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    @@28 cm unbuffed you are right, it is too diffult while one is passing through it. Thanks for sharing your story here. I can feel your days through these as I too was.

    When I was passing through it, it seemed everending tunnel of pain but at that moment when I was trying to get out of that web I promised if I can come out of it I would let everyone who is suffering this pain know that they are not alone and that they can even come out of it. If I can, you can so everyone can. 

    Undetstanding of Self Love is very important.

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    There had been a strong craving for this one boy from past one month. But the boy seemed cool with and without distance. And when there was negligence it was killing me. For the first time I felt of full submission to someone, even a touch of him will make my whole body full of acetylcholine and dopamine. And he too admitted things like me being one in million and I m his very own Sun. Moment seem to cease with him, world use to shut dwn and the feeling of being one without constraints was realized and then followed...let me use the term "bliss". But all of a sudden due to some constraints he start ignoring me as if never heard of me. And my heart start feeling heavy and a constant pain was there. So rather than going into darkness of victim state I started asking positive questions. I asked myself, pain was for what, he being neglecting me or loosing him. Turns out to be both and former being more. I cried out most of the time and flushed my whole energy out on craving. 

    I texted him like anything and told him how helpless I was feeling. I used to watch some inspirational vedioes and get fresh energetic but Bam with one picture of him all knowledge get swayed away and again craving.

    But following points made me out of this situation forever?:

    1. Start looking for Self Love as mentioned by our Leo. Truely saying I raised my hand and asked universe to help me, mentioning how I m born and got every vitality because of this unknown natural force. And that we are the Source.

      We human are such a natural manifestor. Claririty start manifesting inside me.

    2. Let all you have be out in the most elaborated form. Dont keep it to just yourself let your lover know this. It will slowly help in either realize your energy worth better or make him/her realize what he has done or what he gonna miss in life.

    3. Somehow make communication with him and get things clear, i.e. concious uncoupling.

    4. Rather than isolating yourself forever after a while of crying and shouting and long silence get in touch with friends you like to hang with. 

    5. Spend some lone time with yourself. And try to be observer. Meditate. Initially it may kill you more but magically it will take over...have faith.

    6. Start taking care of yourself more than ever, exercise or long jogging are great.

    Guys, finally that pain is out of my heart and I m feeling so free... And the best part begin...not only He started communicating back but almost every corner is bouncing with amazing people and above all I feel myself no string attached situation and at the same time grounded. Cheers to life...cheers to SELF Love.

     

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    On 02/12/2019 at 8:58 AM, abrakamowse said:

    True, egos need "excitement" and silly things hehehe... but, we all passed for that , I am sure that if you tell them that story at some points it will help them to raise their consciousness.

    :-)

    Agreed?

    On 01/12/2019 at 11:09 PM, SoonHei said:

    This is the mortal dream and all the nonsense going on will keep us dreaming longer and longer. The foolishness that´s going on, the fighting, the anger, and all the nonsense going on with every day, keep us bound to this mortal dream.

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    In other words, when you're sleeping, you're dreaming, and dreams seem real to you, then you awaken. So it is with this world. You're dreaming the mortal dream. You think it's real. You get involved in it, and you're caught up in it, and it gets worse and worse. You just have to realize it's a dream and wake up. And what happens when you wake up? You do not find yourself in a place called heaven, in a strange land. You'll be as you are. When you awaken, you will function as you do now. Except you'll know you're playing a part. That's the only difference.The only difference between you and an awakened person is that you figure the part you're playing is real. And to an awakened person it's a play, a show, a dream. Does an awakened person take a part in the dream? He plays the part that was given to him or her. But he is always happy, always peaceful. For it's all an act on the stage. He's playing a part. So why get angry, why get upset? As you get angry and upset, you know it's a part you are playing, it's a part that you choose. To be an angry person, an upset person, as long as you know the part that you're playing is not real, it's okay to be upset, it doesn't matter. For again you know it's only a part you're playing. But when you think it's real, then you get pulled back into the mire, and you have to start all over again. In other words if you want to become free and liberated in this life, you don't have anything to do with the part, the play, the movie. It’s all good indeed. But when you get caught up in it, then you have to play the part again and again and again. It is called karma and reincarnation. As long as you feel the world is real, people are real, things are real, you have to keep playing your part over and over again. But when you get to the point where you give up, and just focus on reality. You focus on reality when you realize it's all a dream. Then you become free and liberated. So freedom and liberation, it's not something foreign. It’s not far away from you. It’s right where you are, and where you see life. That's all awakening is. So you observe the life. How do you see your life right now? If what you can say about yourself, you feel bad, you feel limited, slighted, upset, then you have to turn around by realizing that you have chosen this world of play. You have chosen this world. It’s your play, and accept it. But do not react to it. It's reaction that causes the problem.
    We´ll keep on dreaming until we let go. Stop fighting. Become non-attached, then we´ll awaken and be free.
    Robert Adams, T245: Consciousness Is The Silence
     

    Look @abrakamowse @SoonHei....to like such stories frequency must have aligned to spiritual realm. Thank you.

    When I told this story in excitement to the friends around here my workplace..they find it boring?

  5. Posted

    On 01/12/2019 at 11:09 PM, SoonHei said:

    This is the mortal dream and all the nonsense going on will keep us dreaming longer and longer. The foolishness that´s going on, the fighting, the anger, and all the nonsense going on with every day, keep us bound to this mortal dream.

    •

    In other words, when you're sleeping, you're dreaming, and dreams seem real to you, then you awaken. So it is with this world. You're dreaming the mortal dream. You think it's real. You get involved in it, and you're caught up in it, and it gets worse and worse. You just have to realize it's a dream and wake up. And what happens when you wake up? You do not find yourself in a place called heaven, in a strange land. You'll be as you are. When you awaken, you will function as you do now. Except you'll know you're playing a part. That's the only difference.The only difference between you and an awakened person is that you figure the part you're playing is real. And to an awakened person it's a play, a show, a dream. Does an awakened person take a part in the dream? He plays the part that was given to him or her. But he is always happy, always peaceful. For it's all an act on the stage. He's playing a part. So why get angry, why get upset? As you get angry and upset, you know it's a part you are playing, it's a part that you choose. To be an angry person, an upset person, as long as you know the part that you're playing is not real, it's okay to be upset, it doesn't matter. For again you know it's only a part you're playing. But when you think it's real, then you get pulled back into the mire, and you have to start all over again. In other words if you want to become free and liberated in this life, you don't have anything to do with the part, the play, the movie. It’s all good indeed. But when you get caught up in it, then you have to play the part again and again and again. It is called karma and reincarnation. As long as you feel the world is real, people are real, things are real, you have to keep playing your part over and over again. But when you get to the point where you give up, and just focus on reality. You focus on reality when you realize it's all a dream. Then you become free and liberated. So freedom and liberation, it's not something foreign. It’s not far away from you. It’s right where you are, and where you see life. That's all awakening is. So you observe the life. How do you see your life right now? If what you can say about yourself, you feel bad, you feel limited, slighted, upset, then you have to turn around by realizing that you have chosen this world of play. You have chosen this world. It’s your play, and accept it. But do not react to it. It's reaction that causes the problem.
    We´ll keep on dreaming until we let go. Stop fighting. Become non-attached, then we´ll awaken and be free.
    Robert Adams, T245: Consciousness Is The Silence
     

    @SoonHei this article is fuc**ng mind opening. So you play like a living God then...what a state it will be. Thanks alot for the post.

    On 02/12/2019 at 8:58 AM, abrakamowse said:

    True, egos need "excitement" and silly things hehehe... but, we all passed for that , I am sure that if you tell them that story at some points it will help them to raise their consciousness.

    :-)

    On 01/12/2019 at 11:09 PM, SoonHei said:

    This is the mortal dream and all the nonsense going on will keep us dreaming longer and longer. The foolishness that´s going on, the fighting, the anger, and all the nonsense going on with every day, keep us bound to this mortal dream.

    •

    In other words, when you're sleeping, you're dreaming, and dreams seem real to you, then you awaken. So it is with this world. You're dreaming the mortal dream. You think it's real. You get involved in it, and you're caught up in it, and it gets worse and worse. You just have to realize it's a dream and wake up. And what happens when you wake up? You do not find yourself in a place called heaven, in a strange land. You'll be as you are. When you awaken, you will function as you do now. Except you'll know you're playing a part. That's the only difference.The only difference between you and an awakened person is that you figure the part you're playing is real. And to an awakened person it's a play, a show, a dream. Does an awakened person take a part in the dream? He plays the part that was given to him or her. But he is always happy, always peaceful. For it's all an act on the stage. He's playing a part. So why get angry, why get upset? As you get angry and upset, you know it's a part you are playing, it's a part that you choose. To be an angry person, an upset person, as long as you know the part that you're playing is not real, it's okay to be upset, it doesn't matter. For again you know it's only a part you're playing. But when you think it's real, then you get pulled back into the mire, and you have to start all over again. In other words if you want to become free and liberated in this life, you don't have anything to do with the part, the play, the movie. It’s all good indeed. But when you get caught up in it, then you have to play the part again and again and again. It is called karma and reincarnation. As long as you feel the world is real, people are real, things are real, you have to keep playing your part over and over again. But when you get to the point where you give up, and just focus on reality. You focus on reality when you realize it's all a dream. Then you become free and liberated. So freedom and liberation, it's not something foreign. It’s not far away from you. It’s right where you are, and where you see life. That's all awakening is. So you observe the life. How do you see your life right now? If what you can say about yourself, you feel bad, you feel limited, slighted, upset, then you have to turn around by realizing that you have chosen this world of play. You have chosen this world. It’s your play, and accept it. But do not react to it. It's reaction that causes the problem.
    We´ll keep on dreaming until we let go. Stop fighting. Become non-attached, then we´ll awaken and be free.
    Robert Adams, T245: Consciousness Is The Silence
     

    Look @abrakamowse @SoonHei....to like such stories frequency must have aligned to spiritual realm. Thank you.

    When I told this story in excitement to the friends around here my workplace..they find it boring?

  9. Posted · Edited by Shweta
    Spelling mistake

    Have you heard one more such simple but insightful story- "princess of Jhansi"?

    There was a king of Awadh(one wealthy state of earlier times) ,he was fond of art and drama. So once in his state there was suppose to happen one drama in the name - "princess of Kashi". Almost after 3 months of practice it was going to be held. But in that drama there was a vital role of 5 yr old daughter of that village as princess of Kashi. But the girl was ill and so the actors asked extension of date for performance but the king thought that his son who was at that time only 5 can also play this role with girl like dressup. So the prince was dressed as Princess of Jhansi, and he was looking quite preety. At that time there was no camera so Queen asked to paint his son like this. And his painting was made and the painter signed below by providing date and entitled- "princess of Jhansi". After 15 years the prince was going through old collections and he found that pic, seeing which he fall in love with the princess of jhansi and he saw the date too and guessed that this princess must be like my age too. He fall in love with all sorts of imagination in his head for this pictorial princess of jhansi. He was lost, no apetite no smile...So the king got worried and sent Rajguru to find the truth. Rajguru approached prince and said him that it will be secret between the two. Prince told him he  was in love of a princess. Rajguru said "oh thats a good news, where is she?" And the prince replied, "I have seen her only in photograph." He took Rajguru to the painting. And after seeing Rajguru recalled story of this painting and asked the prince he need to sit down and listen to him, he told, "prince he is none but You." This single understanding that there wasn't any two but Only One, took away all the pain of that prince in the very moment. 

    This is a story from "adwait vedanta", which tells us we are one source, this whole world is our "princess of Jhansi".