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  1. Yeah, that's possible. I can be sleeping in my bed having a horrible nightmare while from the outside the body can look like it's sleeping peacefully. The body is literally just a freaking shell. The REALNESS is all in first person perspective
  2. One of my blockages to switching to a vegan diet is that (along with some other blockages concerning health). But is that true? Is it more expensive?
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  4. I need a new phone. Should I stick with apple or should I switch to another brand to save my soul?
  5. Lol that’s very common
  6. I actually think I kinda got some PTSD from a trippy trip. I keep getting some flashbacks to it🥺 I get paranoid during the trips. Is there a way to stop experiencing that? It was a low dose.
  7. Like thinking that I’m going to hell or wake up in a psych ward or that everyone is going to know about the things I like to keep secret about myself or thoughts of death or thinking that others are lying to me or out to get me
  8. God, I hate the world you’ve created. A world of lack, a world where people must screw over each other to GET THINGS, a world of scarcity and limited resources. You are a sick god. Amen
  9. @WeCome1 nice I luv these cool words. but I don’t find references to that one. Sure that’s the one?
  10. 1. Like the Newscaster suddenly looks straight at the camera and addresses you directly by your name. “Hello, Gabriel. So I see you’re watching the news now, huh?” ?? 2. Like All of your dirtiest sexual fantasies are being broadcasted on all of New York City’s billboards ? 3. Like someone is holding you tight and looking u in the eyes and won’t let go while u keep trying to get away or look the other way ? 4. Like dying a death that never comes 5. Like the internet stops working. 6. like all the words on a recipe book that teaches you how to make lasagna rearrange to form direct messages to you about things more important than lasagna 7. Like you’re at the club and the music is very loud but suddenly everything goes absolutely quiet. People are dancing with no music 8. like your mother’s face suddenly turns into the actual devil ? for like a split second and ur like wtf was that?? Mom? U alright? 9. Like seeing very clearly how so absolutely batshit crazy every culture is 10. Like realizing that all of your embarrassing Facebook posts from when you were 11 years old haven’t actually been permanently deleted. They’re alive and well ? 11. Like realizing your room is your mind 12. like you’re in skin to skin contact with every person in the world it’s rather uncomfortable. Unbearable levels of self consciousness Maybe this is just a trip gone bad??
  11. To use your line of thinking, who is the “you” that is abandoning the body? Hehe Who is the you that is using the body? these neoadvaita stuff is starting to sound like materialism with makeup ? My body isn’t an avatar. My body is God. I’m starting to think my body itself is a state of consciousness that won’t die. My body itself has an eternal personal journey through life. I’m not sure, but I’m getting very suspicious of this and it’s kinda cool but also kinda scary at the same time The truth of me at the moment is I mostly just wanted to die and just be over but hey I don’t think that’s happening unfortunately
  12. Any insights into why they occur? what purpose they serve ?
  13. I don’t think so hahh Im starting to get highly suspicious of this! I don’t think this body dies either. I told one of the moderators about this. Also, yes there IS someone inside this avatar. I am here! You are in there! I am here and I’m angry and in pain ? and hungry . gonna go have dinner and then sleep
  14. I am tired right now yes I ll sleep now
  15. Sorry I mean forget “other” people in the sense that they’re separate from you. Remove the “other” from “other people”.
  16. That’s the thing. I don’t think a hollow copy gets left behind. That’s a deep issue with materialism. For example materialism says that during nightly dreams, your body keeps on sleeping on the bed while you’re dreaming inside your skull. I think that’s wrong. When you’re dreaming you bring all of life with you. There’s no copy left behind
  17. Yes I think. I could possibly focus on other body experiences but this specific one has its eternal journey as well
  18. I mean this actual body. I don’t think it goes to waste. This one, this one I’m using to text you. I think God keeps it forever. Again, just an intuition, could be wrong