Giulio Bevilacqua

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  1. Psychedelics opens and moves energy in the system. You will mostly feel the areas that are contracted and obstructed. It can easily happen that the body starts moving some of this parts in order to clean 🧼. The jaw lock up could be associated to what in yoga is called Bandha, in this case Jalandhara Bandha, for your situation it happens spontaneously. 
     


  2. On 18/9/2023 at 3:46 AM, Francis777 said:

    DO NOT meditate if you are going through genuine kundalini awakening, this is horrible advice. Meditation will exacerbate your symptoms massively. 
     

    Do VERY LIGHT exercise everyday to calm your energy, masturbation without porn or sex with someone you trust daily is also a very helpful to calm your energy. 

     

    The only meditation you could be doing are self love visualisations, not any no mind practises or deep self enquiry.
     

    I am speaking from nearly 3 years daily experience with my own awakening. Stay away from spiritual practises.

     

    Do not practise any form of “absolute surrender” you will excite your symptoms even further and will not be doing yourself any favours whatsoever.

    Your best course of action is to stay composed, in your emotions and thoughts until you can get an a further understanding of what your symptoms are coming from.

    it may just be mild and end up passing/releasing on its own, but until then keep your composure and do not try to force anything or “surrender” to anything till you figure out what’s happening. 

    stay away from caffeine as well.

    Lastly don’t read stuff on the internet it is 99% wrong. Tara springett is the only person I have found who I can vouch for, she’s helped thousands of people through their symptoms and is a certified kundalini expert.

    @Romer02

     

    It’s just to explain the sleeping issue. Not for the kundalini aspect. 
    Amd btw TaraSprignett scratches only the surface with kundalini.Thinkng that u can manipulate it with low visualization exercises


  3. Question: I am unable to sleep due to excess Kundalini energy when I lay down despite being tired, how can I get some rest?

    Answer: The reason the energy is coursing more through the body right when you lay down is because the body mind is relaxed. When one is in this semi sleep relaxation state, kundalini flows most efficiently.

    The flow further excites the whole nervous system and there is excessive prana, which implies a speeding up and increase of hormonal production, or a susequent fatique of hormonal glands and decrease in production of both hormones and neurochemicals.

    The awakening of kundalini often disrupts the production of melatonin or creates excess in some cases, the intense inner fire and the light generated from the charged kundalini often disrupt sleep cycle and circadian rhythm.

    To assist the nervous sytem to calm down and produce ample melatonin, one should sit for meditation during the early morning as well as evening twilight phases. This circulates the energy so it wont attempt to charge up when you are relaxing for sleep, give it enough time to circulate as well as ground during the day instead.

    Other factors would be to use herbs that help calm the nervous sytem and help in production of melatonin. Below is a list of plants that can be used.

    Ashwagandha, Brahmi, Chamomile, Tagara, Valerian, Jatamansi Sarpagandha, shankhpushpi, Ashitaba.

    One must also understand the shakti will possibly keep one on fire burning many nights, such is this force of transformation, it demands absolute surrender and even letting go sleep sometimes. It should be seen as a complete rewiring of the entire being, and what may eventually emerge is a bodymind that does not require long hours of sleep.
     

     

    Hope u find something useful 


  4. 13 hours ago, Yimpa said:

    You take psychedelics when you are ready, irregardless of how you feel physically and emotionally. Of course, there are rare exceptions to this rule, as with any rule.

    You can never be 100% ready. Much like how hand sanitizer kills only 99.9% of germs.

    And then you realize your Hand IS God. But let’s not jump the shark just yet.

    Nice one. Most of the time I procrastinate the psychedelic experiment because I don’t feel 100 % ready. But that moment never comes ahah 


  5. 16 hours ago, Vincent S said:

    Mild: 5-15mg.  
    Moderate: 15-25mg. 
    Intense: 25-40mg.  
    Extreme: 45mg +

    For Freebase:


    - Try normal household white vinegar 5-8% is the sweet spot.
    - Make sure you stir enough when you add the vinegar. Add a little at a time, and don't plunge the whole thing.

    If you have 5-8% household vinegar, then you don't need to add any additional water. The 0,3ml vinegar is enough. And shouldn't burn your rear end at all. Quite painless actually.

    I take a small metal spoon (icecream scoop) and I add my desired 5meo freebase dose. And then I measure 0.3ml vinegar in the needleless syringe. And I add a few drops -> stir -> few more drops -> stir. Until I have fully dissolved the substance. I stir with a metal potato stick. Or a small wooden toothpick. Make sure all grains are dissolved.

    Take your syringe and suck up your solution.

    Don't put too much oils or lube on the syringe, before administration. I add a few drops of avocado oil on a cotton swab and stroke it on the syringe until the 0.4ml mark. Don't go further in than 0.4ml mark in your bathroom entry.


    For HCL and Fumarate:

    Same as Freebase but water instead of vinegar.

    Freebase is 30% ish stronger than HCL Fumarate.
    So take that in to account when dosing.

     

    Amazing  thanks a lot 


  6. 22 hours ago, Juan said:

      You’re basically saying that you can do a a better process without go through suffering, hard or painful healing. If you saw this guys story how he ended up working with bufo I think you wouldn’t be so judgement with him. The guy literally was trying everything else aside of psychedelics and nothing worked, so this issue is gonna depend more on the level of the trauma you are dealing with.

    He have a youtube channel explaining the story but I don’t remember his username right now, last time I check he was making musical covers! :)
     

    I can agree looking at people who haven’t took psychedelics but also it can be! Even in a normal therapy session, if done properly, you can even start to scream and punch everything, but again, this is gonna depend on the level of your trauma, not all people will react the same. 

    So does ayahuasca and others.

    Easy to said than done. Talking from experience, some brains are really hardwired in a way that even if you tell them to “think positive” or “try to use law of atraction” it wont work! Because again, depending the trauma and level they are dealing with, is the level being capable of do changes without psychedelics. So yeah, go through suffering and screaming could be needed and useful in order to heal! ?

    Beautiful explanation 


  7. 40 minutes ago, mpechura said:

    ronda, if you find these penises too intrusive, go and see a psychiatrist and ask him/her to give you antipsychotics.

    I actually think very highly of them in general. These days some of antipsychotics don’t have any side effects. I sometimes even take them to improve concentration when I’m in a dreamy mood.

    You take a pill and within the next hour, you feel incredibly better. There's no downside to them. Only upside.

    Psychiatrist may tell you to keep taking them. But I feel you can stop taking them when your psychosis is over.

    Why, call it psychotic episode? That’s really not helpful at all. There is to much risk in going to a psychiatric doctor as they are too dogmatic and don’t understand anything (the most) about spiritual and consciousness stuff.


  8. One big advice in such condition is to stop reading on the internet others stories. It will make your mind go crazy in search for answers. I know that, the feeling of being understood but believe me you will only cling only to the worst stories.

    Ground in nature, maybe try being naked in a forest, expose the body to the elements. This just to chill down a bit.

    For the visuals i would just try to allow them as much as u can, giving them freedom to be expressed totally, they will probably loosen up.


  9. 1 hour ago, Davino said:

    I also don't understand when people talk about vaping it vs smoking it. How do you vape it in contrast with just puting it into a pipe and smoking it?

     

    Yes vaping is just another name for smoking the freebase. Maybe vaping stands more for the electric device, like E-mesh and so on 


  10. Good luck buddy. Keep us updated. I am also gonna try the plugging. Vaping is violence.

    My suggestion is, yes not eating for about 5h 

    Having enough space in the room in case u start having Kriyas.

    Not stressing too much about surrender, that can also be a huge block to the experience. 

     


  11. 34 minutes ago, Davino said:

    The question could be summared: How can I use 5-Meo-DMT and Malt for the ultimate God-Realization?  

    I don't want to get stuck in the way with some shallow realizations and awakenings and think this is it and more is just ego. Also is there an end to this work? Because I really feel this is infinite... 

    Plug it and see it yourself ??


  12. 1 hour ago, Mormegil said:

    How did that go for you?

     

    I'm right now planning to wait until weed gets legalized here soon, then I'll probably start with this in small doses until I manage to take it without any anxiety kicking in... Don't know how long that'll take but I guess it's the best for the start, after maybe MDMA or mushrooms in very small doses.

    It went good. Did not try a full breakthrough cause I am in delicate situation right now. But the after effects were pretty positive. I am  Experiencing a hard situation  but at the bottom there was a feeling of ok this is alright even if it lasts forever. The dosage was very low so the effects of healing went away prestty soon would say around 1 day. 
    Weed pushes anxiety to the full circle ahaha with me. But one day it did a great job like a reiki session in my bladder, felt this warm water moving.

    There will be some anxiety always in my opinion before a trip that’s normal, some agitation or worry is normal and even safe. Obviously don’t get neurotic about that.  Your plan sounds good 


  13. I feel you cause I share mostly what u have said. Maybe u are in a survival fight or flight mode, even if you do not feel it directly. So everything that could possibly put u into danger your mind will amplify that 100 times. 
    I took 5 meo Dmt in a really anxious baseline state still doing it ,sometimes even weed. 
    U can experiment take it easy don’t go fully into big experiences.

    maybe give a try to somatic trauma release exercises they can chill you down