Giulio Bevilacqua

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  1. I think that the low dosage has both positive and negative effects. The positive is that u can taste what the substance is about and how it affects you but on the other side it will amplify the inner issues without having the necessary force to clear it and break it. 
    After experimented with low I would go for a good dosage. 
    People stop at low because they see it’s a “bad”experience but they don’t know what lies behind the full experience.

     


  2. Imo every diet is not gonna work because it’s a forceful attempt to “fix” some imbalance that u are not aware of in your body. The only thing is that humans have become so insensible and unaware of the basic mechanics. In the past there was no all this business and different diets.
    Just a little internet research on food is going to drive ur mind crazy. 
    And also all this perfectionism  about nutrients just makes things worse. 
    We should come to a point where we directly   feel what we really need.


  3. On 3/7/2023 at 8:52 AM, Davino said:

    @Giulio Bevilacqua You are so kind in the psychedelic subforum in comparison with the spirituality subforumxD

    I never intended to do so. However, it seems that LSD puts me in this yogic state. I really get visions about Babaji and some of Lahiri Mahasaya, I know how it sounds but I'm equally surprised by this phenomena. I close my eyes and all I see is babaji's faces in a perfect yogic universe where everything is in energetic alignment dancing in colourful light threads.

    LSD seems to connect me to the Christ consciousness kind of stuff. I'm not really into any of that but if you keep having those experiences your beliefs and understanding start to change. So I become what feels as a a yogic state of consciousness which visually appears as Babaji. I am Babaji, the perfect yogi. So I just find myself into this profound yogic state of consciousness and then from that state of consciousness what needs to happen, just happens. A bit like now, from the state of consciousness that I am what needs to happen just happens.

    I would say most of the time kundalini always feels too much. So it's a concern that you have while having it "sober" also, but definetely also while tripping. I remember that thoughts crossed my mind about how people "messed up" their kundalini and how that destroyed their whole life and they had energetic imbalances and how psychedelics could fuck the energetic system of the body and bla, bla, bla. However, when I connected to what was really happening in the moment and not my thoughts about that moment I only felt this primal radical healing energy. I mean you can literally feel it. This energy is good it wants to heal you so that you can become more conscious, it's the divine femenine energy of creation withing your body that is being stimulated by the divine masculine consciousness. This is not like book read definition I'm explaining it how it felt for me, in my experience. In that moment, this energy felt femenine, chaotic, wild, free, healing, nurturing and loving, it felt very tangible and very real, solid real. Not like when you are in your mind or consciousness and everything is more ethereal, no no, this energy was as physical as it gets, as primal and from the depths of the human psyche as it gets. Beyond the animal pain of releasing traumas and blockages, the overwhelming experience and overstimulation there was this feeling of everything is fine, I'm healing you and I love you. It was an implicit knowing.

    I also have to say that my approach to spirituality and psychedelics is different than most people. I have always wanted to have some kind of path or way, to become an expert in some tools to raise my consciousness but nothing of that seems to work. Only spontaneity and going with reality and what-is seem to work for me. All of my serious awakenings and mystical experiences happen out of the blue and uncaused, all other tools for that purpose just do not render even close results to what happens naturally. I like psychedelics because they are more solid and replicable than just this spontaneous peaks of consciousness and also render similar results. I always set some intention before the trip but the trip itself is the guide and I try to abandon myself in it and go with the flow. So LSD is like that for me, I now understand the words of Neem Karoli Baba, after taking 3 tabs from Ram Dass, he called LSD the yogic medicine.

     

    Lol did not know I am an asshole in the subforum, thanks for the attention ??

    Wow, I can relate to the stuff you are saying as I am also going through this process, with a bit more resistance and friction ?.Really well expressed. 

    In your experience is LSD more of a female energy ? Or maybe both joined together 


  4. Yoga postures arose spontaneously due to the awakening of Kundalini energy.

    All the Asanas and Kriya are an expression of Kundalini or Universal Energy name it what you prefer. 
    Some started to save and register this postures and write them  so that other people could practice them with lot of discipline and effort. 
    In the case of kundalini arousal it happens effortless without a doer performing them. 
    Check this if you want to deepen to topic.

    https://blog.advaitashram.org/siddha-yoga-maha-yoga/


  5. I just think it’s the biggest mind fear when confronted with deep spiritual work and especially psychedelics. 
    You (mind)are/is holding the grip from a place of safety for your usual daily structured reality. When things start to shake a bit fear enters and will make everything to stay in the safe place. I would just practice no resistance to the fear of insanity and the different sensations you experienced  maybe behind lies the golden treasure. 


  6. 1 hour ago, LSD-Rumi said:

    Nothing. I honestly learned to stop doing psychedelics and seek medical help. 

    In my opinion, the actual modern medical help is so sick and clueless about the roots of “mental illness”. They can just provide some relief and enable you to breath a bit by numbing your system. It’s very hard to find a very conscious doctor that has the ability to go deep and not just relying on what they studied in their university books. 
    btw hope it helps you.


  7. On 23/5/2023 at 11:32 PM, Moksha said:

    @Holykael It's true, the only will is the absolute, which is the only reality. Everything else is the dream, or the absolute in disguise, which also dances to absolute will.

    Even if there is resistance ? I feel that when u are in resistance towards “something” u are acting from the illusion of control and free will. 
    So basically, I can’t even choose to be in resistance or not ? 


  8. In my opinion once a little glimmer opens up u can’t forget about it anymore. The snow ball started rolling down and it won’t stop. Spiritual truths can’t be anesthetized with trying to go back to normal life u have seen it yourself that it did not work. 
    I would suggest one thing that could just be of help and support but not the solution. Get physical, if u can get  a work (if u like it obviously) like gardening or other similar activities, kung Fu in free time. Give a try to shaktipat transmission, if u don’t know where to find it i can give  some infos.

    Most important acceptance of where u are right now. Don’t force ur self to get out of the struggle. 

    I understand what u are going through, obviously it’s a different situation but I got the basic feeling of it, it is not so easy.
     


  9. On 25/4/2023 at 8:40 PM, integral said:

    Got to change the addiction to self-development, hit the gym and get addicted to physical strength progress, read a book get addicted to new insights and intelligence so on, practice socializing and get addicted to enhanced social skills.

    There isn't much else to do about all this but to get addicted to the healthy stuff.

    Any addiction no matter how healthy you name it, it’s still a way into delusion. 
    In my opinion going to the root of addiction it’s the game changer. 
    Creating new substitutes, the loop still remains there


  10. Maybe give a look to some Carl Jung books or even better Stanislav grof.

    I think it is really difficult to give a precise answer, our subconscious is so wide and mixed with so many things from years and years of accumulation. Many say also the past life you have experienced can still play underground  your current life. Maybe you have been in war or ur ancestors have had a life of brutality. Who knows what psychedelics open up 


  11. I am going somehow through the same. 
    I think that u couldn’t do better than what u we’re doing at the time. 
    Just the thought and and the feeling that u wanted to be a better loving presence for people around you is already a sign of compassion and forgiveness.

    But sometimes we help people even if we cause them hurt and negativity, we push them into the suffering of life, slowly making them realize that other people and circumstances are not main solutions for happiness so there are more chances for them to start to become more aware. So there is an indirect help also in this, in my opinion 


  12. 3 hours ago, Javfly33 said:

    It definitely can help and release knots.

    The issue is, if you don't have an daily practice that somehow emulates this, the ego comes back and the knot will be formed again.

    So by all means try and trip what you want but beware that if you don't have a proper energized sadhana-practices to keep that knot-karma at bay, then you are not going to resolve much. 

     

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