MaxSaris

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  1. 4 minutes ago, OBEler said:

    @MaxSaris I ask me if the moon does not exist in your perception, does it still exist? I get it that it did not exist for your ego but you said you were God and everything. So can you conclude that there is more in the universe(moon, Planets) than what is in Front of you, what your ego perceives? 

    I did not have access to anything else except what was in my perception at the moment, so I wouldn't be able to conclude anything outside of it exists without relying on belief. I do not perceive the moon right now, so I can't say it exists outside of my mind. Does a pink elephant exist physically right now? I don't see one so I can't say. 


  2. 4 minutes ago, OBEler said:

    @MaxSaris you need to know that dried truffles are 70% more potent than fresh ones. 

    You took a normal dose of truffles, 15 g atlantis fresh is even not a high dose 

     

    You write good Trip reports, Thanks for sharing. What Do you mean that what you experience within your ego perception is all there is? Does this mean the moon doesnt exist in the universe because it's not in your experience? 

    Oh damn, so that was a normal dose? crazy.

     

    And thanks! I tried to write it as authentically as I experienced it, right afterwards, without censoring anything.

     

    And yes, the moon didn't exist in my perception, not even as an idea. Logically the moon does exist right? But in my direct experience, it didn't. I still have trouble understanding the metaphysics of other people also having experiences and the existence of those experiences, so I honestly don't know what to make of it. 


  3. So I've never done psychedelics before, and a few days ago I decided to do psilocybin truffles (15g x2) while on a meditation retreat in Amsterdam. 

    I have two separate trip reports because I ended up doing two heroic doses back-to-back, one on Friday, and the other on Saturday. 

     

    Maybe not the wisest decision to do such big doses for my first time, and in such a short time span, and while I honestly think the trips were the worst experiences of my life, I regret nothing. 

     

    I put the trip reports as files below, Here's some info on what they're about:

    Trip report 1: 15g heroic dose - Who/what am I? dying and creating myself, becoming God

    Trip report 2: 15g heroic dose - "Structurelessness", insanity, Absurdity, EGO, and fear of dying


  4. Spiral Dynamics Summary Series

    I created a Spiral Dynamics summary series based on Leo's videos, The Spiral Dynamics book, the website spiraldynamicsintegral.nl, as well as my own insights

     

    I hope these videos will be of help to someone.

    The Stages

     

    I'll happily take feedback! :)