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  4. Posted · Edited by Pudgey

    @shree Not a noob question at all. Psychedelics can affect everyone differently: some people need higher doses, some need lower doses. You usually know that you are genetically gifted with a certain psychedelic when you can take a low dose and feel the effects (almost immediately). You don't need a heroic dose (a relatively large amount) and can have a trip on a light dose (a relatively small amount), even feeling the effects of a microdose. 

    Another way to tell if a psychedelic is suitable for you is: are you having consistent God awakening(s) and life-changing insights? How's the quality of tripping? (Are they helpful? Are you gaining anything useful? etc..) and the Radicalness of your trip: are your trips leading to radical/mind-altering shifts of consciousness? Are they life-altering? These are some very important questions to ask when using psychedelics for spirituality. Usually, you know when a psychedelic isn't for you when it's making you feel weird or strange and not producing positive results for your spiritual awakening. And that's where people who deny psychedelic gets it wrong: 

    The biggest issue with some previous (or current) psychedelic users (particularly those that deny the power of the substance for spirituality) is they project their experience with X substance to everyone else. So, they end up making absolute claims; such as psychedelics cannot lead to awakening or permanency. Non-psychedelic user claims are also worse: psychedelic users are not genetically gifted (which is the most devil claim of them all). Contrary to beliefs, genetics play a critical role in psychedelics and the user's overall experience. The best indicator of a genetically gifted psychedelic user is being able to have a radical, revolutionary, and life-altering (yet, exhaustive, draining, and deprived after the experience, potentially other negative effects during/after the trip) and still live to tell the story. 

    That's a genetic gift and those people are rare. 

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    @puporing You are making false assumptions.

    Also, my message was a general statement, not geared towards anyone in particular. Jesus wasn't very insecure in the bible, to say the least. But since you may: No one here is special because they've reached Christ's Consciousness; it's simply a segment of infinity. There are other states of consciousness, unexplored (or to be explored) that you or even Leo have not accessed. It's called: Infinity for a reason. 

    Lastly, the biggest misconceptions here are: 

    • Psychedelics cannot reach sober awakening(s) - False. 
    • Psychedelics cannot help you reach permanent states of consciousness - False.
    • Psychedelics cannot lead to permanency with spirituality - False. 

    Not only are these false but the reasons you may have not reached permanent states of consciousness with the usage of  psychedelics are below: 

    • Lack of genetic potential with psychedelics (overall) 
    • Lack of genetic potential with current psychedelic(s)
    • Lack of understanding of psychedelics and how to properly use them. 
    • Lack of  consistent psychedelic usage (not pushing boundaries) 
    • Fear-based psychedelics usage to avoid a trip (most fall here) 
    • Lack of access to a wide variety of psychedelics to find what genetically suits them. 
    • Wanting to be a spiritual teacher and demonize the use of psychedelics

    I have reasons to believe you fall into one or more of these several categories.

    Because you have not reached permanency with psychedelics, that does not mean no one has not reached permanency with psychedelics. And because you've also used psychedelics does not give you authority to make such absolute and exaggerated claims. I've reached permanent states of consciousness with psychedelics and witnessed Christ Consciousness and beyond IT. But, this is not a dick-weighing contest. 

    Lastly, 

    Delusions are a sign of reprogression not progression. 

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    On 1/20/2024 at 11:10 AM, Leo Gura said:

    Taking psychedelics chronically will slowly derail your regular life. Yes, it causes demotivation because mundane life is irrelevant in the face of metaphysical consciousness.

    If you want your motivation back stop taking psychedelics for a year and just work on your life. Motivation requires building up momentum by working every day for months and years.

    This is probably the best advice for gaining back motivation. I recently stopped taking Ayahuasca + TCH as it was causing me to melt into pure consciousness and lose sight of reality. I would wake up in purity and see reality for what it is: until now, I realized how dangerous this was to human life and mere motivation. Psychedelics do not just give you trips, but change you deeply and metaphysically. This change can happen bit by bit without you even realizing it and you may even lose focus on recent or past projects, friendships, family, and relationships. 

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    @pablo_aka_god To overcome the fear: get the Ayahuasca first (initial fear, you don't need to take it), but simply having it near you within the household will give you confidence. Once that step is complete, find a trip sitter (or do it yourself). You can microdose it first and see how you feel (take little steps) and eventually, you will take more (over time) and come to realize it's not so difficult. You'll love your first trip, I promise. 

  8. Posted · Edited by Pudgey

    Psychedelics, in particular, (depending on your genetics) can have a gigantic shift on your consciousness where you fall into a deep, delusional trap of believing you are something you may not be (such as an occultist Jesus) and this trap can lead to harmful behaviors and strange misconduct. However, psychedelics can also lead to an entire awakening where you can become Jesus (or whatever spiritual being) that you have in mind. It's a strange contradiction: to have a beautiful awakening as an entity and to fall back into a human. Either you become deluded, cause harm, or look insane. The truth is: that consciousness can become anything, at any time, at will: a healthy mind does not fall into a deep trap. Christ Consciousness, for example, can be a beautiful experience (particularly on psychedelics), you can shift your mind to become an angel, Jesus, or as you please. But, once this starts to trickle down into trying to convince others of your belief with a sharp ego and absolute agenda, that's where the trap begins. 

     

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    @OBEler NN-DMT, at a low dose, can ease anxiety, and mind fog, increase clarity, and improve social awareness. But, it can also have an adverse effect, if you have trauma - which makes it a bit silly for partying. You could also have insights that may you hate partying. NN-DMT can cause a complete personality shift and change of mindset. I don't necessarily recommend partying, although, I went to nightclubs with a small gulp of Ayahuasca (confidence went through the roof), I also witnessed a long-term personality change and even delusions. 

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    I think you should find a way to take something more appropriate, like a common psychedelic that has a history of positive trips. Based on the thing(s) that I hear about Salvia, I don't recommend it and don't think you need it. Unless you are Leo and want to experiment with how different substances affect your consciousness, I suppose you can. But, if your goal is merely God's consciousness and spirituality, find a common one that suits you genetically. 

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    @Javfly33 Consciousness being powerful, yoga and meditation being imaginary isn't the issue here. 

    Consciousness is infinitely intelligent to differ from the two spiritual practices; 

    Yoga will never be superior to psychedelics, especially the one classified as 5-MEO-DMT. Yoga limitations are the aging human body and mind, as well as genetics, survival, interest, etc... This is why you still have students glorifying Yogi's and Guru's pictures at night - Yoga failed to awaken them or even give them the slightest spiritual experience. 

    It's all covered in bullshit, 'hidden secrets' and stupid rambling. 

    Psychedelics leaps and bounds above yoga and all forms of meditative practices. 

    And of course, no one can live on a baseline of 5-MEO-DMT, but also, no one wants to live in a baseline of not having clothes and being butt naked. Just look at how we humans glorify other humans' spiritual awakenings, when you are capable of that, and much more. 

    I rather date hot girls, put on deodorant, wear clothes, and take DMT for spiritual awakening vs. the typical butt-naked yogi and its student. 

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    @OBEler At some point, if you take enough psychedelics, you will get a glimpse of transhuman consciousness. By definition, transhuman consciousness is abilities and powers outside of normal human levels of consciousness. And surely, I've glimpsed this on Ayahuasca. Just take note that there is a difference between Transhuman Consciousness and Alien Consciousness. Transhuman is still 'human' and alien is radically not. 

    Transhuman consciousness can be considered anything supernatural/paranormal but at a much higher scale (essentially, states that are higher than human, but still feel 'human' - which can be paradoxical in a way). For example, summoning and conversing with entities, combined with other glamorous supernatural powers can be considered transhuman consciousness, whilst on psychedelics. But, there are much higher states than that, surely. 

    Alien Consciousness would be, by nature, at a much more radical degree than none came across. It's a completely non-human version of consciousness, above even that of transhuman. So, we shall see what's in store for us soon from Leo's course as we are still in blind. 

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    @Francis777 No point in arguing with a hard head. Literally, everything he does is to be a wanna-be Leo without the psychedelic part. So, he spends his time demonizing psychedelic substances because of his lack of confidence and balls. Imagine if you had an idol who copies you and spends his time saying you are not spiritually gifted while repeating everything you've said for years. It's insane. 

    Some people here after 5k posts become very strange and develop some acute spiritual-teacher ego or weird personality. 

    Not everyone, of course. 

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    @Francis777 At high doses of Ayahuasca, anything that I imagine is utterly TRUE because I'm God. That includes the entire functions of the universe as I so wish. As far as this experience, I don't know how to describe it outside that it was an entity (but not in a physical or human sense), MARVELING ITSELF, and ITS INFINITE BEAUTY FOREVER.  This experience came unexpectedly. 

    I highly recommend DMT or 5-meo-DMT and ignore everyone, including myself. 

  24. Posted · Edited by Pudgey

    @Francis777 Now, what I did was VERY dangerous: I bought two 30mg bottles of ayahuasca and took some every single day. The reason this was dangerous: You go too deep and it could have led to suicide and other physical consequences. This almost happened. Doing a psych everyday is not advised. 

    To answer your question directly: There are entirely new ways to experience the infinity of consciousness, on your own, without awaiting the experience of another. This includes Leo and any other psychedelic user. First and foremost, you have to realize that your MIND is UNIQUE and INFINITE, including your GENETICS and ANCESTRY. This, by itself, can lead to dramatically different and profound experiences that only you can experience. 

    With that being said, here is just ONE experience that I've had: It's not the craziest. But, so far, the most profound. 

    Infinite Marvel: With just a slurp of ayahuasca left, I decided to take the last bit from my small vile and went to sleep. Ayahuasca, for whatever reason, exhausts me. So, I trip during my sleep. While taking a nap, I slightly opened my eyes. When I do this, I know I'm prone to see some very strange occurrences. Before, it was spirit orbs and/or ghosts. But, this one was VERY strange. I lift my eyelids for a few seconds and to my amazement, I see consciousness do something I've never seen before. It was the most profound thing I've witnessed in my entire life and unfortunately, I was only given just a few seconds as a reward. 

    It was consciousness as what I describe as INFINITE MARVEL. 

    It was one of the most beautiful forms of consciousness you can ever witness that words cannot describe. But I'll try: 

    Imagine a beautiful crystal that takes up your visual field. Within its core, is an alien-like black color that I'm having trouble describing. It's the most BEAUTIFUL color that is shaping my entire visual field. In its outer layers, is an infinite spectrum of INFINITE BEAUTY: It was MARVELING ITSELF. Consciousness was basking in infinite love and infinite beauty, in a completely UNIQUE WAY, while intelligently FULLY CONCIOUS AND AWARE OF ITSELF. It was in an INFINITE BEAUTIFUL HEAVEN!

    Then it ended...

    And after some contemplation..... 

    I realized my entire body was INFINITE MARVEL...

    But, I'm not fully awake to it yet.

    ....

    Now go take some DMT! 

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    @Clarence INFINITY is INFINITY for a REASON. 

    You don't need ANYONE ELSE awakenings to have your own UNIQUE and PURELY profound experience. I have had awakenings that have not been discussed on the forum and YOU CAN TOO! You don't need alien consciousness right now. 

    What you are truly after is infinity, not Leo.