Hellspeed

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  1. On 6/24/2019 at 7:08 AM, Wekz said:

    I had a vision a huge dragon eating the world, and only the stromgest could cut trough it. Then i daw seaturtles and fish in eattrt.

    After that i went to sleep and drrams mysellve crying black teart. Someone knows wth is going on?

    The dragon is Muladhara.

    Turtles and fish are the meanings of Anahata and Swadisthana.

     

    In other words, the sexual energy has to be focused into muladhara\legs. If not, the dragon will literally kill the body, i speak about the energy from lower back.

     

    This is why people live so little, they let the dragon into the head directly. 

    Worst than this we have people claiming they are god realized, and have no clue how this works, is simply pathetic.

     

    Namaste

     


  2. The astral is like Netflix of the real world, nothing much. The astral is what we call the akashic records.

    Our body has the tools and capacity to tap in any source of knowledge in the universe. Just by intention, visualization etc. Is what we call SPIRIT in human folklore.

    Any thought or action, creates and entity. Every bit of info is here in the universe battling for survival, as you do. 

    So in other words and perspective, the astral are your dreams.

     

    Why is this? Why do we dream? Why we hallucinate?

    All this are like the combustion on a motor. They give energy, and from chaos one is able to move back and forth and build something.


  3. 15 hours ago, Dan502 said:

    Leo is a highly trained professional with regard to consciousness work with years of experience. 

    It would be understandable if he is cautious about sharing certain details in case less experienced people, or even just different people, try to copy him without proper training and end up doing more harm than good.

     

    As you said. He is trained.

    One cannot be trained into awakening... Chu chu chu


  4. 1 hour ago, Inliytened1 said:

    @Hellspeed maybe its completely unrelated - i have OCD and have been gradually more conscious even without enlightenent.  But after liberation it seemed to become much easier and less severe - and that is simply through the miracle of God realization.  This whole thing including yourself is being imagined by yourself. 

    God can do whatever he/it wants.  So be careful to put limitations on God.

    Again. I see this for what it is. Liberation is LIBERATION, period.

     

    Namaste


  5. 7 minutes ago, Inliytened1 said:

    Enlightenment will not cure you of your addictions, mental illnesses etc.  But you will be more conscious of them and more self aware of what triggers them and when they happen. 

    That in itself as well as realizing you are God can lessen their severity to a degree but it will not be the cure.

    You will have to do your own work on that which can take decades.   So yes it can help but isn't the end all be all fix.

    Not related. The awakened is fearless.

    You speak from ignorance. 


  6. On 6/15/2019 at 11:27 AM, electroBeam said:

    @Leo Gura and whoever else. Do you agree that psychedelics cannot be remembered and therefore that renders them useless?

    I've never taken psychedelics before, but have done astral projections countless times. I suffer from the same problem, its very hard to remember the insights. I can imagine that it would be the same for DMT

    In my case, i remember. This is a lack of grounding the heartspace.


  7. In a state of meditation, the life force and awarness increase dramatically.

    If one is awakened, and relaxes, to a DMT leve awarness, highly concrntrated but serene an relax at the same time, space time, slows down, literally.

    Come on, this was tested by einstein lasy century. High speed, bends space time.

     

    I tested this myself. Walking to a destination in stress mode or walking after 5 hours of meditation. 

    Something inexplicable happens.


  8. On 6/15/2019 at 1:50 AM, CreamCat said:

    I didn't say Elon Musk isn't awakened. I don't know much about him. The impression I got from him is that he doesn't care much about raising his consciousness.

    As far as I know, drive doesn't necessarily come from awakening.

    Also, I think awakening is not a binary thing. There are degrees of awakening. I don't know how awakened in general Elon Musk is, but I think he is awakened in terms of work and business and life purpose.

    One cannot hold in the public eye and in mass media, without being awakened, period. The energy of other will destroy one in the process if you let it. Look at so many depressed artists. This is what public eye does, it grownds you, and if one cannot handle it well, we got big belly people, people wearing glasses, high pitch voices etc. And adaptation. 

    I just said about elon mosk as an exp. One can be awakened without realizing and wasting time asking questions. 

    The preocupation of raising consciousness, is a trait of the unawakend. Because one cannot really spread awarness. A better job is to be silent in public.


  9. On 6/15/2019 at 0:44 PM, Preetom said:

    Note: By Enlightenment, I mean the irreversible real deal, not the states or levels that come and go. This might be a long post. Hope those dealing with confusion due to many contradictory statements and theories will find some clarity and get some ideas on what they can do to move forward. I am not gonna post a single thing based on speculation, things that are outside ones daily experience and things that cant survive logical scrutiny.

    Part 1: What Enlightenment is and how it happens.

    There is an ego/mind/I/subject perceiving everything else. This ego projects the entire field of experience and knows all the objects by paying attention. So attention is the power or mechanism through which ego projects and knows experiences both in waking and dream states.

    Now the nature of this ego is it can only sustain an experience as long as it is paying attention to it. Turn your back on the sun, there is no sun to see. Similarly, literally everything starting from thoughts to physical matter are objects for ego, projected by ego. They are there ONLY as long as ego is there to perceive them.

    Sounds like solipsism? Hell yeah it does. But notice whether one accepts or rejects solipsism, it is still done by the final gatekeeper which is the ego. Literally there is no object without this subject being present to perceive.

    Now Enlightenment tells that this entire mode of subject-object experience is an illusion and it only persists due to inadvertence or lack of scrutiny. And all of human suffering and problems are fundamentally a result of errors stemming from this illusion/ignorance.  But there is a real substratum 'underneath' this illusion. Lets call it the Self. Now how to practically go about it?

    There is an unique feature of this subject or ego. It runs amok, solidifies itself and sustains this illusion ONLY as long as it is paying attention to things other than itself. But when this same attention is relaxed from objects and turned towards the subject, this subject starts to shrink and thus the illusion starts to break apart.

    The proof of it will be understood by those who ever did self inquiry in dreams. Whenever attention is directed toward the dream subject instead of on the dream objects, one either wakes up or sinks into deep sleep or in yoga nidra(conscious sleep). In other words, the dream state illusion  cant survive for long.

    So focusing attention on the subject=Breaking free of the illusion.

    Self inquiry is just another name of this process. Lets have a look at that.

    Part 2: Self inquiry and the mechanism through which it works. (Note: very advanced pointers here. It might be in total contradiction to how that word is often thrown around)

    So basically for enlightenment, one simply needs to stop paying attention to all objects. Period. But what is there other than attention or conventional mode of experience?

    Interestingly, when one deliberately, progressively stops paying attention to objects, one lands on a very new mode called Being. The knowing consciousness gets replaced with being consciousness. This Being doesn't know any object of experience. It simply is awareness of being the subject itself.

    The usual confusion here is whether everything goes blank or one passes out. Neither of those. There are still sights, sounds etc but they are not known as phenomena. As no attention is paid to them, the entire idea of a world or objects collapses. There is no stream of attention going out and checking whether there is still a real world or not.

    All usual self inquiry methods and pointers like searching for the I, asking questions, trying to be the witness of thoughts,  trying to disidentify etc are really the antithesis of what self inquiry at its core is. Those are all activities of the ego aka paying attention. They all must come to this tipping point where objective attention ceases and gets replaced with Being. Most of the time it happens by accident and thats why most people dont know what is really going on here. 

    But if one conceptually understands that it is this Being cognition that is originally meant by self inquiry, now one knows what to 'do'(relaxing attention on ones own self) and what to avoid(paying attention to things). This is simply a skillful attention game one gets good at by repeated attempts. 

    When one lands on Being, mind automatically gets silenced. There is no more effort to witness the thoughts, or trying to be in the present, or trying to be spiritual etc. This is the highest and final practice one can 'do' until Enlightenment happens. The subject simply being itself without attending to other objects.

    Now what is going on here during this Being session that leads to Enlightenment? Basically the ego is having satsang with the Self. This is the true meaning of Satsang. The satsang we watch on YouTube is a caricature and a pale reflection of the real deal. The true Satsang is Sanga(communion) with Sat(That which IS/Reality/Self). The Self is the real guru aka Sadhguru(not the guy with white beard ?)

    There is a nonverbal, direct, nondual transmission that goes on from the Self to the ego. And this transmission is really the ONLY way one ever gets enlightened whether one may know it or not. Whatever yoga, meditation, psychedelic one is doing, their only real purpose is to bypass all the bullshit and thoughts of the mind and come to this silent transmission. If one's spiritual practice is providing exactly that, then its a direct method. If not, it is something indirect.

    By attending to this satsang or being over a long period of time, the patterns and tendencies of ego keeps getting weaker and weaker simply due to not paying attention to them, as the attention is relaxed in sweet being and receiving nondual transmission from the Self. This is the culminating phase. At one point, when the egoic patterns are mostly erased through indifference, the ego/subject along with its projections(universe) literally gets devoured into the Self once and for all. This is the meaning of mind sinking into the Heart, Everything being reduced and sunk into Consciousness. This great assimilation is also known as the final surrender. Done.

    After the collapse of the subject, its projection called objects are devoured simultaneouly. So the subject-object mechanism collapses once and for all and only nondual Being of the Self remains as the substratum.

    So no ego ever gets Enlightened with its own activity. It is only the grace or power of the Self which facilitates enlightenment.

    Important note: This nondual transmission is NOT an experience one can know. So please dont search for it as if it was another object. Its like a mechanism running in the background, like updating an OS.

    Part 3: Where psychedelics may fall short.

    So we can see that  Enlightenment can ONLY happen by attending to the non dual transmission from the Self, the real Satsang. Simply said, Being. It can NEVER happen by any activity of the ego-mind, that means thinking, concentrating on objects, insights, models, experiences, efforts done by the mind etc.

    So it turns out that if one wants to get Enlightened, it is all about being, being, being; until one literally 'forgets' how to know something as an object in a dualistic view. Its NOT about insights, understanding, trying to embody, learn, do something, getting flashy experiences, trying to be spiritual.

    Basically, Enlightenment can happen without the ego ever knowing or figuring out anything at all! Enlightenment can happen without ever bothering about god, universe, other people, karma, cosmology etc. It only happens through that silent transmission. 

    Now my hunch is these are the 2 main setbacks of psychedelics.

    1) Psychedelics are not sustainable over a long time. Yes it bypasses the delusions of ego and goes to the nondual transmission very quickly(given its a potent one like 5 meo). But alas the satsang is too short and repeated dosage hour after hour would fry one's system.

    2) An even greater danger. After the psychedelic peak experience, the ego is back again. Fresh and rejuvenated, ready to get back on its JOB which is attending to objects with its voracious appetite! It cant help but going back and mistranslating that silent transmission in the name of insights, understanding, improvement, levels, figuring out reality, breakthroughs, living on the memory of becoming god, embodiment and whatnot; thinking that it will get enlightened by its own accumulated activities. Distortion upon distortion. Stuck in a twisted web of knowledge. Condemned to remain as this votalie complex between the real and the unreal.

     

    Note: The purpose of this post is not to fight with other paths and people. Just giving a general practical map of this highly confusing topic. If it sounds logically fair, take whatever helps. If not, may god help you ;)

    If there is any question from anyone, I'll try to answer it.

    You don't know dude, we grow all the time. 

    Want the true truth?

     

    EGO is source, you are like a prism!

    Use your body prism only on the head or a fragmented part of the body, and we call this EGO.

    If you want to be egoless, sorry, cancer will arise in you, like maharshi.

    So, blessed dare the strong.

     

    Namaste


  10. 13 hours ago, How to be wise said:

    Many people here think that it’s not possible to attain emotional mastery without a decade of meditation. Well, I’m a living proof against that. I started spiritual work less than two years ago, and after doing a lot of inquiry, I’m very close to emotional mastery. These days, I struggle to find anything that can trigger me in any minor way. I’m living in a constant uninterrupted state of bliss, and my mind is usually just blank. I’m not identified with anything really. Even the question who am I doesn’t make that much sense to me, because it assumes that you exist. 

    Anyway, I just wanted to provide some encouragement to my fellow meditators. You can reach there a lot sooner that you think. Focus on purging your shadow issues and ego more than just trying to ‘get an awakening.’ That’s one thing that I’ve never aimed for. Yet as I purged my shadow and ego, I found that awakenings just came to me suddenly. 

    For example, the day when I disidentified from this body, was when I was going to bed at night, and as I pulled my duvet, out of nowhere my identification to the body just disappeared. Other awakenings also happened at random times e.g. emptiness, love, infinity, god, no time, no space, no world, infinite intelligence and so forth. But I never aimed to get any of them. I just focused on purging my ego. 

    Another thing I recommend is to meditate several times a day. For the past year, I did inquiry 40 mins per session, and I did three sessions a day. Basically, morning, afternoon and night time. That way, inquiry was on my mind basically 24/7. I was living it. 

    Good luck! If I did it, then definitely you can too!

     

    Yes it takes, see it how you see it. And much more in spirituallity.


  11. First is awakening and it's stages.

    After the body it heales and in balance at any level, even at fitness level. Then Enlightenment starts, and there are no more stages. The only stages of Enlightenment is a more vivid experience of being every time.


  12. Not as mercifull as before. 

    Being humble has it's limits. And that limit is whe one is attacked energerically by others Ego. Then in a special situation the Ego in cause who attacked has his tongue be cutted by the awakened being.

    This will create balance. But if i respond with the Ego. Meaning i'm projecting the same as him, only the head and plexus, then a fight can arise and is dangerous.