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  3. Posted · Edited by SQAAD

    @Schizophonia

    On 6/11/2023 at 1:53 PM, Schizophonia said:

    LSD makes me feel like I've pissed myself, gives me very unpleasant tooth sensitivity, and various problems related to vasoconstriction (feeling like I've snorted a rail of steel powder, 12-year-old's banana ...)

    I don't experience this.

    All of my LSD trips thus far (besides one) have been very positive & i was feeling great.

    What do you mean when you say "feeling like I've snorted a rail of steel powder"? Also i've masturbated a ton on LSD and never i did have an issue...

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    @Francis777

    On 3/11/2023 at 7:50 PM, Francis777 said:

    Well then, I think that narrows it down, If your fine when well rested then its just the lack of energy from not sleeping. 

    Think about if you haven't slept all night then try to go about your day, it can be hard to even stand up for long periods of time as your body is so heavy and achy, your body doesn't utilise oxygen as efficiently and everything, Sleep is such a pinnacle factor in just normal day top day functioning, if you try to trip when your in that state, when all your body wants to do is crash out and go offline, there's going to be a massive internal conflict.

    Also, typical stimulants like coffee, weed and modafinil work on the dopamine receptors, which is the survival circuit so it makes sense that they give you a genuine boost in energy.

    Psychedelics primarily work on the serotonin receptors so they are not going to flood your system with transmitters that are action oriented and therefore wont give you a "rush" like stimulants do. But your going to to be 10x more awake than if you just had a coffee. Can you see the problem?

    And yes I just meant psychologically draining, but that of course can also translate into physical fatigue as your brain is more likely to release cortisol which is the stress hormone when your mentally drained, which is taxing on the body. I believe they're called disruptors, they inhibit proper function.

    haha all this to say, get your Zzz's in if you wanna trip.

    Thank you for the great advice brother. Much appreciated.

    You said that psychedelics work on the serotonin receptors and they make you 10x more awake than coffee.. This seems super counter-intuitive..

    Can you explain why this is the case? 

  7. Posted · Edited by SQAAD

    @Yimpa 

    On 30/10/2023 at 1:26 PM, Yimpa said:

    God is in control. You assuming you know better than God is a mistake.

    Lose your human identity, and see how that can absolutely be the case. 

    Your selfish perspective prevents you from being that. 

    I don't understand what you mean. Can you please provide additional information?

    I strongly believe that God cares for all its being and my Awakenings have showed me the profound Intelligence and Hormony behind everything. This does not mean though that everything will always go my way. 

    But why God/Infinite Intelligence wouldn't care for all of its being to live a happy life? Can you explain?

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    @Francis777

    On 1/11/2023 at 4:54 PM, Francis777 said:

    Think you’ve kind of answered your own question, lsd lasts a long time and can be draining, if you do it when your already tired then your going to have an even more uncomfortable body load.

    also coffee is a complete stimulant, psychedelics have stimulating effects but are not a true stimulant.

    psychedelics can relax your body in ways that hard to achieve when sober, but they also keep you wide awake. If you fight the relaxation of your body with your mind then it can cause extreme tension, you just have to let the body do what it wants to do, don’t try to fight it.

    you’ll find that if you let the body work through the energy and let it flow wherever it wants to go then the body load will often dissipate into extreme bliss.

    Great advice. Thank you!

    What do you mean when you say that LSD can be draining? You mean psychologically?

    I have used substances such as coffee, modafinil & weed while sleep-deprived and never once did i have an issue....

    But with psychedelics.. it's different. Two times i have tripped while  sleep-deprived and i felt terrible for a few moments. I don't understand why it's different with psychedelics and i have never heard anyone else talking about this before.

    This experience has kinda scared me & i won't repeat the same mistake again.

    All the other times i've taken psychedelics (while well-rested), i never experienced anything bad physically..

    Only thing i've noticed, is that i sleep a lot after a deep trip with LSD. Maybe it's because the trip exhausts your energy.

     

  9. Posted · Edited by SQAAD

    Hello everyone. I've recently found a very good source of LSD and had some profound awakenings that i did not even think were possible.

    I am really excited about this tool and i want to use it carefully. I've tripped three times thus far. All of my trips except one were not problematic at all , which means that i did not feel physically bad in any way.

    But my last trip kinda put a strain on my body. Let me explain.. First of all.. i was not well rested at all. And when i tripped, there was a moment where i felt really really terrible in my body.. Thankfully this sensation did not last much beside a few minutes.

    It was like there were two opposite forces.. one was trying to put me to sleep and the other one was trying to keep me awake. I believe is because if i wasn't tripping at that time ,i would be falling asleep.

    I did not expect this to be a problem though... Because with coffee for example, you can be sleep deprived, and not have a problem if you drink it..

    I don't understand why its different with psychedelics..

    Also i noticed that this time i went too deep in the trip, and the Love became so much that i began noticing a mild strain in my heart. This made me stop going any further.

    I believe that if you take LSD while well-rested then there are no problems. 

  10. Posted

    @Francis777

    16 hours ago, Francis777 said:

    LSD can be very taxing on the body, I'm usually very achy after tripping and completely exhausted coming down. Might just be the nature of the chemical. 

    I've also experienced jaw strain on LSD.

    I don't feel that LSD is that much taxing on your body.. I always feel great after taking it. No hangover, no nothing.

    Only thing i've observed is that i might sleep a lot the next 1-2 days.

  11. Posted · Edited by SQAAD

    @Francis777

    16 hours ago, Francis777 said:

    I think the biggest concern with LSD is making sure your not buying Nbome, I've read that if your tabs taste like metal then it could be those.

    How can you recognize if your tab is Nbome? Can you please provide additional information that i should be aware of? Thanks.

    Thankfully the tabs i took, did not taste anything chemical. They did not taste anything to be more precise.

  12. Posted · Edited by SQAAD

    @Leo Gura

    22 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    No, but I have gotten teeth sensitivity and pain on LSD.

    What is weird.. is that i did not feel anything weird in my jaw in my 1st trip.. But in the 2nd trip (which was 4-5 days later) i did feel my jaw kinda locked up.

    And i am pretty sure it was the same substance because i bought both tabs from the same dealer and they were identical looking.

    Where did you feel pain? In your teeth?

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    @Leo Gura

    On 27/10/2023 at 5:19 AM, Leo Gura said:

    That's not what Consciousness is about. You want a nice life, but Consciousness doesn't care about that. Consciousness will strip you of all your human fantasies, stories, desires, and ideas. The deeper you go, the less human you will become.

    But Leo... you've said that Truth is Health.

    What you are saying here seems very negative, bleak and depressive. Can you please explain why Consciousness doesn't care about me having a nice life?

    After all, why would God not want that for all its beings??

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    @Soul Flight

    On 28/10/2023 at 11:44 AM, Soul Flight said:

    I never experienced any jaw issues on LSD. All drugs give me a little weirdness in my jaw or throat or teeth. Just a sensation. MDMA obviously causes clenching.

    I will add my own question. Can LSD cause restlessness, pacing, anxiety, high energy, etc?

    Most LSD gives me a little restlessness. But the most recent gel tabs I got give me way too much energy and alertness. Any advice or comments? Maybe it is an analogue?

    Thanks

    Did you experience anything weird in your jaw while tripping on LSD?

    I have not experienced restlessness or anxiety while tripping on LSD. Just a very good mood that was caused by a very profound realization. The high was very sober-like and enjoyable.

  15. Posted · Edited by SQAAD

    Hello everyone.

    I have very little experience with LSD, only having taken it 3 times thus far.

    The last couple of weeks, i bought twice what was sold to me as LSD from a the same dealer. Both tabs i purchased looked identical.

    1st trip went very smoothly and i had no issues whatsoever. I did not experience anything negative physically. And i felt great the next day. Note that i do not remember experiencing my jaw locking up in this 1st trip.

    The 2nd trip was just a few days later. And the  ''negative'' i experienced was my jaw locking up. I don't think my jaw was clenching as it happens with cocaine .. but i just was feeling my jaw like i had been doing a serious workout with it and was feeling sore afterwards.

    It wasn't too serious or too intense and if you looked at me, you probably couldn't tell. But i just don't understand why this was happening. And i am curious to find out.

    And the other negative i experienced was a mild toxic sensation in the right side of my body (i guess it was my liver) that only lasted for couple of seconds. But keep in mind, that i had taken medications the previous couple of weeks. So i am not sure what is going on. The first time i tripped i did not experience anything negative physically. Other than that the 2nd trip went smoothly as well. And i felt good the next days too.

    I know that testing your substances is the best way to go. But sometimes in life you're stuck in difficult hellish situations where you have not many options available. Karma is real and i am going through it right now. Any advice or insights are highly appreciated.

     

     

  16. Posted · Edited by SQAAD

    @Leo Gura

    On 23/10/2023 at 1:39 PM, Leo Gura said:

    Be careful.

    Going that deep may start to destroy your human life. And not in a healthy way.

    This kinda reminds me of Ramana Maharshi. He was so awake that he damaged his leg from sitting too much in mystical states.  But eventually he learned his lesson.

    Can you please explain why is this the case?? It seems counter-intuitive.. My intention is to trip so i can improve the quality of my life.

  18. Posted

    @Leo Gura

    On 21/10/2023 at 0:40 PM, Leo Gura said:

    Everyone is different.

    I have no idea what will get anyone to alien consciousness but me.

    I have achieved insane consciousness on weed. But that's me. You ain't me.

    Leo, i believe that if you had previously done psychedelics and accessed mystical states, then.. if you take weed it can take you to a similar place.

    But if you have never accessed these mystical states, then i guess the weed will just give your a regular buzz and nothing more.

  20. Posted

    @OBEler

    36 minutes ago, OBEler said:

    @SQAAD deep trip Congratulations!

    How Do you feel now after your first God realization? How are you relating to people now when you interact with them? 

    Thank you sir.

    I am feeling very grateful & blessed for such a profound experience. And at the same time i am amazed at the infinite potential and incredible power of accessing different states of Consciousness. It's incredible.. It seems impossible (from my current state of Consciousnesss), yet it's true.

    I am reacting with more Love. That is what i realised that i need to do more. Because God is Love.

  22. Posted · Edited by SQAAD

    @Juan

    On 14/10/2023 at 5:54 AM, Juan said:

      I would love to do the experiment of study religious and visit them just for the sake of study. I’ve met once someone at a buddhist temple and she was doing that and I liked the idea. Responding to this thread, STAY OPEN MINDED! Don’t limit yourself. ;)

    Thank you sir. This is exactly what i needed to hear :-)

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    @Aquarius

    On 14/10/2023 at 3:24 AM, Aquarius said:

    You will be brainwashed by them into total believing of that stuff, which is ideology. And all ideology is bad on a fundamental level.

    You will be one of those obsessed god fearing individuals who know every verse from their bible, trying to convert everyone you know, knowing no freedom for the cost of being part of a religious community.

    I think I might be somewhat resistant to this form of mental influence because I've immersed myself in Leo's content and other spiritual teachings for hundreds of hours. I've engaged in numerous psychedelic experiences, practiced meditation for several years, and have developed an intermediate-level grasp of non-duality. My journey into non-duality has spanned six years now.