Spiral Wizard

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  1. Posted

    18 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    My position is: Your true identity is God.

    The only trick is becoming conscious of what that entails.

    In practice the way identity works is that you can identify with anything, from the most limited to completely unlimited (Infinity) and anything in between.

    Your identity is bascially a function of your state of consciousness. Depending on what state of consciousness you're in you will identify with various things. And the higher your state the more you will identify as everything until eventually you reach pure formless Infinity.

    Why do you have to make that extra step of identifying? I’m genuinely curious. 

    As I understanding the activity of identifying is what creates suffering and letting go of that is the natural state because you let nature be nature meaning you don’t entangle yourself with it and skew it in the process. Letting go of the need to be something (no matter if that’s a human, God, or formless infinity). This doesn’t meant that you aren’t it or that it doesn’t arise but simply that you let it be and go without needing to claim it as yourself because that creates clinging and aversion leading to suffering which I heard was the only thing Buddha’s teaching was or is all about. Nothing else. It doesn’t attempt to explain the universe, it simply shows the path out of suffering. Which is a nice thing and comes with some nice surprises.

  5. Posted

    On 12/11/2023 at 10:32 PM, cjoseph90 said:

    welcome! :) and yes you are right, lot of cuties in BCN, good luck!

    Thanks haha :)

    On 14/11/2023 at 3:49 AM, Yimpa said:

    I’ve heard that they are pretty LGBT friendly over there. Is that true? 

    That‘s MUCH more prominent in Berlin. I didn’t notice it here but I‘m sure they are liberal here.

    20 hours ago, TheGod said:

    You should know some Spanish to be able to talk to them.

    I was once in Italy in a huge night club. I approached like 10 women, but neither of them spoke English 

    That‘s actually not true of Barcelona. Every girl I approached here speaks English. That being said, I guess it‘s a plus if you can speak Spanish. 

  8. Posted

    On 02/11/2023 at 7:52 PM, Javfly33 said:

    How is that possible? The last 3 days I took drugs, didn't meditate, didn't exercised, 0 'consciousness baseline', yet what happens is: A yoga practice practiced over 100 times,

    1. What drugs? My meditations after psychedelic intake are much more powerful. I wouldn’t be surprised if that’s also the case with other drugs.

    2. What yoga practices do you recommend?

  10. Posted

    On 24/09/2023 at 3:32 PM, Leo Gura said:

    This has nothing to do with it.

    Do not muddle Consciousness with human crap. It's you who is clinging to your humanity and using that to corrupt pure Consciousness.

    So where is your motivation to chase higher levels of consciousness coming from if not from pain? Is it inherent in consciousness? Does everyone who is in that consciousness have the same motivation?

  11. Posted

    On 20/10/2023 at 1:04 AM, Hardkill said:

    the amount of uncertainty and danger in the world is the greatest it has ever been in decades

    Stop watching news and go outside. You will notice, the world. It’s just fine. 

    Stop consuming. Start creating. 

    Even if there‘s a Cold War, or and actual war next to your country. Unless a bomb hits your house or the economy crashes you won’t ever actually directly experience the horrible effects of any of the stuff they talk about in the news.

    Of course, it can be wise to stay informed. Either to see how you can help or to take preventive measures if the situation actually becomes critical. But unless that happens checking news regularly is unwise and an addiction. Try checking it just once a week, or once a month, or hell, maybe just once a quarter? Maybe that will get your groundedness/self love/and felt safety back. 
     

    And what if all your negative projections come TRUE?! and a world war breaks out…

    Well… 

    can you be at peace with that? In love, devotion, and surrender 🙏🏽🔥

    It’s a romance. You have to be crazy to embrace all of reality. You have to be madly in love. Almost like the Stockholm Syndrom lol

    FALL IN FUCKING LOVE WITH WHAT IS

    Feel the fear, let it be, it’s allowed, feel the pain. Let it eat you. 

    Then you may be free

     

  13. Posted

    On 21/09/2023 at 9:45 PM, Leo Gura said:

    Would you rather reach level 1, 100, or 1000 in your life?

    Only what I‘m ready for. 

    I‘m not interested in level 10000 if that is out of harmony, balance, and inclusion/embodiment of all parts of my self & Self. 

    That‘s wisdom.

    Ask yourself, why can’t you be contempt with level 1? 

    Chasing higher and higher levels of consciousness is running away from pain. It’s clinging, resistance & suffering.

    What happens when you sit alone in a pitch dark cave for two weeks? All your shit will come up. 

     

  15. Posted

    Check this out: 

    I’m watching this video and it’s quite fascinating for multiple reasons: 

    • First of all, the therapist is doing decent non violent communication. He also seems knows his stuff. 
    • I’m fortunate enough to learn and discover through direct feeling experience what it means to uncover/unravel pain and emotions. Seeing Andrew’s defense mechanisms is really amusing, interesting & insightful.
    • As a meta comment: it made me realize that I would not have been able to RECOGNIZE & FEEL many of the more subtle mechanics/dynamics going on. And still I can sense that there is so many more subtleties to uncover. In fact, I am perceiving not even 1%, really nothing of the infinite wisdom contained in any moment (including this video) and simultaneously everything. Well… that escalated quickly but it just goes to show that you can learn any and everything from anything. “A piece of shit contains more truth than the entire spiritual paradigm” -Adyashanti
    • Just kidding the real quote is “There is more truth and sacredness in a blade of grass than in all the shrines, scriptures and stories created to honor an idea of God.”
    • You can only see your reflection. So really you’ll only be able to see the mechanics/dynamics in Andrew that you’ve seen in yourself. If you can embrace them without judging Andrew you’ve integrated them. Otherwise, you might be projecting. 
    • You can see the intelligence in Andrew’s wickedness/survival (which really is just a continues running away from pain and resisting reality). He says he enjoys pain but that’s not really true, if it was, he be surrendering. You can also understand with love why exactly he ended up with this world view and mindset. It’s twisted and yet, can you see how even here truth is sprinkling in it’s grains of validity? 
    • I am curious to see how deep you could go with Andrew with potent and direct inquiries + great non violent communication before he closes. I’d try to question why performance and success is worth pursuing in the first place. But first we would need to expose pain points as motivations to change in the first place, he seems very “happy” with his current world view which ultimately keeps him looked in. With no desperation or inspiration to change there is no motivation to do so.

  16. Posted

    On 07/09/2023 at 10:46 AM, Verg0 said:

    Now it has been 1 week since that experience. The intensity of the aftereffects has not decreased at all. Maybe even increased in intensity at times (it comes in waves). 

    But I am less afraid of it. 

    There is still very intense vibrations in the body. I wake up at 3 AM completely electrified. Feels like I am charged with so much energy. Even at daytime I am shaking a lot. Feeling it all the time. 

    My guess is it´s coming from the 5-MeO-DMT, as I feel like I am on a modereate dose of 5-MeO 24/7. 

    I feel a little spaced out. Extremely aware. Similar visual distortions. 

     

    I spoke to a friend and he reminded me of the concept of "Kundalini -Energy- Awakening". It does sound very similar to what I am experiencing. But I don´t know too much about it.  Anybody here who has some advice on how to move that energy? Work throgh it? Release it? Ground myself in that experience? 

    Yes, that sounds exactly like kundalini. I already mentioned Shai in my other post. 

    Gareth from True Spiritual Awakening could portentously also help you. I’ve done 1-1 sessions with him and he’s legit: https://www.truespiritualawakening.eu/

    Jan Esmann might also be helpful but he has no experience with psychedelics.

     

  17. Posted · Edited by Spiral Wizard

    On 04/09/2023 at 5:54 PM, Verg0 said:

    How do I integrate this experience and what steps are reasonable to take? 

     

    I feel a little bit all over the place.

    Not fully at ease. 

    There are significant mood swings. 

    A subtle sense of anxiety that I haven't experienced before. 

    A slight visual distortion in my perception. 

    Noticable vibrations in my body and heart. 

     

    And as I have never had such long term,  persistent effects from psychedelics,  a little fear: 

    -Did I  somehow  damage my brain? ( I don't know much about serotonin syndrome,  or certain cardiovascular reactions,  but these topics just jump into my mind). 

    -Do I just give it some time and take it easy?  When is the right time to seek out professional help or a  doctor? 


     

    Do you have any practices that can be very useful for grounding? 

     

    Give it time. At least 2-4 weeks. Don’t freak out even if it lasts longer. I thought my life was fucked up after my first mushroom trip. 

    Feel the pain it brings up. Feel and heal. The only reason why pain (or negative emotions) arises in our reality is because we resist pain. When you open to it, fully accept and surrender to it, it’ll transform. 

    You can definitely seek professional and spiritual help. A friend of mine was almost schizophrenic after a 5-MeO trip. Shai Tubali healed him by correcting energetic imbalances with his kundalini. 

    Either way, surrender to it and you’ll expand beyond it, creating a healing space for pain to unravel (and kundalini to irrupt). 

     

  18. Posted

    1 hour ago, Leo Gura said:

    Of course. Which is why pickup is a thing.

    Getting laid frequently requires deliberate effort. Even appraoching 10 girls per night is way too low.

    What you guys aren't getting is that getting laid frequently, consistently, with new girls is not natural nor normal. It doesn't happen organically. It only happens by design.

    Mere socialization cannot get you laid every week. Humans naturally have sex with new people pretty rarely.

    That is not necessary true. I thought this was the case until I started traveling. Environment & set up is the key. 

    You can do pick up or social circle game all day every day and it‘ll be a grind if you‘re in the wrong place.

    It‘s remarkable how much social & dating abundance is possible when you find the right environment or community. 

    I was gifted with this abundance when I spent a couple months on a small island in Asia where there was a spiritual community. You don‘t even have to try when do many beautiful and open people are around. When you set your life up so that you can live where many people take vacation, you’ll not only have a community where everyone is in close proximity but also a big influx of new people that are high on life and more open than in their day to day. It’s quite incredible. 

    Alternatively, you can look out for very progressive cities with loads of spiritual people, like Austin, Berlin, Lisbon, etc. there you can look out for communities, groups, workshops, events, seminars, play parties, temple nights, etc. this is actually what eventually lead me to that island in Asia because I met someone who introduced me to a community that regularly goes to Asia. Overall, dating in cities is not as easy as in communities in amazing places because it’s not as natural or easy to be around the same people frequently in amazing locations that bond you together but still much better than some random town, village or ‘unconscious’ city.  

    Pro tip/insight: even though you might get everything you ever wanted if you’re lucky enough, you might notice that it won’t make you as happy as you might have thought it would. It’ll definitely be fun and maybe even healing but for me it also brought up all the trauma and suppressed emotions I was carrying around for years. Now I’ve been working with that and it’s very much shifting my approach to dating and socializing because I realize how almost everything beforehand was motivated by pain.

    The untethered soul, by Michael Singer is a good book to start on that journey. 

    Anyway, wish you all all the abundance and more! 

    Namaste ?? 

  19. Posted · Edited by Spiral Wizard

    3 hours ago, Butters said:

    You gotta admit that second one is funny af. 

    I was lmao at the first one. When I read the second one, I was wondering what point Leo is trying to make. Then I considered commenting but I just paused, and then unsubscribed. 

    Now a few friends reminded me of this and I wanted to leave this thread behind as a reminder of sanity. 

    God bless. 

    @Leo Gura remember, you can only see what you are because you are (quite literally projecting/creating) reality. Stupid fucking rats or innocent children of God? Egos or illuminated beings? Who do you choose to become? Tell your story. 

    Rats, Gods, and Aliens. Could be the next series on Netflix.

    There’s no absolute right way to live your life, so I won’t tell you. I’ll just do what I choose to do. As freely, authentically and consciously as I can. Which in this case, is to point something out, that might plant a seed of consideration, which might blossom into a new way of choosing. 

    Eventually, we’ll let all of this behind. For the time being, let’s play! ❤️

  20. Posted · Edited by Spiral Wizard

    22 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    Round up every Buddhist, throw them into a cesspool full of crocodiles, and close the whole thing with an airtight lid.

    :D

    @Leo Gura I acknowledge that you've ventured into deph probably no one can comprehend but and consider this:

    This is what happens when you reach radical levels of consciousness with unhealed, unfelt, and unseen emotional trauma. Most people, including yourself are not really ready for such radical levels of consicousness. It literlly requires unfathonable levels of integrity, mental, emotional, and physical health, humbelness, stability, groundedness, compassion, and clarity to handle this responsabiliy. You've paved the way to disbalanced trascendence and your young (even more immature students) are following you. There are countless threads of misguided individuals. Feel free to jump but don't take them with you.

    The best book I've ever read on emotional healing is Feel and Heal yourself from Detlef Rehbein. It's very different from shadow work. It's a total game changer for me because it's an entire new dimention of development I'm discovering right now. Unfortunatly, the book is only available in German but I might translate it one day. Anyway he still offers 1-1 sessions in (bad) English. Happy to share more info if anyone resonated. Anyway, this is not a pitch.

    Look, I've suffered from serious 'incurable' health issues as well and healed. Almost fully. So let me ask you this: do you think it's a coincidence that you are suffering from 'incurable' health issues? NOTHING IS A COINCIDENCE. I'm not claiming to know what those causes might be but it's not a suprise to me that you are stuck. 

    Can you hear your inner child crying? Can you feel your body dying?

    I truly emphasize with your desperate situation but REFLECT on what you're creating here? Ask yourself: Is my behaviour, conduct, and expression the full glory of your potential? Do you embody and demostrate the highest? From the absolute perspective, sure. Surely not from the relative. You're a talking head, a preacher, not an embodied tacher. 

    I mean, look at the two blog posts I've attached... what point are you trying to make here? Seriously. It's pathetic. I could write up an entire page breaking down in detail what a hypocrite you are but I honestly don't have the patience for this yet.

    WAKE UP. CLEAN UP. GROW UP. SHOW UP. and don't forget to authenticly live your joy.

    Don't give up on yourself. Don't give up on the world. And don't give up on humanity. 

    Fix your shit motherfucker!

     

    With utmost love from the bottom of my heart. God bless you.

    SW

     

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  24. Posted · Edited by Spiral Wizard

    @Leo Gura I‘m curious! What changed in or has been added to your understanding since this blog post about your Rock Bottom trip?: 

    https://www.actualized.org/insights/hitting-rock-bottom

    How do you view those insights from your current understanding?

    I honestly really resonate with what you say here. It sounds more true than some of your more recent insights about solipsism & God realization, etc. however I’m wondering if they conflict or integrate and build on top of each other. 
    First off, was that your actual authentic experience or have you (at least partially) used/regurgitated words from the teachings you’ve consumed? Some of it sounds very cliche or like what a subconscious mind would spit out that has consumed a lot of spiritual content. 

    Anyway, I was surprised to discover this blog post because the impression I got from your more recent videos/posts on God & Awakening almost seem to disagree with what is said there.
    Is that the case (would you say those insights are false) or are there just a bigger truth that you have realized now which include the ‘lesser’ truth that is described in the blog post above? 

    The reason why your more recent videos/post seem to disagree is because what you say in the blog post is basically what people like Frank Yang say and I remember your disagreement with his insights. 

     

  25. Posted · Edited by Spiral Wizard

    “God is a hairy humanoid soaking in a bathtub, floating alone in a bubble of absolute and eternal solipsism, imagining a world around itself in all directions.”

    https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-030
     

    @Leo Gura how accurate is this to your imagination? 
     

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