Eren Eeager

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  1. So I have been suffering nonstop for at least 3 or 4 years now and in these last few days I have been able to put my finger on the cause. It is just these two ideas that my subconscious mind is very attached to. It is the idea that I am weak, and  that I lack social skills. Just these two thoughts turnes my life into hell. They have been going on and on in my subconscious my mind unchecked and caused me to become what they say. I became weak, creepy and lost all my social life. I am just amazed by how much suffering limiting beliefs can cause. And I  considermy self a conscious guy but I was blindsided by these thoughts.

    But today is a new beginning to me. I decided to let go of these thoughts completely and start working on rehabilitating myself. I have a lot to do actually. I became all the things that I have been working to not be. I am living a crappy life with just constant suffering. I need to work on the basics, clear my head, work on my personality and begin working on my life purpose.

    I know it is not going to be easy and these thoughts will try to reestablish themselves in my mind but there is no other way. I was actually on the verge of suicide for months now because of all the suffering I experienced. But I couldn't let all this potential that I see in me just go to waste.

    So yeah, running away will stop today.


  2. @EntheogenTruthSeeker  A better and more effective way to preach to people is by working on your life purpose. Become a celebrity like Leo who actually can preach to thousands and thousands of people and help them in  thier lives instead of wasting your energy and potential on random dudes in bars. But This will take from you at least 10 years of hard work and research and study before you can achieve that. So yeah choose this or that.

  3. Maybe Aliens have the technology to destroy all life on earth and then reproduce more conscious humans instead of what we got. Would this be a valid line of action towards spreding consciousness ?

    The fact that we are still alive means that they rejected this idea, but why?  I think I am missing something important here.

  4. I have a deep appreciation for how painful life could be, which causing me to resist God. I feel sometimes traumatized actually from all of this thinking about the suffering of beings. I need to accept That infinity include and uses suffering as part of the design but I keep resisting and keep using suffering as a justification for this resistance. what do you think guys? did you go through any of this?

  5. @Leo Gura

    2 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    How about this: every hot woman in the country gets put into a jury duty lottery system. When her number comes up, she gets a letter in the mail with a pic of the incel she must open her legs for. Included is the incel's victim story of why life sucks and why talking to girls doesn't work. Incels can go to the SS office to redeem their hottie vouchers. Every incel gets 2 free lays per year with a random hottie.


    Maybe this is why prostitution is legal in some countries like netherlands. Jobs for some women and sexual satisfaction for incels.

  6. Judgment is a tool that the Ego uses to support its prespective. Others are idiots and that's why they do what they do. I am different. I am right. We know that already. But how much judgment is okey?

    Zero judgment. If you are smart, that's good but you could easily have been that idiot drug addict. It is all about karma. Karma dictates everything. So yeah,don't judge anyone. Just embrace that they are at different levels of development than you. Being a piece of shit is a developmental level. And it is all relative. You are an idiot compared to a spiritual master ??. So just embrace everyone and don't let the ego judge.


  7. It's called frostpunk. what a masterpiece. You play as the captain of a city in a world which was hit by frost. you will have a hard time trying to save people and build the city. People will become discontent and will start to lose hope and here where "evil" decisions are to be made. You will have to use religion or power to control and lead people, blue vibes. And also you can appreciate how leadership is hard and tricky especially in tough situations like these, yellow vibes. 

    PS: play at the extreme difficulty and also the DLCs are great.


  8. @SoonHei He had a misunderstanding that he is going to complete the journey of life by physically taking his life. And this is something Leo never supported. I also contemplated this thing many times, but always reached the conclusion that it is wrong to do that. Don't worry Sunny was never lost. He will just reappear in a different form and as a different Human. At least he did it peacefully. I wish you all find peace and acceptance,

    sorry for your loss. 

  9. @assx95 Don't be depressed. God is infinite Love. Why would you be depressed when you know that life is infinitelty Good? The boredom term is used to describe God before it started life. God cannot be God if it did not start life because it wouldn't be itself which is everything. So it instantly starts everything. The journey is to get back to the source. God constructs life in this manner because it is what is Good. God after you complete the journey is now complete and self realized and will never be bored. Bored is before not after. After completing the journey, God is infinitely satisfied.

    @Leo Gura
    Will God restart life after complete self realization? Or will it just be forever?

  10. Leo was cutting down a tree on a beach and we were all celebrating him doing that. Cutting the tree was a symbol of attaining mahasmadhi. Someone asked if he would do it again.  I was a uncertain about the answer and then Leo answered "If you do it once, why wouldn't you do it again".

    We were very happy and Leo was charming. Insane charisma, peace and Love were pouring out of his face. And there was a girl who was just fascinated by Leo. Leo laughed and whispered to me "I stole her heart". Then I waked up.