allislove

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  1. @VictorB02 Great! I was keeping a habit of reading every day for 6-8 month (but it was "at least 10 minutes per day" rule, sometimes I read 5 hours per day, sometimes only 10 minutes). Now I read almost every day, so can miss 3-5 days per month.
  2. @VictorB02 thank you for the question. Are you reading/taking notes consistently? If not, I would suggest trying to make a habit from it first before increasing timing.
  3. If person mostly read a book without applying knowledge in life, this is probably too much reading.
  4. Is there an episode from Leo on how to do the empirical research?
  5. I tried only one time (50mg). When my consciousness returned from Infinity (where I felt pure endless love) to the body, my mind was so happy that my actor in this Earth is not crazy and still can play this role... So, my mind (which is part of me of course) wants to experience duality. Nevertheless, I want to improve my consciousness level via meditation and other inner work... It will be as it should be.
  6. Yesterday I was talking with my friend about similar topics: truth, reality, experience, psychedelics. Just want to share the insights from that conversation, since I kinda randomly found this thread, any feedback welcome. Some time ago I took 50mg of 5Meo DMT as a first psychedelic experience in proper settings. The feelings were strongest in my life and what I experienced is indescribable, but just a few words: I went through ego death, I was an Infinity, pure Love. I described it to my friend. Said to him that one of the insights which I got − we are all one consciousness and consciousness tries to understand yourself through yourself (through people, for example, through experiences). After a long conversation, we came up with the following: The ideas that we are one consciousness and that we are separate human beings (with own ego) are both truth (or both lie). Let me elaborate by analogy. Imagine we have a yellow piece of cloth. If a color blind person looks into yellow cloth he doesn't see the yellow, there is no yellow color for him in his reality. If I look into yellow cloth I see one shade of yellow. If my friend looks into yellow cloth he sees another shade of yellow. It doesn't mean something wrong with a blind person or my friend, it means everyone has own reality and truth. This conversation helped me to realize: even though I "felt" experience with psychedelics were more real than Earth world experience and I saw (was) something different (Infinity) but my mind (ego) interpreted in one way which is the truth only for my reality. Interpretation is far away from Absolute Truth. After a good dream and going back, and thinking about conversation and analogy. I started to ask myself is yellow cloth (Absolute Truth) exists at all? Do not know the answer. I understand that this is all conceptualization by my ego. P.S. there is Something, Something different, but what is that? maybe it's not possible to really grasp It even by being It due to our mind restrictions or maybe not
  7. @Preetom Thank you, read 30% so far, it's so deep.