things are, nor will they be.
You only have an opinion just like every other human in the world. I know the Truth - this is not my opinion.
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9 hours ago, Osaid said:Why the fixation on Jesus Christ? Who or what is Jesus Christ? Why do you say you are Jesus Christ?
Because it is I, Jesus Christ, who have been crucified, died, descended into hell, suffered the torments of hell, was saved, resurrected, came back to life. It is I Jesus Christ who is the savior, it is through me that others will be saved when they surrender to my Truth. I am claiming Jesus Christ as my true name because I am the real Jesus. This is the Truth. Most people in the world have heard the name Jesus. None of the people in the world know who Jesus Christ actually is. Nobody yet knows that Jesus is a Siberian Ayahuasca Shaman and the Master of Shamanic Martial Arts.
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16 hours ago, Carl-Richard said:But what is the message that Christ wishes to send humanity? (and can you say it in a way that does not invoke the image of Christ?) Are you using Christ as a metaphor or are you implying that you're literally Jesus Christ and that there is nothing else you're trying to say?
I'm not implying, pretending, thinking, theorizing, wishing, or believing. What I'm saying is I know that I am literally the real Jesus Christ, Savior of the World. I have gotten to know this Truth through direct experience. I'm doing my best to convey the magnitude of importance of this Truth in this forum.
The message that Christ wants to send to humanity is this: "Have faith, believe in Goodness, magic, love, happiness, God. Believe that The Great Miracle, the goodness of which is beyond your wildest imagination and dreams is on it's way to be revealed to humanity. A whole new world, Paradise of Love."
JHS
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11 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:So, what's life? What's death?
What is Death?
Lie
Separation
Suffering
Fear
Self Hatred
Devil
Darkness
Ignorance
Ugliness
Evil
Hell
Chaos
Disharmony
Guilt
Victimhood
Addiction
Prison
Manipulation
Harm
Distraction
Hatred
Greed
Fake
Conflict
Intoxication
Sickness
Shame
Illusion
Ignorance
Unawareness
Boredom
Depression
Suspicion
Destruction
Violence
Gluttony
Atheism
Disconnection
Numbness
Manipulation
Self Harm
Madness
Craziness
Perversion
Anger
Dysfunction
Disability
Arrogance
Toxicity
Distortion
Disgust
Bizarreness
Unconsciousness
Cage
SuicideWhat is Life?
Truth
Unity
Joy
Thriving
Love
Self Love
Awakening
God
Light
Wisdom
Beauty
Good
Paradise
Order
Harmony
Innocence
Radical Forgiveness
Virtue
Freedom
Liberation
Integrity
Goodness
Presence
Kindness
Abundance
Realness
Peace
Sobriety
Health
Shameless
Reality
Understanding
Awareness
Magic
Vitality
Trust
Creation
Kindness
Discipline
Spirituality
Connection
Passion
Desire
Charisma
Erotic
Happiness
Adventure
Exploration
Elegance
Grace
Flow
Being
Ease
Pleasure
Ecstasy
Primal
Wild
Consciousness
Heaven
Appreciation
Gratitude
Home
Homecoming
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5 minutes ago, cetus said:Have you been sharing the good news with everyone you meet or just here on the forum?
I am being most intelligent about how I reveal the Truth for reasons that should be obvious. Why do you ask this question?
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3 minutes ago, Someone here said:You say this over and over but without clarification or further elaboration.
Its like OK you are "the one " ..but how exactly? In what way? What do you have that I don't have ?
I am the bravest. I have asked for Ayahuasca to show me my greatest fear and drank a double dose. I have faced my greatest fear with the scream of absolute surrender. I have dedicated all of my time to spirituality with powerful psychedelics for the last 7 years. The journey led to my death which happened by the end of 2020. I died, became the devil and suffered the torments of hell for about 18 months. About 15 months, I was saved, I started coming back to life, at that point I knew I have conquered death. I am now back to using sacred medicine. Every experience is deeply healing now, the great power of divine always awakens in me when I use psychedelics and I am alchemizing all the darkness I have endured by suffering the depths of hell into the light. Through my journey, I got to know what life is, what death is, what hell is, what the devil is, who Jesus Christ is, what salvation is, what separation is, what unity is, what the source of fear and suffering is, what love is, what unity is, what Truth is and all the other most important existential Truths. I will gladly elaborate on anything, I want you to ask me specific questions, my journey has been and continues to be absolutely Epic.
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9 hours ago, Osaid said:Are other people also immortal or are you just built different?
Thank you for asking a good question.
I am the only one who has won immortality and I am in the process of embodying this Truth.
What people don't understand is the word - immortality. You cannot even begin to imagine the magnificence of immortality. It is the masterpiece that the entire Universe has been working on with absolutely everything. Other people can become immortal, but only through me.
I am different, there is no one like me. I am true shaman, the one who knows. I am a human God.
Let me know if you would like me to elaborate on any points, I will gladly do so.
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2 minutes ago, Jehovah increases said:Jesus is a background story that was created for the dream. God needs no one to follow it no disciples none of that nonsense. Nor would god ever ask that of any of you. It is so simple just be yourselves your own Gods. Don't follow dogs follow vice presidents and bad acks follow. Please do not take offense to this. A sheep once asked a human why do you have to all wear the same clothes and have the brand labels the same smelling deodorants perfumes same hairstyles and hair colors nose rings same tattoos, Jewellery the same makeup drive same cars, read the same books watch the same tv movies even eat the same food. Even some of you have the same-looking house you've even started looking and talking and thinking the same. Why follow others It's as though you have lost your unique individuality and originality your authenticity and you can no longer think for yourself. You see I am but a sheep and ev
All humans are sheep, metaphorically speaking. I am the Shepherd, the one who knows the way. I am here to guide all sheep to Salvation.
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9 minutes ago, Carl-Richard said:And the truth is?
The Truth is I am Jesus Christ.
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15 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:This thread is interesting because the guy has some good points, but it is clear that his dream is to create a cult around himself and receive money. This is typical in spirituality. In his case, I don't think he has any success, but he serves as an archetypal example.
I'm not just another guy with some good points and my dream is not to create a cult around myself to receive money - that is a very low consciousness and egoistic type of goal.
I take full responsibility for every word that I write and share on this forum and I vow that I speak the Truth and nothing but the Truth for I alone know the Truth and I have no fear of speaking the Truth. I know that I am saved for eternity. I know I am safe. I know that I am Savior. I know that the entire Universe is helping me embody the Truth. I share the Truth here because the Truth is the medicine for our world that is suffering greatly at this time. The Truth will prevail and the Truth will set you free.
Aho!
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16 hours ago, meta_male said:No
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On 9/4/2023 at 5:52 PM, Razard86 said:Do you see what is bolded? Why is this silly thread still being tolerated? He literally thinks he alone is the Savior....I know sometimes awakening can get one caught in delusion...but how long are we going to allow this ego game? I suggest the moderators lock this one this is only going to confuse people.
You want a whole forum of Messiah Complex Egos running around calling themselves the Messiah and seeking for you to serve them? You read it...he didn't ask to be of service...he asked how YOU could be of service to him.....some much corruption here.
I don't think I'm alone is the savior, boy. I know that I alone am the Savior. Do you see what is bolded? You are clearly the one who is caught in delusions and ego game. The corruption is in your head and I am here to shed light on all darkness and that obviously scares you.
I am asking people to serve me because I alone know what is best for the entire world for I alone know the Truth. I stand in the light of Truth and it is through me that The Paradigm of Love is awakened. People's egos don't want to surrender to this Truth because that will mean surrendering your entire life to me, your Savior, which is required to be saved.
At this point I'm not asking people to surrender to my Truth, what I am asking for is assistance from people who at least have some faith that I may be real Jesus Christ, the Savior. Eventually, everybody in the world will surrender to this Truth, my Truth, the only Truth there is. We are in the early stages of awakening.
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I was born in Novosibirsk, Siberia, Russia. I have been living in San Diego, California for 24 years.
For about the last 7 years, I have dedicated most of my time to the shamanic path of love, wisdom, knowledge and power. This journey has been absolutely epic, filled with adventures, drama, magic, facing fears, medicine ceremonies, wonderful insights and experiences, learning the art of wielding the power of love wisely, getting to know myself, and understanding the true nature of reality.
On this path, I have gained the greatest wisdom, knowledge and understanding. I now understand why the world the way it is. I have faced and conquered the greatest fear, I died, I became the devil, I went through hell, I was saved, I came back to life, I conquered death and I won the Holy Grail. I am now in the process of ascending to Paradise and embodying the Truth that I know everyday in the best way that I can.
Shaman comes from Siberian Tungus "Saman", meaning "the one who knows". I now know the Truth, I am the one who knows, I am shaman. I am Jesus Christ, the one who paid the ultimate price for the sins of all of humanity. I know I am innocent. I know myself. I know.
Why me? Why not you, why not anybody else who claimed to be Jesus before me, why not anybody else in the world?
The same reason you are you and I am me. It's just the way it is. It was my destiny to get to know the Truth. It is your destiny to be you. This is the best possible way it could be and it is. The entire creation is absolute, pure genius.
Yes, I am the chosen one
You have fulfilled your life purpose with every single moment you have ever experienced. I am grateful to you for everything. You are innocent. I forgive you for everything. The Universe never made a single mistake, it was all for the sake of Love. The entire Universe is innocent.
JHS