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  6. Posted · Edited by cetus
    fetus not foetus

    The younger you go the more formless consciousness is, less distinctions, more one

    From Alan Watts :

    《 Freud called it the oceanic feeling. And the oceanic feeling is the sensation of being one with the universe. The vanaprastha gets that back, but it’s not a child’s oceanic feeling, it’s an adult’s oceanic feeling—something which the psychoanalysts don’t discuss, because, according to them, all oceanic feelings are aggressive. But there is a mature oceanic feeling, as contrasted with the immature oceanic feeling of the child, which is as different as the oak is from the acorn. And so you can have this sensation, you see, of total unity with the cosmos, of the—shall I call it expansion to infinity, or contraction to infinity?—of your identity without forgetting society’s game rules with regard to you. 》

    https://www.organism.earth/library/document/out-of-your-mind-10

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    I used to think that just because you experience this great love on psychedelics doesn't mean that you fundamentally are love, like God could just give itself such an experience, it's just another experience 

    But no, it's when experience itself loses all distinctions, it dissolves into love, you melt into it, your true formless self 

    I better understand why talk about gaseous liquid and solid states of love, and how this is a crystallization of love

    But why love, why don't you melt into fear, hate, neutral things or whatever 

    Because no distinctions means oneness, and oneness doesn't resist itself, it's one, total embrace, infinite love 

    Also, if you were God and could choose your own identity/nature/essence, what would you do

    Nothing new Leo talks about this non-stop but I'm connecting the dots

  10. Posted · Edited by Loveeee

    Legal alternative to DMT

    The site gives 3 options for NB-DMT Freebase

    NB-DMT Changa “Vine”: The most similar to traditional Changa and Ayahuasca. NB-DMT is blended with the MAO inhibitors THH, Harmine and Harmaline.

    NB-DMT Changa “Leaf”: Midway between Full-On Changa and “Crystal” NB-DMT – for this blend we used the MAOIs THH and Harmine only. For your milder Changa experiments.

    NB-DMT “Crystal”: For the NB-DMT purist – this blend contains high quality NB-DMT freebase mixed with our classic carrier herb blend.

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  14. Posted

    13 hours ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

    I do not see why Leo wouldn't?

    The reason it might seem like some form of hell to endure is simply because we have a stupid view of time :)

    It's not like anything goes, there's a plan, that's also why you're awakening 

    Unless you're not which makes you an NPC. Just kidding

    But you don't just happen to be awakening, of course you're awakening 

    Awakening to the fact that anything goes, paradoxically. Infinite love 

  21. Posted

    I have for two trips in a row now, 800 and 900ug of acid, love is real ! 

    Consciousness just melts into one / infinite pixels of love, full body orgasm or rather full consciousness, you don't even feel your body

    I was so grateful

    So powerful if I had a regular orgasm in that moment I wouldn't have felt it

    Once again it was going up and up and up and I got scared a little and slowed it down, like last time, but I went deeper this time

    God told me, "it's ok, do you get it now ?"

    My intention next is to handle more

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