GreenLight

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  1. Posted

    Hello all

    What's up with the "You create your own reality" jargon? It's like a stupid recurring meme here on the forum. Apparently folks have adopted this as something factual without questioning it. 

    I remember the time when excercises from Abraham Hicks where labeled as whitewashed black magic (Using spiritual/mental forces for material gain). Apparently this become the norm as humanity became so selfish that it is beyond recognition. It's pathetic. 

    What is up with the non-duality language here? I didn't need such shit to attain spiritual realizations. Neither did rest of the folks I knew of. Does it even help you attain anything?

    I'll go and do the work that actually brought me results

    I got also tired of the fake politeness here. Love in disguise, yeah right. Want to know love? I'll express it for you in this one sentence:

    Go fuck yourself.

    Goodbye.

  2. Posted

    9 hours ago, The0Self said:

    Can't tell if you're joking. If you are not joking, you do realize you create your own reality, right? If you are joking... Well, just know that what you're detailing can actually be a delusion the mind makes real -- it can make ANYTHING seem realer than real; infinitely real, when it's neither real nor unreal; it's everything appearing as a particular story.

    You have no chance of winning against the mind. But the mind has no chance of winning against you. Already.

    Just exaggerated a bit. Got some jumpy vision from that one bong hit. May be a misplaced retina. Nothing special, just wanted some steam out.

  3. Posted · Edited by GreenLight

    I remember that time when I energized my crystals in the sun. So that I could put them home and have that good vibe energy. Also used a lot of incense and  Tibetan singing bowls. Veganism, nature, and minimalism were the way. Lived close to very loving people and worked outdoors as a gardener. Meditated together to bring more light into the planet, enjoying the sunny days and spiritual retreats, etc.

    I even remember the coming of Maitreya Buddha that would usher us into the new age of Aquarius. The coming of our galactic family to help us out. The end of millennia of the misery of separation.  I am even though that we would erase global poverty when the Germaine funds will get released.

    Then I changed. I realized Veganism was just a selfish survival strategy to avoid suffering (high vibe=no problems). I threw the crystals, incense, and Tibetan bowls in the garbage can. Instead of a gardener, I became an electrician. Instead of minimalism and love, I just stopped running from pain and finally bought all the material needs that I wanted and became autonomous. Instead of some Maitreya, I manifested other living teachers that I got constantly triggered by.  Also got alcoholism as a bonus and now rely on my monetary gain. I do not know if I got a huge ego backlash or ascended/descended on the SD scale. All I can say is things have changed since then and it seems it changed for the better. I still do have these fantasies in the background as a foundation to my current life situation.

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    I had a trauma that I couldn't integrate. It was blocked by thick layer of repression. As a last resort I decided to open it up with the help of weed by some understanding from the psychedelic community and a Teal Swan video.

    Holy shit, I was wrong. My eyesight became permanently "jumpy". I get terror induced flashbacks from that bad trip that ruined my eyesight. I have developed occasional visual illusions as bonus since winter. I would describe my situation as "No brakes Only gas" as I seem not be able to stop or repress any impulse anymore. Those brakes vanished when I took that weed. I don't care about God. Cause my mind doesn't comprehend it anymore . I have severed my connection with the Higher Self forever.The lower self slowly disintegrates into a dreadful psychosis.

    My only way to enjoy myself for the last time us to take a huge bank loan. Then spend it on prostitutes and opium rooms. When my brains get totally fried and genitals fall off from the stds. I'll make a bomb and put it around myself. I will stay at a rooftop and wait for folks to gather themselves and say to me "Jump!" and I'll fucking jump and explode in midair so everyone in the crowd will get a piece of me.

    Then I'll become a dark ghost like shit that will slowly disintegrate in earth atmosphere in a millennia of unimaginable suffering.

    That's because of the one candy I took and didn't pay for at the grocery store as a child. Karma is a @#$%&.

    Folks, do not smoke weed. It can fuck you up forever. 

  5. Posted · Edited by GreenLight

    @Mason Riggle yea, I usually use the word Absolute for that. That is how I learned it. There is no unconscious reaction to it and is fairly neutral.

    With millennia of Christian indoctrination running in my heritage. The word God has plenty of baggage and shit buried within me that is associated with it.

    I heard in different facets of awakening that you can realize God. So I just wonder how to realize it. In a sense, I do not see it as a synonym for the Absolute. 

    The word God just triggers some mental pattern in my brain and then I go berserk -_-

  6. Posted

    14 minutes ago, Mason Riggle said:

    @GreenLight seriously.. how would you decide what to do, if you had Absolute Freedom? 

    Yeah, i was thinking more of being free of God and his rules. Then I would drink, take drugs, kill, hurt, steal, die and disappear. Living the depraved animal life. No conscience, no problem.

    Obviously, if I had Absolute freedom then I couldn't do anything or even exist.

     

     

  14. Posted · Edited by GreenLight

    I need to learn this non-duality language that y'all are speaking. For me it looks like this at this point;

    17 hours ago, Inliytened1 said:

    怎么没有人呢？:D

    如果“没人”和“一个”的二元性崩溃了怎么办？

     

    16 hours ago, Mason Riggle said:

    ここに問題がありますか？ [望まないもの]があなたが望むものであるときだけ、あなたは望まないことができます あなたが欲しいもの。いつではないのですか？

     

    17 hours ago, Nahm said:

    वे कैसे है?

     

    16 hours ago, mandyjw said:

    الرغبة أو الأصول ليست أفكارًا وليست أشياء ، فالرغبة هي شعور. يمكن الشعور بالشعور الآن فقط

    ، أو أنه فكرة ، وليس شعور.

     

  15. Posted

    12 hours ago, Hulia said:

    I just watched Russian news for the last 3 days. No word about the concentration of Russian military at Ukrainian border. No fucking word. Do the russians know at all?

    The news channel reported about the call of Biden to Putin. But they didn´t give the reason. They told, Biden called because he is so much interested to meet Putin and discuss with him world´s problems (no word about Ukraine) and how to improve the relationships between two countries. But Putin is not as interested as Biden, he´s thinking, whether he´ll come, - they told. 

    This is on point!

    I read the headline on the government chanel Yle that Niinistö (President) made a call to Putin with the intent of discussing the Ukraine conflict.

    After that I watched some Russian government news. There putin said something like " My colleague from Finland called recently, we discussed the Antartica project and other science projects etc." No word about Ukraine. 

    (I live in Finland and understand the Russian language)

  18. Posted

    19 hours ago, vladorion said:

    New age religion is about ascending to the 5th dimension. 

    Yo Bro!

    We will ascend high up to the 5th density and unite with our galactic space family.

    We will be embraced by the highest vibrations possible!

    Then we kick them reptilian alien nazis right in the caballz.

    If this doesn't happen. I'll put 6 month worth of 5-meo-dmt up my ass and then I'll definitely ascend!

    5th dimension FTW!!!  Yeah!

     

  19. Posted

    They can lead to dangerous consequences. The Qanon movement is now being purged from Youtube, Facebook, and Patreon cause of the storming of capitol hill in the U.S. Other videos and live streams are being censored because of this. Cause now these companies became very vigilant. You can get your video now deleted on Youtube if there is even the smallest "medical misconception" in it.

  22. Posted

    36 minutes ago, Eternity said:

    But all these discussions over karma or why God would love everything good or evil are just a waste of time.  Once again you have been tricked by the Ego mind into believing such things are actual debatable topics, when all of it is a big lie.   Nothing is true in this delusional dreamworld.  You cannot rise above the delusional thinking of Ego without the realization that everything in a delusion is imaginary.  You discuss these subjects as though they are hard fact when they are really only another story the Ego has spun for you to continue on in the same delusional state of mind.  I recommend all of you who have not looked at the Tao Te Ching go listen to it being read in it's English translation on you tube.  It take little effort as it is just about the length of an hour in which every one of your questions on these subjects are already answered.  These are short concise answers or statements of truth.  Tao Te Ching translates to "The Book of the Way" for those of you who aren't familiar and may have been an early treatise by the Buddha.  There are, I believe, 75 statements of truth, some of them with examples of how these statements play out in a practical way.  These are simple to grasp principles that answer the questions of why we have seemingly dual qualities in our dreamworld such as good vs. evil, strong vs. weak, light vs. dark, hot vs cold etc etc.  I listen to it repeatedly to assimilate these simple statements.  You want to incorporate them into your mind and personally I can't just listen once and then remember them all.  So I listen to it over and over again until I can almost recite them along with the reader.  Just give it room and time to sink in.

    Another good post