Insane butterfly

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  1. Posted · Edited by Insane butterfly

    @OBEler this is something that you should ask her. 

    And yes there is a lot more than what I mentioned above, we all know that. 

    I don't watch tv since years and im not fun of violence any more, when i was younger yes, but i do have also my moments when im angry for example. 

    but while tripping i never had to confront violence, maybe it will come in the future i don't know.

    My fear while tripping is losing it completely 

  5. Posted

    52 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

    That is the scary part. You lose your humanity and sanity in the process. Then you see some impossible geometry, as you are in the middle of losing your mind.

    That point could became dangerous for the physical body?

  6. Posted

    8 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    I explore demons, dragons, healing, insanity, etc. For example I will do a trip just to experience what insanity is. So that I can report it you.

    So you indeed do the substance as I wrote to you a couple of years back. You take it where you want, at least at this point. 

    I realized that my self that somehow it can be done as I did it by accident, it confused me but I was surprised that I could control my intentions midd tripping 

  7. Posted

    14 minutes ago, OBEler said:

    @Insane butterfly Sounds amain, on which dose happend that expanding event? Did you plug it?

    I will hear classic music on it,  after the trip wears off is the best time to hear music or in the peak?

    93mg snorted.  Normally I go max 80mg. 

    I cannot answer you about the music. Depends, you might get bored from too much. Classic music is an excellent choice but I like silence too to contemplate. 

     

  8. Posted · Edited by Insane butterfly

    Instrumental music is amazing on DPT, you became the music. 

    Vibratory like you cannot even drink a glass of water, I stay in bed and I just let my body shake, I find it very therapeutic.

    I find it challenging on its peak on high dose, I left the house wanting desperately to feel the beauty of the rain in my body. Bad idea... after 2 minutes outside of my 4 walls everything started expanding, I was expanding everywhere, all this freedom I felt was devastating,  I thought that the horizon will suck me, so I got panicked and run back home. 

    First and last time doing that, but overall DPT gives me wonderful experiences 

  11. Posted

    9 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    I recommend listening to yourself.

    I did too:) 

    They have respect from me, they are filthy sneaky little bastards but they cannot touch me cause they are afraid of my truth, they know my power. In a peak state with malt I fall in a cybernet in an anknown dimension, in the back of my head your voice was saying to me 'be careful inside here'. I know what they are in the 3D world. 

    10 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    Christians didn't create demons, God did

    Somewhere in the Bible is written that the Devil was God's most beautiful creation and demons were the angels who rebel and followed Devil. Corruption doesn't have to look ugly!

    I find that Christianity and art through centuries in the middle ages painted them ugly and excessively used them to scare people

  13. Posted · Edited by Insane butterfly

    @Someone here a small advise. 

    don't ask any nutritionist, most of them are biased.  Don't ask any doctor, they are more biased. 

    our grandfathers had almost one hundred million sperms. We have roughly 30 to 40 million. So in hundred years the amount dropped almost 70%. 

    The western lifestyle is killing Testosterone.  

    TRT for most young men saves lifes. 

    Be aware that Testosterone is a very sensitive hormone compared to estrogens that are highly aggressive and they don't die easily. 

    Avoid all kinds of cosmetic products, they are full of estrogens. 

    Testosterone is the male and female sexual hormone and is missing a lot in both genders. 

    the nutritionist above wrote same invalid informations. 

    Without Testosterone no muscles, depression, cardiovascular problems,  sexual problems, etc. 

    Eat meat for strength and veggies for health. 

    Eggs are the most nutritious and innocent food on the planet. It's the purest form of protein. 

    Eat a pizza for breakfast but please don't eat soy. It's the most cheap  and genetically manipulated plant of the planet.

    Go and lift weights!!! 

  18. Posted

    10 hours ago, Jowblob said:

    The point is that it doesnt burn, and that it spreads equally. Why you cannot spray all at once?

    Because it's water? How much water can you spray in your nose without dripping it pr sucking in it on the throat? 

  19. Posted

    43 minutes ago, Jowblob said:

    have you tried diluting some malt with 1-3mg of water, and then using a pipet to spray it in the nose?

    I don't see the point. You cannot spray 10mg at once, but you can snort or smoke this amount at once. 

    Would be interesting maybe for microdosing but again you must spray multiple times 

  21. Posted

    Baking soda 

    1 part soda 3 to 4 parts substance.

    When the product is ready the mg of freebase from these 4 parts is still unknown. 

    I assume I smoked around 5mg.

    The smoking protocol is the same as for 5meo-dmt.  

    The hit is not instant but it hits in  much less than a minute.

    It lasts longer compared to the same amount of 5meo-dmt. 

    Characteristics of the trip the same as snorting, at least for me.  

    I find it a bit more convenient because is fast. 

    I think it hits a bit stronger than snorting which has pros and cons obviously, I found it more stable but I'm not sure yet cause of the small dosage.

    I see a lot of potential in the freebase form but it needs more exploration.

     

  22. Posted

    1 hour ago, Vlad_ said:

    There is nothing to be ashamed of. Feeling of shame itself is very toxic and unspiritual 

    Actually your right, it's just that sometimes it's the least thing you want to have in the middle of a trip and after you thinking about the godly orgasm instead of more important things.  

    It's not that I'm not enjoying it