Ima Freeman

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  2. Posted

    I don't know what kind of week long debate is going on in this thread right know, don't bother to read that much.

    But I want to share some thoughts I had recently about the Israel-Palestine conflict.


    This whole conflict is the navel of human conflict.

    The conflict between East and West.

    The conflict between Global North and the Global South.

    The conflict between wealthy (post-)Europeans and poor dark skinned people.

     

  5. Posted

    Since starting to seriously study again for college, I thought about how to do it very smart and dustainably instead of just pushing a lot of information into my mind for a short period of time.

    Especially now with the advent of AI there are many more intelligent ways to study.

    Apart from basics like finding interest and passion in the subject that you learn or finding connections between different fields, do you have practical strategies for how to aquire a lot of knowledge and expertise?

  6. Posted

    On 23.8.2025 at 3:00 AM, Carl-Richard said:

    Eckhart Tolle was suicidal when he awoke. Extreme fasting tends to increase meditative ability, not decrease it. People who're dying from ill health typically enter expanded states of awareness.

    I think we underestimate what is possible if you let go of completely everything, and what time and attention can do to you. What is mostly holding you back is not health. It's your goals, your attachments, what you occupy your time with. If you let go of everything right now, you will be enlightened no matter how sick you are.

    I recently had the experience of letting go of an attachment, in the form of clinging to savings, and can see what you wrote.


    How would you say, should one go about building a great life and not getting attached to goals? 
    Of course this is different than pure awakening.

  7. Posted

    7 hours ago, Davino said:

    @Ima Freeman There is a correlation between peak consciousness and health, but consciousness still is the medium and essence of pain and suffering. You're conscious of all the disease you describe, in the same way you become conscious of a screen or the Infinite nature of reality.

    In short, yes to realize God, Peak consciousness and Infinity your consciousness must break all limits and serious health issues may be a serious constraint/bottleneck. To realize the existential nature of Reality which is Consciousness, it health or it's absence, is neither an obstacle nor helpful, because you're always existing, pain is existing, pleasure is existing, no matter the form, sensation or object reality takes, that's it, this is the Ever-present-Beingness Awakening so to speak, it's always on.

    Should illness be accepted as Life's will?
    I' mean I still will fight for my health, but what comes out of it is what God or Life wants.

  11. Posted

    19 hours ago, Princess Arabia said:

    It's all God-like. Wouldn't be if it wasn't. Bad health good health, joy, pain, suffering....all God-like. It's everything.

    One could say so. God must by definition encompass everything.

    But you know what I mean. There are prerequisites for awakening.
    There are good states and bad states, the way nature laid it out, the way Life wants it.

  12. Posted

    I just thought about how the degree of consciousness is closely related to health.

    As I experience cognitive issues, low clarity and peace of mind, an racing mind with constant daydreaming, it makes it clear to me, that good health is the prerequisite for achieving awakening. Further, health can be seen as the degree of awakening itself.


    If there is lack of energy, lack of stability in the body-mind system, if there is pain and other more subtle forms of discomfort, awakening can become impossible.


    It's not about having a individual healthy body.
    It's about shifting the state of Being itself to be God-like.
    The more energy, the more harmony, the more well-being, the more concentration, the more clarity, the more peace of mind there is, the deeper life can be grasped.
    While fatigue, sleepiness, dissonance, discomfort, scattering of attention, confusion, conflict are symptoms of illness and hinder awakening, truthfulness and insight.

    In this sense the quest for spiritual awakening and Oneness seems to be mostly the quest for the ultimate health of the universe.

    Of course there is more, like epistemology, open-mindedness, discipline, austerity, genetics, karma,...
    So, maybe this notion is incomplete.
    But still, I think the importance of Health with an capital H, as an overarching component of development is overlooked.

  13. Posted

    @Sugarcoat

    Someone in a healthy state of consciousness cannot get suicidal, except people trying to do something like Mahasamadhi or radical people like jihadist who are sure to enter into a glorious afterlife.

    If you get suicidal thoughts, you either have some persistent physical ailment (heavy metals, chronic infections, hormonal imbalances ..) or psychological stress (bullying, poverty, loneliness, nihilism, ...) that you deem to be extremely hard to overcome or don't even see a way to overcome.

    If you have a healthy body and your needs are sufficiently met, you have radiant wellbeing in your body and happy emotions leading to constructive thoughts.
    There is no way for suicidal thoughts.

    Only when you experience persistent suffering and have little to no hope for relsolve than suicidal thoughts creep in as a self destruction mechanism, because the human system is geared towards wellbeing.



     

  14. Posted

    6 minutes ago, James123 said:

    Great answer.

    However, maybe "something going on" attachment with thinking? İs there anything going on while in deep sleep +in that moment)?

    When you say "changes are high that something new will spring forth". İsn't that your assumption? Did you born with your assumption?

    Oh, yeah, I was thinking about that too.

    Deep sleep = nothingness

    It is not an assumption, because I can witness newness right now.

     

    6 minutes ago, James123 said:

    That's totally okay my brother.

    Just enjoy, share the love, be in love.

    What a great chance that we have.

    Unbelievable, amazing. 

    It is amazing, but terrifying too and not fully accepted by the world, far from it

  21. Posted

    If everything that was experienced in this human life was just a infinitesimal spec of the infinite possibilities that are contained in the absolute, shouldn't my endeavor be to explore unfamiliar alien dimensions, so to really know life?

    Why should the experience after this human one be another human one. It could be something totally different, with different natural laws, different dimensions, not imaginable right now.

    LmpwZw

  22. Posted

    Hello forum 

    I need some advice on my chronic illness problem concerning heavy metals (again)

    For reference I link two older posts I made:
    1. The Cutler Protocol failed to cure my problems after 80+ rounds and had heavy side effects

    2. Out of desperation I took cilantro juice + binders for two months, then switched back to the Cutler Protocol and had a health downfall after that


    Half a year after my incident with cilantro juice, as seen in the second topic, my health restabilized again.
    It was possible to make some progress in my life and things went better again.
    Still I had problems with reoccurring fatigue, attention deficit, being intellectually on the slow side and being overly-neurotic.

    After working on my gut health, my liver health and doing some parasite cleansing, I decided to restart my endeavor of chelating heavy metals again.
    Because the Cutler Protocol with DMPS and ALA was way too high in side effects and did not bring much gain and cilantro brought me half a year of severe health problems I was on the lookout for a new approach and researched deeper.

    I found this chelator called NBMI otherwise known as OSR-1 or Irminix. 
    As I read reports of people using it in a frequent low dose way, as developed by Andrew Cutler, and having little side effects with it, i choose to give it a try.

    First round with 15mg went quite well.
    Side effects where less dominant then with ALA or DMPS. Sporadically, they included headaches, being emotionally volatile, being neurotic, having slight anxiety in the evening and hearing a hissing noise.
    Some rounds there where little to no acute side effects, which surprised me. I was very happy to see that after years I found a method, that I managed to live a functional life besides. 



     

    My general mental health was declining though, as always when I do chelation. I saw that the side effects had some impact on my life, but this impact was still small.

    After six rounds, everything seemed to go hunky-dory. But the next three rounds had increased side effects that came after them.
    After the last and 10th one I was impacted heavily. I was forgetful, confused, very undecided and felt weak. 

    As a side note, the downfall started after being bitten by some ticks, but a test for a lyme's infection was negative.

    Normally after Cutler Rounds, side effects would slowly subside after 1-3 weeks for me.
    But this time, they even worsened. I am more cognitively impaired, it is harder for me to organize my life.

    The worst is, that a month ago I even got suicidal thoughts. My mind furthers the idea of ending this life, organizing how and when to do it and what steps to go until the final day.

    I have problems now with being mentally even slower than before, having intrusive thoughts, having difficulties with getting out of bed, feeling suicidal and tired of life.

    Looking back, I felt amazingly good after removing my amalgams and taking antioxidants and minerals.
    Compared to this short time span after removal, starting with chelation five years ago, my state got worse, I lost creativity, energy, happiness and cognitive function.

    There are still things I know of that could be the culprit:
    - Some chronic infections, I did not test for which block the ability to excrete heavy metals
    - Some other detox blockage
    - Some immune defect, maybe metal allergy or something else
    - Some other factor I am unaware of

    I know, this is kind of a rant, but given this information, maybe someone can give me valuable information. I would be very very thankful.

     

  23. Posted

    I was bitten by around nine ticks in 2022 and had a health breakdown afterwards including a slight fever and shivering which was so intense that I went to the hospital. I became slightly sick a couple of times afterwards and my general problems with emotional instability, ADHD and digestive health became worse.

    At the same time, I did heavy metal detoxing too, which went fine until then. First I attributed the decline in health to that.
    Only some time later I became conscious about the possible connection between the ticks and my decline in health.

    Couple months later I did a blood test for the most common chronic conditions including lyme, but it came back negative.

     

    A similar thing happened this year. Got bitten by couple of ticks. My health declined afterwards again. Went to a doctor for a lyme test. Came back negative.

    My rant maybe of no value. But here some recommendations:

     

  25. Posted

    12 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

    Because you are in a very low state of consciousness at all times. You are dreaming.

    It's not just people, you are surpised when you look around the corner because you have no idea what you'll see.

    Of course you're surprised. The only way to not be surprised is to be Omniscient.

    So, that means, on very high states of consciousness, everyday conversations feel like talking to yourself?