[Anything We Say is an illusion]

6 minutes ago, James123 said:

How do you know anything?

Well you are the one telling it's all illusion claiming that you know that.

[Anything We Say is an illusion]

You are overthinking,things are simple.

[From Zero to Millionaire]

I've been using benzos for 2 and half years everyday.Thank God my withdrawal wasn't lethal but it produced psychosis.

Now I am feeling better and reminder to me to never run out of meds.

 

[From Zero to Millionaire]

I suffered benzodiazepines withdrawal and experienced psychosis and paranoia.I am not feeling well.I will talk with psychiatrist about my issues and hope she will change my meds.I hope she wouldn't suggest me to go to hospital.I talked with friends who was admitted to hospital 7 times and she says being in hospital is horrible.

[From Zero to Millionaire]

I worked 2 days (this weekend) on the roof as construction worker.I earned 100 euros.

I am going to pay the gym and buy some clothing.

[I am going to join Mormon church]

11 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

How is your relation with your mother ? If you dont mind ?

My mother is narcissist.She abused me in my childhood.I was black sheep in my family.

[I am going to join Mormon church]

3 hours ago, Javfly33 said:

weren´t you enlightened? 

Yeah I experienced myself as Infinite Love but still I want to have a family so I am looking for pure woman.

[I am going to join Mormon church]

I registered to their site and they are calling me non stop.They offer to talk with me before Sunday service.I was thinking of going only to Sunday service just to check are there attractive women there.

[I am going to join Mormon church]

I don't agree with their teachings,what I am really interested is women there.They must be so pure and not into hook up culture.

[I am going to join Mormon church]

58 minutes ago, Nemra said:

@Thought Art He is either a comedic genius or doesn't know that it's a trap.

Why it's a trap?I am just considering joining them.They seems like a solid community of loving people.

[I am going to join Mormon church]

I like how they are against all vices.They are against pre marital sex.I will find woman worthy of marriage overthere.

[Your honest opinion of Law of Attraction]

I think it is BS.

[I am tired of enlightenment talk]

21 minutes ago, Vibes said:

Yes!

All talk and nothing real. Thousands of hours listening to these motherfuckers and nothing has really changed. I still don`t understand what the hell is going on here.

Yeah I agree man.

[Jack of all trades or master of one]

What will earn you more money and how about quality of life,what would you pick?

[I am tired of enlightenment talk]

Are you too?

[From Zero to Millionaire]

I bought a ďrill press and other pieces of equipment.Have to make workshop from ground up.

[Do you think spirituallity made you delusional]

I stayed away from spirituality from a year and my mind recovered.Now I have better discernment.

[smiling at strangers]

Admins give them points @Salvijus @bebotalk to both of them.

[From Zero to Millionaire]

City where I live:

 

 

[From Zero to Millionaire]

Today I received 2 000 euros from good friend of mine.With that money I will start business together with my brother.

Networth:2048 euros

[I lost desire for personal development]

I lost desire for personal development work.I beated all addictions I had and this morning I woke up unmotivated.

[From Zero to Millionaire]

13 hours ago, Understander said:

Sorry for writing here. I just wanted to wish you well 🙌❤️

Journal is open for anyone to write here.Thanks for support wishing you well too.

[From Zero to Millionaire]

Didn't worked as construction worker these days,had some expenses now I am at:

89.85 euros

[From Zero to Millionaire]

Today I woke up 5:30am.Worked until 3:30 pm as basic construction worker.For these 3 days I earned 102.42 euros . Nothing to be disappointed about .

Networth 152.42 euros

[From Zero to Millionaire]

Today I woke up at 9am.I have no job anymore.Maybe in future I will work as construction worker more.But I am planning on opening my construction company myself.

I don't have any vices like smoking , coffee, alcohol and drugs.It feels good to be healthy.

I read how taking off of benzos is hard so I bought 2 packs of lorazepams so that  I don't run out on them.