gc3

Member
  • Content count

    1
  • Joined

  • Last visited

About gc3

  • Rank
    Newbie

Personal Information

  • Location
    philly
  • Gender
    Male
  1. Been doing some diggin' (inside & out) for a while now and can confirm 110% Leo gives THE most HIGH-level insights on...everything. Now, about this reality/consciousness/enlightenment quandary... Many moments during meditation, mostly in between breaths, I've experienced moments of total peace/content/calm that seemed so surreal they jarred me. I've never experienced sensations/phenomenon like these previously. Another "guide" walked me through the "who is aware, who is saying these words" worm hole and had me seeing trippy patterns allover an indoor basketball court on a sober weekday morn when he got me out of myself for a split sec. Now, to contemplate the FACT that we are pure consciousness/imagination (and nothing more), and to hear Leo say "where experience is, you are" has got me whacked out. I see now this is the only necessary knowledge. It was odd, I hadn't paid attention to the vid's title but was playing Actualized in the background and kind of fell upon the guided meditation. Again, sober as a Mormon on a Friday eve, I had an epiphany. Even when it hit I FELT something, SAW shit...patterns. I was electric. Mind playing tricks being that I've been researching the toad and the mind's eye has been creating a show? How is it that everyone has a similar experience? See similar patterns, receive comparable messages? I guess man's neurological make-up is what it is, for all? Either way, an upcoming trip to CA should "clarify" whether or not el Bufo is the ride to the other side. So apropos that man must smoke the nasty off a toad for enlightenment. ....my whole life I've felt a call from the beyond...always aware that this place is not for me. So am I going nuts or what? I sure do have a vivid imagination... Either way, I think I'm on the brink... Toxicological Report - Canna - Daily Shroom - every blue moon LSD - when I was 15, not since. (culprit?)