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  1. 5 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    To me you're just some words on a screen. That's all I know of you. I don't have a personal relationship with you, as some of you like to imagine.

    That really hurt my feelings. I thought we had something going on here. Always knew you were an asshole..

  2. @CoolDreamThanks I get what your point of view is: The world created by ego is evil and we need to overcome it through spirituality/truth. I don't think it contradicts what Leo says. He always says that selfishness exists. The more selfless you become, the more godlike you are. The more selfish a person is, the more he acts like a devil. The result can be seen on planet earth (wars, starvation, business scams etc.)

    You overcome this devilry by realizing truth. 

    From what I understand it works like this:

    We are in "earth school".

    Most people incarnate are free souls with an intention to learn certain lessons. They need to take the curriculum as Ram Dass says.

    Some more experienced souls incarnate to also learn some lessons but mainly to awaken others. If I were God, I'd cast myself down to darkness and separation in order to free myself from delusion and find out all over again that I am love/truth/all powerful. It's just so juicy to realize and fun to play.

    Don't discredit Leo for his suffering. All the great saints suffered immensely. Dolores Cannon says in one of her transcriptions that the line for disabled/sick peoples bodies is longer and than the one for the normal ones.

    Why is that? Suffering erodes your ego slowly and binds you to the truth. It's the best catalyst there is.

    How I see my life purpose: I'm here to master my emotional state/frequency independent of circumstances. Help yourself and then help others.. or be the white dot in the YinYang symbol, i.e. the opportunity for truth in the dark. God isn't evil, there is always the opportunity to realize god.

    Bashar and some others said it: Earth is hard.

    So cheers to you brave bastards for coming down here. 

    Sometimes I'm tired of this shit too and wonder why I was so foolish to incarnate here lol. God forgets quickly, the greedy motherfucker.


  3. @Leo Gura

    Thank you. That goes to my reminders on my Smartphone.

    Not letting people gaslight you is a big one. Many simply cant understand (not eating certain foods, going to bed on time, spending time alone etc).

    Good thing Im aware that I am only imagining them lol. But I need to practice setting these boundaries with people.

    That is a good list Leo and the mature way to deal with it. I love it.

    Another question (less important but interesting): Do you tell people who you are dating or friends etc? I dont want to be commiserated. Tell them if relevant and then be lighthearted about it. Is that the move?

    PS: "Im Trimming my social garden" is a phrase that Mystery uses in many of his infields. The whole "I demonstrate high value by showing that I dont like to hang out with just anyone" seems to work well with chicks. Also good life advice generally probably. 


  4. Hey I'm 24 years old and suffering from chronic health issues. (Gut stuff and chronic fatigue mainly) I already did pretty much everything treatment wise and visited the best doctors/naturopaths/coaches, so I dont need tips there. My health definitely improved but I still experience symptoms. 

    I can see now how this limitation keeps me humble and oriented towards my highest path which lies in truth and being love. It stops me from indulging in degenerative, self destructive behaviour and chasing dopamine highs. It lets me focus on my business in app development (thankfully already quite successful) and deepenig my awakenigs and cuts all the other crap out. It also helped me heal old trauma and helped to erode a big part of my false sense of self.

    Sometimes I still feel the pain of not being able to do stuff others are doing. (Which I ultimately know wont make me happy). But still sometimes its hard to accept limitation. I still believe I can heal myself if I make it a top priority, but it requires great self discipline. 

    Because I slowly got the money thing down, I do engage in game/pickup right now because I know that's a karma I can't just let go of. It's fun but I still feel like this drains me sometimes and I need to be extra careful where I invest my energy into. 

    I feel like playing life on hard mode. Also feel like it's me making sure that I go down the right path in life. The potential for inner growth is enormous but still it's fu*king hard sometimes.

    I know some of you guys and Leo as well have similar experiences. Do you have any tips on how to deal with limitation/illness mentally?

  5. On 6.6.2023 at 0:15 AM, Razard86 said:

    The highest expression of love is ultimately indifference which God learns by having to relinquish feeling itself.

    But indifference is the same as feeling everything with no filter. So first you must become indifferent to everything to awaken

    then feel everything to achieve Self-Mastery. Lol who the hell wants to do this shit? Only a slave to love can Master Love.

    The Lord thy God serves all, so to be God you must selflessly serve all. LOL.

    Good one. Screenshoted it. Like leo said: Raise the bar of what you can love. Can you see the love in a rapist, your suffering or the dog shit on the side walk? This human experience is really a great tool to be a master of ones frequency independent of circumstances. I still think  I was a little foolish in coming down here. Our soul forgets so quickly how intense the suffering here can be. Giving hints to others is a fun thing though and moving people closer to God/Home is fulfilling. Still, having experienced how much love is possible in this universe, I wonder sometimes why I came down to all this human ego bullshit and selfishness. What a life lol keep up the good work brother

  6. The thing you call outbursts are love. In Leo's case well calibrated and sometimes tough love, which he knows is necessary for you to grow up. Like a mother who turns her child's TV off because she knows it's best for the child to stop watching. The child on the other hand cries about it and might even start to hate its mother. Eventually, the child will understand...

    Edit: it might help the child to learn about the nature of the universe amd realize it is god.

  7. @Proserpina where did Bentinho say this?."  A bit like what Bentinho talks about how if you don’t keep up once you reach a certain level you can become very unwell or die" it resonates and Id love to know more

    On 3.10.2022 at 9:07 PM, Proserpina said:

    @Loba Awesome!  I also tried that route but unfortunately it didn’t work out for me.  Speaking can be quite intimidating and my health kinda stops me from processing what I wish to say quickly, as well as my personality - to not form opinions quickly - stunts my capacity to make videos. You don’t appear crazy at all to me.  Passionate and focused, definitely not crazy.  I became unwell around the time I failed to follow my true path.  I took a wrong turn for the sake of money and my spirit could not tolerate it.  A bit like what Bentinho talks about how if you don’t keep up once you reach a certain level you can become very unwell or die.



  8. @Leo Gura I just saw a good amount of people talk about "jump rounds", where they went from very low doses to moderate or high doses and did very well. I now guess these people didnt try to find their tolerance dose but just started very low out of the gates. This made me thinking that going higher in dose might be the right move.

    Since redistribution symptoms were insane, I'll probably go down to 1 mg DMPS.

  9. After completing my first three rounds of chelation, (for confirmed mercury toxicity) I have a few questions regarding the dosage of chelators.

    Started my first round at 12,5 mg DMSA per dose. I felt very good during and after chelation. 

    After reading that DMSA is less effective against mercury and not ideal for people with yeast issues, I ordered DMPS.

    My round with 10mg DMPS every 7h went so bad that I had to quit after the second day.

    So I halved the dose, based on the general recommedations in the ACC Facebook group, to 5mg DMPS on my 3rd round. Completed the round but redistribution symptoms are intolerable.

    I have a feeling, that going even lower is bullshit. I see a lot of people in the ACC Facebook group that take doses in the 0. mg range.

    Instincts tell me to jump back on DMSA, do a few rounds and try to double the dose. What do you think about this? Can dosing too low cause more harm than good? Of course,  Further down the round I want to introduce ALA.

    (I read the books and even Cutler himself recommends higher doses)

    Thanks to Leo's video I knew that a single high dose of DMSA, which was recommended by my doc, would be stupid. So I'm grateful I didnt make that mistake.



  10. 3 hours ago, Tyler Robinson said:

    Regarding the perspective on illness — one word - acceptance. Embrace the nature of reality. The reality of being a biological self degrading form. Our bodies aren't made for immortality. So sickness is a part of design. Death is salvation. This is existence and you have to cope with it. But the mind is infinite because consciousness is a vital component of the mind. So you can train your mind to feel good even in the midst of suffering.

    Thank you for your input! Yeah acceptance is a big one and always the first step. But many authors and elightened masters like Hawkins (in Healing and Recovery) or Wayne Dyer claim that you can heal the body and diseases like cancer through different techniques, LOA, visualization, miracles etc.

    On the other hand, I have heard of enlightened masters who became severely sick and died of cancer etc. So there seems to be a lot of contradicting claims.

    What are you as your higher self/god really capable of? Isn't the answer everything? I mean I manifested business success. The next thing I am manifesting is a healthy body. This shouldn't be that complicated.

    On psychedelics I have received some answers as to why my illness came about and on how to heal it, thought I'd share:

    - bodily sickness brought about through trauma, trauma is there for you to realize you are god

    - this body runs beautifully on every fuel (cancel all other belief systems/ they are just belief systems. By believing them they become reality)

    - once you have healed your human traumas all your health will be restored to you

    - this is a game for healing traumas. Traumas only are generated in infants so that they can heal them and realize they are god. Its basically a simulation to realize you are god.

    - all trauma comes from the innocence as a new born consciousness , i am a clean slate and truly innocent

    - if I heal my need for acceptance from others my body will be in full health/fitnness and 100 % strength again

    - all that happens in my life is trying to make me stay conscious of this truth
    Iam god
    Iam everything
    Iam the mastermind that creates this beautiful Illusion

    - my trauma/lower self seeks approval from others,  I am healing that right now, I am healing this inner wound , forgive myself for it, let go and allow myself to heal

    - Just bc others arent there yet, dont be afraid to shine your light fully.
    - dont be afraid to express yourself , dont be afraid to get judged by others,  they only see a higher level of being and ultimately want to achieve it themselves
    - stop judging yourself and others

    - In crisis say: I will not veer from this spiritual work

    - Be (a light of) love, then god will always take care of you

    There are a few more but those are my favorites!



  11. Does reaching/embodying higher states of consciousness contribute to the healing of physical illness in the body? As a 23 y/o male I have had some health issues that I've been really trying to solve for the past three years (wrecked gut health through parasite infections, antibiotics etc.) On the physical plain I'm doing everything possible (working with really good practitioners, diet, lifestyle, supplements, intensive research...) 

    The extreme suffering this disease has caused me, led me to further go down the path of awakening and ego death, which is beautiful and something I'm really grateful for. I have reached enlightenment and most of the time I'm perfectly in a happy/loving/giving state of consciousness (of course, sometimes I still have slip ups). 

    My fatigue and some other symptoms really hinder me though from doing a lot of human stuff (dating, holidays, more work etc.). The energy I have, I mainly use for business and practicing spirituality. 

    Even though I managed to burn through a fair amount of karma (materialistic goals, women etc.) early in my life, I am not done in this regard and there are still many human endeavors that I want to experience. 

    Therefore, I have the intention of living in a fully healthy body.

    I know that Leo has suffered from chronic illness. 

    How does one best deal with bodily illness from a spiritual/mindset perspective? Do you have any experiences or know any healing stories? 

    I really appreciate you guys!