Javfly33

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  1. Posted

    8 hours ago, Hojo said:

    @Javfly33 were they as dirty? 

    What you mean? @Hojo

    7 hours ago, universe said:

    How is it going for you, did you discover some repressed tendencies?

    Im not sure. My sexual tendencies range between the most dysfunctional violent masochist shit and the more masculine loving alpha super healthy ones.

    Seems the more i fully open myself to observe the dysfunctional ones the more fast the process goes. 

    Kind of a ptds soldier or russian prision surviver, they dont want to relieve the memories but until that no process in their Mind can truly happen to grow i Guess 

  2. Posted · Edited by Javfly33

    10 hours ago, Someone here said:

    Great Post. 

    But you know ..nothing new under the sun ..this was discovered thousands years ago ..

    The Hindu 🕉️ tradition calls consciousness "Sat-Chit-Ananda". Meaning existence..awareness..bliss .

    @Someone here holy shit dude

    Look at wikipedia says:

    " ānanda signifies eternal bliss which accompanies the ending of the rebirth cycle. Those who renounce the fruits of their actions and submit themselves completely to the divine will, arrive at the final termination of the cyclical life process (saṃsāra) to enjoy eternal bliss (ānanda) in perfect union with the godhead. "

    Literally yesterday i had the same idea. Before reading that wikipedia Page. I had the intuition, reincarnation process ends when consciousness realizes itself as Pure Bliss (its own nature/ purest quality).

    And until that happen the consciousness keeps reincarnating in bodies in order to be able to consciously Awaken.

    9 hours ago, Bazooka Jesus said:

     

    What if you stop fantasizing about death and Bliss and instead embrace life with all that it entails?

     

    Im not fantasizing.

    Are you jealous of me i get to experience true Bliss?

    You shouldnt, this didnt come free. Ive invested about 500 hours or more in current yoga process which delivers this kind of realizations.

    And even, this does not come each day. 

     

    ""What if you realize that everything is already perfect, divine, whole, complete?""

    Yes and no. Because as wikipedia says, much probably the work is making those states of being a reality, more than conceptually telling Yourself is all perfect and bliss while not quite true feeling perfect and bliss 

    Cycle of reincarnation Will Keep repeating if not handling this properly. You have been warned! 🫢

    There is a difference between concepts and reality.

    Is very different to conceptually telling Yourself is all bliss vs actually Being That. The difference might be stopping the cycle of reincarnation or not.

    So, the stakes are high. Your perspective of just fuck everything probably wont cut It. But...you do you. Lets see Who bet most wisely.

  3. Posted · Edited by Javfly33

    I dont mean conceptually saying "yeah is bliss, is love, blabla".

    I mean actually. Like that literally It is the quality of It, an Empty Bliss that Exists. Just for no fucking reason. Because It is literally THAT (Bliss).

    With this possibility, there is no question of what happens after death or where consciousness goes.

    Of course nothing happens.

    The Bliss remains BUT without the forms AND without the Thoughts.

    The theory of It is right now the Bliss quality of consciousness (consciousness at is purest Form/untouched by any fluctuation) right now It is veiled by Thoughts. 

    This Thoughts veil or cloud heavily the true quality of consciousness.

    When "death" happens no Thought IS there, therefore Pure Consciousness remains, which turns out to be Empty Bliss (Bliss is not a simple label, It is the "material" or "form" of Consciousness).

    It is very real. It is not a label, It is not a simple peaceful state. It is literally Awakening To the purest Form of Consciousness. Empty Bliss.

    This changes everything. Death might not be actually real. 

  7. Posted

    50 minutes ago, Davino said:

    lol, for real?

    what a pitty man

    It's real I assure you

    Maybe I went a bit too much LMAO. But I would say realistically I have hit the 600 hours mark at least.

     

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    It's real I assure you

    What you experience? How do you know that what you experience is Kundalini?

    I mean I do hatha yoga but in the past I did maybe 50 hours of Kundalini Yoga, experienced all sorts of crazy shit/releases, but how do you know that those things is the kundalini raising or not?

     

  8. Posted

    43 minutes ago, enchanted said:

    Is  kriya yoga and kundalini awakening worth the hype? It looks like alot of work for some "energy release". 

    Are the warnings for kundalini awakening just marketing to get people interested? 

    I´ve done at this point over 1000hours of Yoga and I never have reached that kundalini awakening thing. But hey, that doesn´t mean is not there.

    Yoga definitely is a super profound complex ancient tool. Who knows.

  9. Posted

    On 11/4/2024 at 9:50 PM, Emerald said:

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    The issue is that the expressions of these coping mechanisms sets off women's collective wounding around powerless. So, it's difficult for women to exercise compassion and to view these behaviors beyond a surface level. 

    @Emerald interesting. What is womens collective wound? How It relates or differenciates from the collective shame wound of men?

  10. Posted

    On 17/4/2024 at 6:05 PM, Princess Arabia said:

    Porn is porn. Jerking off is jerking off. If you just watch some porn and jerk off and leave it at that all those other mind fuckery wouldn't even come into play. Now, there's a problem, now we analyze, now we build upon what we think is the cause, now we go get help, now we talk and make it seem sooooo complicated. Now life goes on and porn will still be there after you die.

    It doesn't care about your neurotic relationship to it. It is impersonal. But not you, everything is about you. Life revolves around you. Not porn. It's not even porn. We gave it that name. It's just energy fucking. Having a grand ole time while we need to go get therapy. Go jerk off and jerk off some more. Jerking off is having a party too. Everything is having a party except the mind. The mind hates parties. It wants to vent, argue, criticize, judge, complain, demonize, hate, envy, attack, I mean everything but party. Even when it parties, it gets nervous and has to drink and do drugs to feel at ease and uninhibited. It can't relax. It needs constant stimulation. Complications. Go jerk off and feel good without having to not feel good about feeling good. Even when it feels good it has to feel guilt and shame. Go jerk off some more and jerk away the guilt. You'd be wishing you could jerk off some more when you turn into that emptiness . No fingers or hands or porn to jerk off to. You'd be coming back for more. Then you'll be right back in therapy. Geesh, an Infinitude of total madness.

     

     

    @Princess Arabia yeap well said 😊

    14 hours ago, Rafael Thundercat said:

    I heard a story where there was a farm of a guy and there was monkeys there. Some pretty woman came to visit. When the monkeys saw this woman in Bikini of maybe by snifing their smeel, the monkeys started to jerk off. So, will the monkeys need to do therapy or be worried about Karmic binds or whatever is or was writen about the evils of porn or jerk off? Are they worried that they are losing their ojas and becoming less monkey for doing this? 

    Do what you wish, some consciounessz moderation and is all good. Be a cosncious monkey. Hehe

    Yes i agree, people make a fuzz out of it

    14 hours ago, Hojo said:

    I also think it puts tension between you and women. If you have  dirty mind and watch pornography for 20 years and have seen everything you have gone to the sexual imagination limits your imagination has so much content on sex. You then start to be dishonest around the opposite sex as you are constantly thinking about it and changes the way you would normally act.

    I dont know, i used to think as you but when i was on no fap i had more sexual type of Thoughts around women. You could say this does encourage you more to approach them though

    14 hours ago, Thought Art said:

    Consuming less porn has shown positive for me in my mental health. I wasn’t addicted but I’ve also recently limited it and feel better. Getting my needs met with real women.

    Thats the way for sure lol

  12. Posted

    2 hours ago, Razard86 said:

    I mean God mode. Not saying you will stay there but you can reach it. But it's insanity and not for most people.

    Ok got it.

    @Water by the River by the way, is It called "mahamudra" because It "seals the Non Dual Realization"?

    Just looked in Google what mahamudra means and It says "great seal". Funny enough, the yoga kriya practice ive been focusing past 2 years has the Word mahamudra in It too 😲

  15. Posted · Edited by Javfly33

    I am contemplating that my mother was more fucked up that I thought.

    I thought she was fine but more and more im catching her lots of dysfunctional types of thinking about the world.

    Lately I had this memory when I was a kid I said to her something while I was talking in the phone with a friend, I might have been angry or something at her.

    Next day my father comes to tell me my mother is very hurt and I should apologise to her.

    Is this normal?? Like What the fuck is this? How can a human be so freaking weak and lacking of self-esteem and love that if HIS KID tell him something she goes crying like a little child?? Like dude!! You are the parent! You are supposed to transmit confidence and self-esteem to YOUR KID. Is not backwards. 

    And my father buying the victim bullshit from my mother like a little bitch and making me 'apologise'. What the fuck.  From What a pair of manipulative narcissistic beings I was raised.

    Sometimes Life throws you a funny hands of cards.

  16. Posted

    6 hours ago, Inliytened1 said:

    @Javfly33 your awakening is imminent.   

    Yeah man I think at this point is just a Matter of Accepting It, and stabilizing fully as @Water by the River said, thanks for the info btw.

    2 hours ago, Razard86 said:

    I'll say Bazooka Jesus is pointing to the truth but what is true is the higher you raise your baseline state the more dream-like your experience will be. The closer you get to God Consciousness the less integrity the boundaries between forms will have.

    @Bazooka Jesus @Razard86 what you mean with God consciousness? Being conscious an object is Infinite Love/Being/Consciousness?

  17. Posted

    Yesterday was in a sharing hippie group circle people sharing stories of their trips, and I couldn´t avoid looking at the phone of one of the girls there and I became conscious that phone was infinity, she is God, the whole room where we were was truly Love, Infinity.

    Awakening can take a lifetime because you can deny it for a lifetime , no ego wants to accept other Beings are also Infinite, they are part of your Dream. Is too real, it would make you shed tears if you would be in this type of realization constantly.

    To see others and truly accept they are God and Infinite as You, and there is no separation because there is no separate self, just Infinite Consciousness, is something in my back of my mind I keep repeating it can not be possible, but perception is becoming more and more clear, God is preparing me for true Heaven, true Infinite Love. 

  18. Posted · Edited by Javfly33

    Was meditating and the neighbours kids were arguing about some shit with their parents.

    I couldn´t avoid perceiving the Love that emanated of each of their voices, even though they were arguing. The bliss of GOD. 

    At that point was fully conscious there was no difference between my cousins and those kids, or my parents and those parents.

    Clear perception that their voices are literally Consciousness. Consciousness (or God) is 'all over the place'.

    There is no such a thing as 'my consciouness'. (Biggest bullshit I ever came up with. :D)

     

  20. Posted

    23 hours ago, BlueOak said:

    Yeah. It's time I moved countries or planets :).

    Ghosting is somewhat like avoidance. It might be ghosting a partner because you are going through a tough period, whether it's related to the partner or not. Dropping all contact rather than engaging with them.

    I'm not permanently in a ghost pattern but I have my moments still. This week was a harder week than usual, so I appreciate the reply.

    A healthy mind picks and chooses their career, a person running a ghosting pattern will pick a career with less care and then try to spend 60 hours a week there to avoid life. Ditto gaming in solitude, drinking themselves to distraction, or any activity that takes them so far away from everything or everyone else, that they bury themselves away from the world.

    It's difficult to see sometimes because someone could do these things because they love work, or they want to live in solitude in nature.

    Right, I understand you know.

    In my experience you only need to focus and work on building regular habits, attitudes and actions that go against the "ghosting patters".

    For example, one of my clear ghosting patters in using drugs, I don´t have a physical dependency in the sense I need a drug to be funcional, like your brother might need, but I can clearly see from time to time I use drugs to numb and create a fake comfort chemical atmosphere.

    This type of pattern slows down progress and reduces clarity on where one is in life. But mind picks up this ghosting patterns because mind Is usually about homeostasis, comfort, cyclical nature. Is not about expansion and transformation. Is something 'natural' for the mind. 

    What I have done that has improved my relationship with this 'ghosting patters' is that instead of judging them and try to avoid them, reject them, completely Focus my attention, focus, and energy on the things that are anti-ghosting, in my case, last year which I was trying to improve my social circle, going out 3 days a week for a full year.

    While this year ghosting patters where there but I accept them as rain in the sky, what I made sure is to focus on going out, and even though there were ghosting patters through the whole year while doing this, there was a certain transformation and expansion going on. 

    Another example would be this current year, where I am focusing and going deep in Yoga practice. Is another example of anti-ghosting actions because it not only improves awareness and clarity of mind it kinda automatically has made easier to let go certain addictive or compulsive tendencies such as using drugs. So even though the mind still feels the desire to scratch the itch with the ghosting pattern, I don´t pay it much attention. I just keep myself focused. 

    In other words, focus on Consciousness instead of compulsiveness, whatever turns out that to be in your situation. And compulsiveness and avoidance patters will slowly being to fall or be reduced on their own.

    If you focus on trying to reduce or eliminate the compulsive or cyclical patters you are just feeding more on to them. Where your focus is, is where your life will grow. 

    Hope that helps-

  23. Posted

    1 hour ago, ivankiss said:

    No. If we are talking what actually exists, it is existence itself. Being, consciousness.

    Saying it's 'nothing' is just a fancy, spiritual way of pointing towards the infinite. 

    Yes, but what IS being?

    What is consciousness?

    You have to grasp what really is.

    Grasping Directly what is the phenomena of consciousness/being, is Enlightment.

  24. Posted · Edited by Javfly33

    yes, is abandoning all anchors the ego uses to keep itself alive.

    One must be careful, because things as Reality is God' or Reality is Love', might be another anchor-concept the ego is constructing to try to make this empty experience 'something'. (Since 'God' or 'Love' usually has some meaning attached to it).

    And we are kind of doomed (not in a bad way, but this are the rules of our game), to not totally let go of all concepts. Why? Because you can not hold a physical body without having a concept of a so called Reality.

    If one stays too much as pure empty luminary nothing, one will be dissolved because the concepts will no longer have any stregth in the system. 

    Which is why Yoguis not only have been discovered to do mahasamadhi, but actually people have entered to the caves to discover the body is not even there. Body has also dissolved. 

    That´s the seriousness of concepts and the construction of ego. The ability of you holding a physical biological body is anchored to a concept.

    If you stop holding the illusion you can 'kill yourself' out of pure truth. Ha! What a video game. And to think I believed this shit for a moment :D