Zeroguy

Well you are the one telling it's all illusion claiming that you know that.

You are overthinking,things are simple.

I've been using benzos for 2 and half years everyday.Thank God my withdrawal wasn't lethal but it produced psychosis. Now I am feeling better and reminder to me to never run out of meds.

Yeah let's start the journey.

I suffered benzodiazepines withdrawal and experienced psychosis and paranoia.I am not feeling well.I will talk with psychiatrist about my issues and hope she will change my meds.I hope she wouldn't suggest me to go to hospital.I talked with friends who was admitted to hospital 7 times and she says being in hospital is horrible.

I worked 2 days (this weekend) on the roof as construction worker.I earned 100 euros. I am going to pay the gym and buy some clothing.

I like how they are against all vices.They are against pre marital sex.I will find woman worthy of marriage overthere.

What will earn you more money and how about quality of life,what would you pick?

My mother is narcissist.She abused me in my childhood.I was black sheep in my family.

Yeah I experienced myself as Infinite Love but still I want to have a family so I am looking for pure woman.

I registered to their site and they are calling me non stop.They offer to talk with me before Sunday service.I was thinking of going only to Sunday service just to check are there attractive women there.

I don't agree with their teachings,what I am really interested is women there.They must be so pure and not into hook up culture.

Why it's a trap?I am just considering joining them.They seems like a solid community of loving people.

Are you too?

I think it is BS.

Yeah I agree man.

I bought a ďrill press and other pieces of equipment.Have to make workshop from ground up.

I stayed away from spirituality from a year and my mind recovered.Now I have better discernment.

Admins give them points @Salvijus @bebotalk to both of them.

City where I live:

Today I received 2 000 euros from good friend of mine.With that money I will start business together with my brother. Networth:2048 euros

I lost desire for personal development work.I beated all addictions I had and this morning I woke up unmotivated.

Journal is open for anyone to write here.Thanks for support wishing you well too.

Didn't worked as construction worker these days,had some expenses now I am at: 89.85 euros

Today I woke up 5:30am.Worked until 3:30 pm as basic construction worker.For these 3 days I earned 102.42 euros . Nothing to be disappointed about . Networth 152.42 euros