TheSelf

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  1. At the end it's the only knowledge which remains and is true. Everything else will be forgotten. End of the story.
  2. Its just thought that the believe it, the only thing that you know and you didn't learn about it in the first place and form a belief about it was your existence itself, every other knowledge we learn in life could be false or true we can never know but the knowledge of the self is beyond the mind.
  3. No I mean obviously you can talk about your experiences like we all do, I meant your direct experience is what truely matters when looking to know the truth not someone elses words, right?
  4. If I could just describe it very loosly , I see consciousness awareness directly looking into my eyes, then we merge and there's just pure awareness, absolute, so alive, so conscious and shining so bright. And I'm at the same time aware that I exist beyond any experiences or states, and aware that awareness is literally Reality in which all these spiritual games and funs happens in it too and I am it.
  5. Bro! We've had this discussion in the other topic, it should be clear for you that I'm truly not interested to form a belief about my true nature!! I've got my own direct experience to know the truth, same as you. If I just sit and close my eyes it's light is so bright and is more vivid than sun in a clear sky.
  6. You should care about what your direct experience tells about your true nature in the now.
  7. Psychedelic experiences are good, just an experience, definitely could be valuable. It's just that it leaves you with just an impression and vague memory of what happened, direct realization of the truth in the now is truly what matters and sticks and changes everything for good.
  8. Nice Just that If you've awakened to your true nature as consciousness, awareness in your direct experience in the now, you'd lose interest to have any business with the body that appears and disapear in you, your consciousness, you'd just be interested to remain as you are. Who am I and why should I care about the body that could expand or contract and why it's important? Food for thought
  9. I'd say just enjoy the show, since you've got no control over anything, so just bring yourself some popcorn and have fun 😉
  10. But the questions remains unanswered, are you inside the body somewhere trapped that now you wanna exit it? And can you recall the experience of entering it?
  11. I don't feel like I'm inside the body, I feel like the body moves in me, do whatever it likes 🤔 Mahasamadhi doesn't really make sense.
  12. If I could recal the experience of entering the body then sure I'll leave it one day too 🤔
  13. Great! that's it, so I know you know about the teachings and practices pretty well also, so if you just keep getting back to this, ignore the mind, put in the work to weaken your identification with it, stick to the absolute reality or awareness present in our experience, marvelous things will happen! Direct experience of the reality in the present moment, in the now, I love it and thats all I care about, cause what else I've got to care about other than my own self.
  14. @Breakingthewall Okay, lets just stop there, Because if we couldn't agree on what direct experience is in the moment, further discussions seems pointless. In your direct experience what happens moment to moment? What the experience is without any projections from the mind? I'm a limited structure, bubble of reality, absence of limitations etc. All of these is in your mind, I'm telling you to forget about all these for some momenta, silent the mind of any spiritual believes about what the direct experience is or what you are. What happens moment to moment in your direct experience?
  15. Leave the body? Leave to where? And wouldn't you ask that person that what are you inside the body you are about to leave lol? It's ridiculous.
  16. Good, next time don't do any meditation since it won't get you to the heart of the Reality I'm taking about, instead realize that you are meditation in your nature! Even if you see this once in your experience, you cannot unsee it EVER!
  17. What's absence of limitations in your direct experience? Like can you point to it somewhere in your experience and say it's you, "absence of limitations"? Where did you get this idea of reality? Actually experience or no experience, awareness is always is, free, pure, self-conscious. How can you say that it's not reality while it's in your direct experience moment to moment to verify? Can there be anything without consciousness or awareness? Obviously not, so it's real, the only thing whih is real and is always true no matter what states of ego you are currently experiencing, that's why we call it Reality with capital R. I'm talking about a realization of the truth in your direct experience so shocking in which a big massive shift happens in your experience and your understanding of what you truly are in your direct experience, forget about visions or ideas or anything mentally constructed about what it could be.
  18. Then simply tell me what you are, and how did you realize it. Forget about understanding, being it in action is necessary and will help you. You are trying to go past the truth (go deeper as you said) without even fully realizing it first, this is my impression from your posts, and I told you who you truly are are beyond the mind, psychedelic experiences is an experience and happens in the realm of the mind, good or bad doesn't matter, its just not deeper, nothing can be superior or have more depths than Awarness or reality itself.
  19. I have tried to help you understand that there's a difference between true realization in action which will create a massive space between you and the mind and all these spiritual believes about what you think you might be, Trust me once you see it, you can never unsee it again, you might be lost but the light of the Awarness will always be there to help you.
  20. Bro!!! at some point you should really throw all these spiritual mumbo jumbo out of the window, I have a feeling that you are lost in these, The truth is very simple, being lost in concepts and theories is the work of mind. Well simply because you haven't realized this in action yet. Forget about whatever you think you are, thoughts are obstacle in this work, put in some work and 'be' it by realizing it.
  21. It's actually hard to understand when you are still quite identified with your mind and heavily into spiritual concepts and theories, effort is needed here until you see yourself as effortless awareness to what is, then he will get it easily.
  22. I'm talking about a realization in which you see your true nature as meditation, not something you do or achieve, states belong to ego, reality is beyond it.
  23. After this? Theres no after this! When you drop the identifications with the mind then you just remain as you are, Did you have any experience with it? How one can possibly go through these, see the mind, their experience for what it actually is drop it and realize their true self as Awarness beyond the mind, still be interested to pursue anything further? And what that could be that would be superior or deeper than Awarness or reality itself? So I'm asking you to see that the mind can only be interested to have fun pursuing mysticism, God, spiritual practices etc, when the identification drops or atleast weakens, All these spiritual egoic desires will be lost too.