Thorsten Fuzzi

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  1. Posted · Edited by Thorsten Fuzzi

    1 hour ago, Leo Gura said:

    Both can work, both have their pros and cons. It's about finding what aligns with you and your partner(s).

    It's gonna be difficult either way. There is no easy fix to relationships. They require work.

    I totally agree. I've experienced both, committed monogamy and committed polyamory, both consciously, at other times very ego-driven.

    The lesson I got after all of this: some people are genuinely and inherently built for either one, a very small percentage is compatible with both, in the same way, some people inherently like men, others women, and some all of them.

    The curious thing I noticed, as far as I can judge, just like sexual gender preferences, this inclination doesn't really change over time. This notion that it depends on the stage of life you find yourself in, or even moral development, is just cultural legacy conditioning and not at all congruent with my observation.

    Get to know yourself sexually and romantically, and then just be sincere with it! There are conscious and unconscious, ethical and unethical ways to express every model of relationship. My best wishes!

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    14 hours ago, Yarco said:

    There is no we, there is no us. There is only you. 

    There is no Leo to believe or follow. Leo can't be the most conscious person. He can't be conscious at all. Only you are conscious.

    That's the point I made, my friend. Still, there is the appearance. My original question referred to exactly that relation.

    Further, I'd encourage you not to argue using mental nondual talking points. This is not about philosophy. Be sincere with direct experience. It's all we have.

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    21 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    I'm claiming something more radical than that. I am claiming that you are the only awake thing in existence.

    But that's not new, isn't it? If we are one entity, who or what else could ever be conscious?

    Having clarified that, I assume YOU leave room for the possibility of YOU having realized yourself to the same degree through other human (or nonhuman) incarnations, right?

    Of course, I won't ever believe or follow you blindly, but I'm open to the possibility that you're the most conscious personification of YOU around. Why not? Reality is weird enough for that to be true... haha

    Still, all I have is my intuition and a longing for God that overpowers any other desire. I just can't not know. It's not a life worth living, if I don't.

    Let's see where this journey takes us! Thank you for everything!

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    Hello Leo!

    I've just watched the video you posted on your blog about the video takedown and your new awakening.

    I'm not to trying to get into an argument here, just striving for clarification. Are you claiming to be the most conscious entity in the sense that you're fully God, or in the sense that you are the most awake human incarnation of God, as if other “individual” (ancient Yogis, Shamans, whatever) have never reached such levels?

    Or is this distinction meaningless too?

    I'd appreciate a clear statement on that a lot. Love ya!

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    2 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

    That is not the same as calling someone a fraud or conman.

    How do you think you are able to tell the depth of his awakening? Drawing conclusions from what he states publicly? Giving him the benefit of the doubt, making blunt metaphysical claims about Enlightenment were probably counterproductive to meet people at the level they're at. Please correct me, if I'm misunderstanding your critique of his. It's been a while since I've heard you say that.

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    5 minutes ago, Nahm said:

    @Thorsten Fuzzi

    One thought at a time so to speak. And the only experience of thought, is of one thought at a time, now. So it’s actually way easier than what you’re probably hearing & believing. Some thoughts feel discordant, some aligned, and it’s a matter of understanding the emotions you are experiencing, and then of feeling the discord & alignment, & focusing accordingly. Inevitably… permanently, enlightened, brain, brain chemistry, and even I switch… are much more readily recognized as self referential thoughts, or, thought story about a separate self which could do, or be enlightened. Daily morning meditation, and creating a dreamboard makes this effortless. 

    I see. But aren't you making yourself dependent on mental activity to maintain this frequency then?

  11. Posted · Edited by Thorsten Fuzzi

    On 26.10.2021 at 9:25 PM, Nahm said:

    Can you explain that process, how does strength training result in ego-dissolution, embodiment, etc? 

    I certainly don't have a final opinion on it. That's why I'm here. But I can tell you from experience that strength training can be an intense way of making the mind single-focused by "zooming" into the experience or out of it with your ENTIRE being without loosing contact to the body.

  13. Posted · Edited by Thorsten Fuzzi

    @Leo Gura  I see your point. Well, I'm not trying to "get spiritual" through this process. That would be an escape from being the consciousness I already am. Rather, I'm trying to live as It while being a person and therfore using physicality as an anchor point in the human experience. I hope this makes sense… Thanks for your response :)

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    Hello there! Is there anyone that does physical strength training for its spiritual benefits (ego-dissolution, embodiment, etc.)? Although most people certainly practice it for very egoic reasons like exclusive identification with the body, even narcissim, getting more sex and so on, I personally see a huge potential in strength training as an integral consciousness practice. However, I struggle to really implement it and go deeper with it. I was looking for something to read or listen to. Ken Wilber was obviously ripped but I cannot find anything worthwhile by him or others. It seems there is really no literature on it.

    Does somebody here practice it in that way and would like to share how they do so?

    I'd appreciate any good advice or source on the topic a lot!

    Love you, guys! <3

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    Hello my friends!

    Is there anyone, female or male, that has dealt with the reality of accidental pregnancy – despite of contraception or not – and a child as its consequence in any way?

    As it's become a beatiful and harsh reality for myself, I would love to connect with conscious parents that did not become them by choice. Perhaps, we can share some experiences and advice and exchange some of the quite unique teachings this situation has to offer.

    Even if you have dealt with a similiar situation in a very different way or something else makes it difficult to share; please don't feel judged! I'm really just looking for perspectives based in experience – no matter if they are coherent with my own ethics in this case.

    Much love and greetings from Peru!

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    @EnlightenmentBlog Yes. An ridiculous amount of progress. By the crude force of my situation I found the freedom of being reality as it is. It had to lock me up and destroy any hope of finding freedom trough "being someone", so I could finally surrender to my prison and discover choiceless yet unconditional freedom as a lived experience.

    Are you still interested in me elaborating about the process?

    Much much apreciation for you guys and especially for having given me sincere support in a time of true crisis. I love you all.

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    @Vercingetorix

    Hello my friend (and everyone else :))! I'd love to hear your perspective on the following:

    Today I recieved a download from consciousness: The primary and universal purpose of my life is enlightenment, by which I mean literally becoming a light in this world and achieving the quantum leap of Self-realization somewhere on the way, the secondary and indivudual purpose of my life is to give a voice to consciousness. This is my mission.

    The two best instruments available to me are my podcast and work as an anthropologist. The latter necessarily, but ideally both of them involve a lot of travelling and extensive periods of solitud.

    If I am true to my life purpose, I will never ever except a partner that does not want or is not able to do that with me. So if Emily was not pregnant, I knew exactly where to direct my energy and what to do with my life. I would leave her immediatly and follow my bliss. But as a matter of fact she is. And I love my daughter in a way I have not loved before. I'd love to be able to leave her but I think it's impossible. Yes, it was Emily's choice, but it is not my daughter's  fault to be born under such circumstances. I don't want her to have to grow up without a dad, little money, and in a developing country.

    To live my life purpose in such a way would be heaven on earth, but it seems almost incompatible with raising a child. Nonetheless, there maybe are ways to compromise in a way that is benificial to everyone, I just can't find one yet. What is really no option for me, is to half-ass fathering. It's hard to imagine how to be a dependable and strong father figure for this little person, but then only being there e.g. half of the year. Due to the mother bringing nothing material on the table it would be financially extremly challenging too.

    Maybe you can share some thoughts on the situation. I'd appreciate it a lot!

    Much love!

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    @Vercingetorix

    Second, it sounds like you did a really good job helping and evolving your girlfriend. Although all of her stage red behaviours are hard to stomach, it seems she is a unique person, and has the desire to evolve and can be in the long term a  good partner and parent - is this the way you feel about it or not?
    It's hard to say. If I wouldn't be connected to her in that way, I would not keep up with it anymore. Why should I? Her center of gravity is rather green, but she has strong red cultural conditioning that has been very destructive from time to time. Nonetheless, the growth she went trough in just two years is remarkable and something I've never seen in people that had a overly safe, european upbringing. So that gives me a lot of hope, but in the end I really don't know.

    And if you realize that your LP can't be achieved while raising your daughter - well - parenthood only last for so long, after maybe 14-18 years you will become relatively free again. So you might have to wait for a little while and start your Life Purpose at age 35-40, Which is still pretty young and you will have a Daughter which is amazing.

    You are one bautiful soul my friend. Thank you so much for leading my awareness on the possibilty of embodying my life purpose while having a the joy of a grown up daughter! I literally cried a tear of relief reading this.

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    @Potato People King

    So, undergo a paternity test. She might want to talk you out of it, but persist and go for it.

    Of course I will. She also agreed to do so.

    Also to impregnate a woman is not usually so easy, many couples try hard for a long time to get pregnant!

    Well, it doesn't seem to be for me haha. But seriously, thanks a lot for your down-to-earth and compassionate advice. I will take it to heart!