Giulio Bevilacqua

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  1. On 17/2/2024 at 9:12 PM, OBEler said:

    Update: she got a new start from her recent 5 Meo trip, became new motivation but panic still kicks in these days. She did not do 5 Meo again but what helped was TM meditation on YouTube, this reduced her stress level up to 50‰

    Still depressed 

    I don’t want to seem too much intrusive or anything else as i guess it’s a very personal and delicate situation for both of you. 
    Could it be that she has gone through some major trauma in her life ? That needs to be addressed in the way she feels best (if that is the case) 
    Good that you have tools to cope and manage some of the emotional effects, but in my experience and opinion things like TM or whatever does not go to the core of the “illness”.


     


  2. 8 minutes ago, Ishanga said:

    I plan to someday, but in the end its just an experience, its the drug causing a certain experience, not sure why you all here don't realize that, take one drug and it gives You this sort of experience, take another it changes, as Leo has described in his video..As well many have had just as intense experiences with a proper Yoga practice as with any psychedelic, your making a huge assumption...

    Sadhguru does share methods that work for the masses, but at the least its Real, not like here where You believe in imaginary this and that, its actually quite Delusional, and can lead to a unhealthy life and outlook...The further You go into it the more intense practices there are., plus its not about he practices, its about the Transformation that happens, Peaceful, Mindful, Conscious Human Beings are the result, not ideological and delusional ones...

    Practices of any kind are just equal to any other drug. It gives you the daily kick . Without them u can’t stand alone 


  3. 1 hour ago, Francis777 said:

    @khalifa sounds like you've activated your kundalini but don't know what exactly it is and therefore resisting it all the time. My symptoms are very similar to yours, I've been suffering with them daily for 3 years.

    Kundalini is not an energy, it is simply an expansion of your consciousness that when resisted can cause energetic symptoms, but don't think of it as energy. All expansion of consciousness happens in the present moment, you need to try and get out of your head and see how your consciousness is trying to expand into the present moment, then observe any resistance.

    Kundalini can reveal specific conflicts that cause symptoms however it can also be just a very difficult adjustment to your new permanent state of expanded awareness, something new that collapses your old way of being, which is why it is scary and intense 24/7 because the old structures of yourself are fighting to survive and causing backlash on steroids.

    @OBEler Might be right as well, its the same thing as what I'm saying essentially. Maybe you need to go back into to 5 MEO to rid your resistance to that expanded level of consciousness, as with 5 MEO it's so powerful it can create permanent changes. There's lots of stuff online about people having to go back in and "complete" their trips, there's lots of NN-DMT trip reports like this, look some up.

    Did you used psychedelics during the kundalini journey? If you are available for a chat would be cool 


  4. 2 hours ago, khalifa said:

    @Giulio Bevilacqua

     

    shoot your sources, and yes i freaked out for sure hence the terror was long

    https://m.facebook.com/groups/249329132110710/

    https://www.truespiritualawakening.eu/ This has weekly meetings twice every week 

     Trauma  work and chronic pain with inquiry Scott Kiloby : https://kiloby.com/


  5. I don’t know if you have taken any actions yet. I will add my pov and direct experience as i am going through something very similar too. 
    Sincerely speaking, I think the issue was not the 5 but the attitude you had before and during the experience. It seems it opened you up but you closed yourself so you are hanging in a middle space.

    As absurd as it may sound, having another session could be good and of help in cleaning that which is stuck. Probably a better with a facilitator.

    I got tons of material and sources for this stuff which does not include the use of psychedelics. Let me know 


  6. Your body has memory, your body has all sort of repressions since you were born. 
    Its actually very strange how most people oversee this especially when using psychedelics, believing to always be in spiritual sky astral ultra dimensions.

    Introspection/psychedelics shows you where resistance and repression is hold 


  7. 12 hours ago, Inder said:

    @Giulio Bevilacqua Yeh, I also get the similar feeling, it could be the repressed emotions stuck in that area, because that LSD incident was quite extreme for me, my mind still in shock to this date, even just thinking about that incident, I get anxiety and water in my eyes, but in the last 2 years I have recovered a lot, but still a long way to go to fully heal my mind, what I learned from that experience is never push your comfort zone too much in a very short period of time, otherwise it leads to massive ego backlash, slow and steady progression works the best. 

    Just curious have you also been through the similar experience and come out the other end fully healed?

    Yes I know this stuff body contractions going through it.

    I give you some pointers and see what resonates most in you.

    Continue with psychedelic experimentation with the intent to meet the physical contraction and see what hides behind it. Obviously this needs caution and low dosage and slowly upgrading. The risk is that u open more and more stuff that is hided In the body if you go too fast.

    You may look into Scott Kiloby, he uses psychosomatic inquiry to unlock stuck trauma and repressed emotions in the body.

    Workoutwitch, is a woman that uses soft physical movements to heal trauma. That’s only body based. 
     

    Energy Transmission such Shaktipat could do the job.