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    On 4/7/2020 at 10:19 PM, StripedGiraffe said:

    I've been experiencing a massive shift in consciousness over the last 6 months, and especially the last few days. After the April 4th collective meditation, my third eye was throbbing and I had the deepest awakening of my life yesterday. A few other people I've talked to said they felt a major shift as well. I'm curious if you guys are feeling this as well. I provide more details in the video:

     

    This was incredible. Thanks for sharing

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    6 minutes ago, Johnny5 said:

    Except they haven't... 9_9

    The one thing I agree with Leo about is that almost all teachers out there are still asleep. But that includes Leo.

    There are endless degrees of "awakeness" or lucidity within the dream of subjective reality, but there are no degrees of truth or enlightenment.

    Semantics.

  13. Posted · Edited by ElvisN

    51 minutes ago, Nahm said:

    Btw, it will certainly be addressed in what I recommended, both in the direct experience of choosing what you yourself want, and reading the recommended book. In noticing the resistant thoughts, and inspecting them, writing about feelings, using the emotional scale...the understanding you are wanting directly arises. 

    While what you are saying is true, my point for the book recommendation was that, it teaches necessary information and skills that are essential for overcoming anxious attachment. There are a lot of details to the issue and much to be understood from it, much like the way you recommended The Six Pillars for knowledge on self esteem. I had read briefly on attachment styles years back, but didn't realize how important it was for me to overcome my problem. I know I keep harping on the book, but it's hard for me to communicate it's importance if you've not read it @PenguinPablo.

     

    Love you Nahm <3

     

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    @PenguinPablo A while back I discovered I had the anxious attachment style. That itself was an extremely helpful discovery to help me moving in the right direction. But what helped really overcome it was reading this book on attachment: Attached by Dr. Amir Levine and Rachel Heller. The authors of the book were the pioneers on the concept of attachment theory, and they conducted massive research to understand and apply it to solve relationship problem like having an anxious attachment style, and what you can do to have a secure attachment style.

    I highly, highly recommend the book.

    I know how harrowing anxious attachment can be. Hope this was helpful

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    8 hours ago, Girzo said:

    @ElvisN but it stacks up.

    You can build yourself a tolerance for months somtimes. 

    And your tabs could be underdosed, anywhere between 20 and 100 mcg. You have to give them to someone experienced to judge or test against research chemicals, like 1P-LSD, because they are dosed right. So if 1P-LSD makes you trip on 100 mcg and you need 300 mcg of your tabs for the same trip then you got yourself a bunk product.

    With good tabs 150 mcg is a really strong trip.

    @Girzo yeah they do stack up. I highly suspect it's a tolerance issue.

     

    Thanks man, your comments on this forum are always highly appreciated.

  20. Posted

    10 hours ago, Gnosis said:

    @ElvisN What if you stopped taking LSD for a solid few months or a year and only made your efforts without it?

    It might work for you.

    The ego dissolves quickest when we do things differently.

     

    Maybe the experience of LSD having little to no effect on you is an insight in itself.

     

    What you are you trying to have an effect on?

     

    What was it about your initial experience on LSD that broke through?

     

    How can you be sure that whatever it was, isn't here right now?

    @Gnosis This was helpful. Thank you for the meaningful insights

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    3 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    So then by this logic you should wipe your ass with your hands. Sure, you could use TP, but what have you sacrificed? Why are you deluding yourself out of desperation? Why don't you patiently wash the shit off your hands each time? This will toughen you up. It will make you a read man. What kind of Buddha are you if you cannot stand a bit of shit between your fingernails? Only a desperate and greedy person would seek a better way. It's bound to backfire. This is antithetical to being human. God wants you to wipe you ass with your hangs like the Buddha did. My guru wiped his ass with his hands therefore so should everyone else. For sure your knowledge of your ass will be tainted if you don't get the full experience of wiping it with your hands. You will not understand the ins and outs of ass-wiping fully. Your technique will be bad. The gods will be displeased and not give you blessings. The gods gave you two hands for a reason, one to eat your food and the other to wipe your ass.

    @Leo Gura LMAO. Haven't laughed like that in a while.