Demeter

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  1. @Breakingthewall , beautifully written! But how do I translate this into my everyday existence?

    How do I make decisions that apply to me? What should they depend on - my goals to achieve better things, expand my knowledge and live a more useful life or should I simply savour living in the moment without any long term goals? Living in the moment may include over indulging in chocolate or fine wines or not striving for a better paying job.


  2. 9 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

    your approach is wrong because you are looking outside. outside does not exist, it is an illusion. you have to look inside. everything is inside. as long as you look out, you will be trapped in duality. first realize that everything is inside. then realize that everything is now. Then realize that there are no limits. but you cannot realize it mentally, you have to see it, become it. it is extremely difficult, since everything seems exactly the opposite. 

    @Breakingthewall could you say something about your practice/enlightenment journey. How long ago did you "realise that there are no limits" ? How did it come about? If you have ready written about this, please post a link. Thank you.


  3. @Breakingthewall , yes, agreed!  Thanks for pointing that out.

    Perhaps I should have used the word 'void' as distinct from emptiness. I was conscious of an enormous, perhaps infinite space which appeared to be lifeless apart from the brief blip of creation. So, it was not empty. This great space was so vast that all life, planets, whatever, occupy a space which is infinitesimally small, in contrast. The importance or significance of creation as we know it appeared to shrink. If so,  all our cogitations about our personal evolution seem rather pointless. What do they matter in the grand scheme of things, and who is taking note other than ourselves?


  4. Reviving this old thread. I am a slow thinker and have been grappling with an apparent contradiction related to the void.

    There seem to be two contradictions - one that our thinking and feelings evolve from one lifetime to another as we prepare ourselves for higher states of consciousness, such as we learn about compassion and becoming more tolerant of difference. Or we learn to develop a sense of self-worth and both expect and demand that partners value us. But where does this fit in with the notion that all life is transitory and is a mantle of illusion over the great reality of emptiness? So ,what is the worth of our lessons and learnings?

     


  5. On 24/03/2023 at 8:02 AM, Breakingthewall said:

    So what is the obstacle? I have been very close with 5 meo and my baseline is completely different than it was, I have reactivations almost every day, I have gone infinite 4 times, totally. but other times I have had horrible experiences, like being alone trapped in eternity with no way to escape. I'll keep digging, I think I almost have it, but still not completely, not consistently

    Amazing!


  6. Why is it that many people don't experience enlightenment (in which ever shade it may present itself)  even when they feel prepared and are yearning for it. Some people, I gather, take psychedelics for years without the great experience while for others it happens the first time. I am speaking of the great experience of being one with all, universal love etc. 

    Of course people will say that you have to be ready for it, and maybe deserve it through preparation, i.e., many years of spiritual practice. That is an easily said and doesn't explain why some will get it if they are not looking for it.

    Could you say why you think it happened for you? Was there any particular trigger in your lives, such as years of meditation?


  7. @Hojo , I am a bit confused, could you please clarify. Why did the depression begin with the experience of nde in college which was accompanied by  ecstatic states? If you also experienced these ecstatic states then why become depressed? Perhaps it was a Kundalini activation which usually brings a downside. Did you practise any kind of meditation which triggered these experiences?


  8. @G_A_L_E_X_Y . amazing story!

    This is a really interesting thread. Would love to hear of other experiences.

    When I was very young, say six or seven years old, I would imagine that we were being observed by very tall people. The impression I got was that we were some sort of curiosity or an experiment for another race of people. This was well before the Internet, and I had never heard of aliens or Star Wars.


  9. I experienced the void and the great nothingness it represented. It was an annihilating experience. There was a feeling of loneliness which was unimaginable. That is what it is like if there is no creation - the most utterly dismal sense of being alone.  Also stillness. Life however, is not still and, therefore, there is life. That is why there is creation for there to be more than nothingness.

    Ii also dawned on me that we too create life for ourselves. It is not the material things but the love and relationships we create that give our life meaning. That is all there is and that is our way to create a life of joy.. While these relationships exist, we can escape the void and being alone. So, there are individual souls each creating life in myriad forms.  Through creation, God fills the void.