allislove

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  3. Posted

    5 hours ago, Tetrapeter said:

    :D Just had the urge to make this clear ;)

    Had the feeling this could be interpreted as a troll post

     

    I investigate it a lot. Especially lately a lot during work (I work as caretaker) where you are surrounded a lot with others :D In the brake, when I am with my co-workers, I just listen and observe what is happening, calm really down. When I am as conscious as I can be, evertime this thought comes up :" How the fucking hell could this be possible?" Not as a denying thought.. But as a real deep wondering how the fuck could this function. I mean if all I experience is really completely made up, and there is no other in the other bodies, then how the hell does this illusion work? It seems too awesome to be true. To complex and outlandish..

    But I can still be open to this possibilty but it doesnt make "click". I dont feel It, you know? For me all "hints" lead to the conclusion, that its more likely that there are others, than that i am completely alone.

     

    Side info: I meditate and contemplate for roundaout 4 Years know. Mostly I do Zazen and making Sesshin Retreats, but I am not limited to this tradition. I mean I dont worship this Tradition nor I believe everything my teachers say. And they know that :D They know I am mostly just for the Zazen/Sitting/Contemplating in a safe enviroment there and I dont take all that chanting and koan work very seriously, but I am respectfull and I am doing it.. Because it dont harm me and I dont want to be a dick (and it makes a little bit of fun :D).

    I think its not about the Form of the Rituals. Its just about beeing conscious under difficult and stressfull circumstances. You can replace every ritual with some other boring, painstaking shit and trying to contemplate and beeing conscious. Like shitting in your hands and holding it up in the air, while chanting a holy hidden sutra about what buddha sad while taking a shit.

    It's like saying the cup is not half empty but half full: you are not alone, you are everything.

    There is no other in other bodies... there is no you in your body... because you are "spread" across everything and everyone.

    Feels like you are on the right track ?

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    @Leo Gura thank you for the pointers through the youtube videos at the beginning of the self realization journey but you are got caught in the psychedelics & spiritual ego trap... with the levels of consciousness, highest teachings and other bullshit. @Nahm could help you to let those believes go through one-to-one sessions but you won't listen since there is a strong believe in "I'm a teacher having the highest teachings". Sure, I admire how much you did for the society with your free youtube content... I wish you will see what Nahm was pointing out all the time with believing in content of thinking. Please, demode me as well. Let clarity shine in you my friend ?

  12. Posted

    8 minutes ago, SQAAD said:

    @allislove

    This is different. If I am aware of Leo and mine experience right now, then this makes sense. 

    But Leo is even denying my experience which I do not understand at all and makes no sense. 

    What if there no 'me' who is aware and there is only awareness.

    You won't understand it, have to be self realized by careful inspection of beliefs and letting it go.

    There is only one experience, there is no difference between yours and Leo's experience, not two.

  17. Posted

    23 hours ago, Tetrapeter said:

    Hey Leo,

    you said you know you are the only person who reached the highest awakening.

    ????

    Be open to the possibility that you didn't catch what Leo really said. 

    Why not investigate the direct experience by yourself? The direct experience of yours and Leo's is one, so just start investigation via meditation practices.

  20. Posted

    39 minutes ago, Raptorsin7 said:

    But which would you choose to follow and live by?

    And the process by which you make that decision and why you choose one over the other is levels.

    If we're going to say there's no absolute difference between anything then there is no point in even communicating 

    The level of consciousness concept supports belief in separation, it may be seen as judgement that someone is better then another, but there is no another, just You. 

    Follow your intuition, it's one Intuition, one source ?